BPOV

I wake up with the sun shining through my window and I am taken aback. I cant believe it is sunny out today in the town of Forks. This doesn't happen a lot but hey, at least it will be a little warmer today. Perfect day to go to the beach with Jacob. Yester, I felt a little more alive than I have been lately. I don't think that I would need the sun to be out to feel the warmth of it on my skin… Jacob is kind of like my sun I guess you could say. Its nice to feel alive after so long of being… dead.

Its now 9:09 in the morning and I sigh. A shower sounds nice… do I want to get up though? No. I am too comfortable right now to do so. For some reason I feel like this day is going to be a long one.

After I shower and do everything I need I go sit on the porch railing. Some time passes as I zone out and a loud beep scares me, making me loose my balance and fall off it to the ground. I scrap my leg on some of the wood going down and I look at it.

"Bella!" Comes Jacobs voice and footsteps. "Are you okay? I didn't mean to scare you," He tells me and examines my leg.

"I'm fine," I say to him. "No harm done."

Jacob frowns a little and pulls my pant leg down after making sure I am fine then helps me stand up.

"Are you sure you are okay?" He asks.

I roll my eyes. "Its just a scratch."

"I didn't mean to sc-"

"Shut up," I say to him.

Jacob shuts up about but asks; "So are you ready?"

"Let me leave my dad a note and get my things."

ONE MONTH LATER!

"Are you and Jake going out tonight?" Charlie asks.

"Yeah."

"Where to?"

I roll my eyes a little. " And here I thought you liked Jacob, dad."

"I do….." his cheeks turn red and I laugh a little at him.

I defiantly took up his gene for blushing.

"The movies dad," I tell him. "Then pizza and ice cream."

He says nothing else and shoves the rest of his sandwich I made him for lunch in his mouth. I look down at my turkey sandwich and tear a piece off, putting it in my mouth then start chewing.

"What time are you guys leaving?" Charlie asks.

I roll my eyes. "At 7:30."

"What time will you be back?"

"Don't know dad."

"Well then what do you know?"

"That we are going to go see a movie and go for pizza then ice-cream and that you are hammering me with questions. That's what I know."

Charlie grumbles but doesn't say anything else, throwing his plate away. I finish my sandwich and go sit in the living room. After watching a half hour show I go up to my room and check my mail. I have two from my mom and one from my cousin. After writing them back look at my pictures.

'It will be as if I never existed,' Edwards voice says in my head.

There's a picture of Edward and I sitting on his couch in his room laughing. There's a tightening in my chest, a familiar one. The one that had officially stopped when Jacob came around… or I came around him… I stare at the picture for a while, not exactly seeing the picture, but the past. Was I that horrible that he left me? Did I say something wrong? Did he love me like he said he did? No. It was him that did this. Its not my fault he left, its his. I close out of the window but I don't delete the picture. I don't think I can do that just yet. I go over to my bed and lay down. A little nap sounds nice right now. My eyes close and I let the darkness take over around me.

B+J

I wake up with a warm arm around my waist and humming next to me. I turn over and see Jacob next to me playing with my pillow.

"Bout time you are up sleepy head," Jacob says smiling brightly.

I rub the sleep out of my eyes and sit up. "When did you get here?" I ask him.

"About an hour ago," He tells me.

"Why didn't you wake me up?"

He shrugs a little. "Didn't want to?"

I shake my head a little and stand up. "I'll be back," I tell him and go to the bathroom.

After closing the door behind me then use the bathroom real fast, wash my hands and look in the mirror. My hair isn't that messy but I decide to brush it anyways and I put it up in a pony tail. As I make my way back to my room, my mind wonders to Edward.

"You look sad," Jacob says when I sit down.

"I'm fine. What are you doing here so early?" I ask him.

"I got bored at home and Embry and Quil were annoying me."

I laugh a little. "Don't you say that every time?"

Jacob shrugs. "Do you want me to leave?"

I shake my head quickly. Why would I want him to leave?

"Good," He smiles and rolls on his back then takes my hand in his, playing with it.

Jacob traces the lines on the palm of my hand lightly making it somewhat tickle but I don't move my hand away from him.

"So dinner or the movie first?" He asks.

"Movie."

All he does is nod.

B+J

"I think you uh, got something on your nose," Jacob tells me.

"Where?" I ask him.

He lifts up the hand that has his ice-cream then shoves it on my nose. I gasp as his face breaks out in a smile as he laughs. I dip my finger in mine then smear it on his cheek laughing. After I wipe my nose off really fast he smirks.

"You are going to pay for that," He tells him.

-I laugh and smash the rest of my ice-cream in his face before taking off running. Jacobs laugh and footsteps come behind me fast so I try to go faster but he catches me. At least I didn't fall though. I laugh as he picks me up from behind and spins me around a few times. After putting my down he holds onto me so I don't fall. I laugh when I turn around and see his face. Jacob lifts up his hand and takes some ice-cream off of his face, then puts his finger in his mouth.

"Yum," He says.

I roll my eyes.

"I'm going to wash my face off now, I'll be back."

I laugh a little nodding and he walks away up to the bathrooms. A few minutes later he comes back.

"Ready to go?" He asks.

I nod.

Jacob holds his hand out for me to take so after a second I do. I know this means something different to him… but is it really all that different?

A/N: Sorry it took so long to update, I haven't really been in the mood to type lately and I know that this chapter is not that good as I would have liked it to be. Well REVIEW! :D