Chapter 3

I sat on my bed mussing about how my life was turning out. I thought about Charlie as well. I missed him. He was almost never home, gone three out of four weeks every month. Charlie gave me every indulgance i could possibly think of to make up for being gone so much. Thats why he bought this big house, my ferrari, and such things. We had a extreme amount of money because of the job Charlie got as a secret investagator for the FBI. He wasnt allowed to explain much of his job or what he did for secrative reasons, so i didnt push for information.

I also thought about Jasper. I was glad he was home, more than glad as a matter of fact. I was elated. I was also shocked that when he was here i forgot about the pain of Edward leaving me. Jasper was slowly starting to become a nescacary part of my life. I couldnt stand days like these when we had to be apart for more than a day. I shuffled over to the shopping bags that i had left at the door and hauled them up to my room. I quietly folded the clothes i had bought for Jasper and hung my new clothes.

"Are those for me?" I heard a soft lulling voice say from the window. I turned and sighed as i saw the honey blonde curls that fell gently to his ears. Jasper leaned against the window sill smiling at me.

"Well,, i mean, uhh...since you where umm gonna stay i thought id get you a few things, i dont know, if you dont like them i can go return them?" I stuttered embarrased slightly.

"Nah, darlin, im sure their fine. Thank you, iv been meaning to get a new wardrobe but i keep forgetting" He smiled at me coming closer and sitting on my bed facing me.

"No problem Jazz, so how was your hunting?" I said making me way over to the bed as well and laying down on my back.

"It was very good, i wont need to hunt again for at least a month" He followed my actions laying on my bed as well.

"Youll be needing your sleep soon Bells, its already eleven at night and youv got school tomorrow" He said smirking at me.

"Uggghh" I groaned thinking about school. "Why cant it be summer vacation already!" I said.

"Because you need to learn Mrs. Bells" He turned to me and smiled, i quickly forget my problems and looked into his gorgous eyes. His honey blonde curls fell on his forehead gently and looked soft, his taunght jaw and pale skin contrasted with his warm butterschotch eyes. I sighed thinking about Edward. Why is it that i cant get him out of my mind.

I thought about all the great times we had. About our meadow and how he used to kiss me. About the first time he told me he loved me and the first time he spent the night. I remembered normal days when he would come in at night and just hold me humming my lullaby untill i slept. I felt the hole in my heart start to sear with pain at the thought of him. My jaw closed up and i tried to swallow the lump that was forming.

FLASHBACK

I stared up at his golden eyes and sighed to myself. He was so perfect, so loving, so silly, so smart, he was everything i ever wanted.

"I love you" He whispered in my ear pulling me close to him by wrapping his arms around my waist. I giggled and pulled him down with my hands around his neck to give him a chaste kiss on the lips. I could feel the electricity that egnited as his cold lips touched mine.

"I love you too" I said. I hugged him close to me and snuggled my face into the crook of his neck enjoying the momment. I wish this would never end.

END FLASHBACK

But of course it did end. I closed my eyes begging the tears not to emerge. At least not in front of Jasper. But they came. With a great fury they came. I kept my eyes closed as i wiped my cheeks, but still they fell. For every tear i wiped away three more escped my eyes. I felt Jasper wrap his arms around me and pull me close to him letting me cry into his chest. I thought about how Edward used to hug me like this. The tears came even harder. I tried my best not to sob but eventually they won.

"Darlin, its alright to cry, you can let it out darlin i wont leave you" The sound of his voice made the sobs come faster and stronger. And so i did as he suggested and let the tears and screams over come me. I hung onto him crying and pulled up my knees so i was in fetal position with Jasper comforting me. Even as my tears began to subside Jasper didnt leave me. I clung onto his shirt glad that i had bought him some new ones because i was sure i had ruined this one with all my tears.

(JASPER POV)

As i held this broken girl in my arms i could really see how much pain she had been in when Edward left her. I could feel her emotions: Pain, Depression, hurt, love, and comfort. I pulled her closer to me telling her that it was ok to cry. That was when her barrier broke. The tears fell loose with a pounding fury that surprised me. I didnt know humans could cry so much. apperantly they could. The salty tears fell onto my chest, i didnt really care. All i wanted to do was comfort Bella.

I kept her in my arms untill after she stopped crying. I didnt want to let her go but she slowly stood up. Her eyes where red and puffy from all the crying. She turned and walked over to the restroom washing her face and pulling her hair into a messy poney tail. She walked back and turned out the lights preparing for sleep.

"Jasper..." She said nervously.

"Yes Bells?" I said pushing her to continue her sentance. I could tell she wanted to ask me a question.

"Umm...well i mean, this might sound wierd, but will you sleep with me? I mean like hold me while i sleep? It makes me feel better" I smiled at her and nodded that i would. Her cheeks flushed bright red as she peeled off her skinny jeans and climbed onto the bed. I was surprised. She looked..well she looked pretty hot. Her hair was pulled into a untidy poney tail and she was wearing blue lacey panties and a very tight blue tank top that showed her cleavage and bottom of her stomach. I climbed onto the bed with her and tried to calm myself and not think about her. I was getting an erection thinking about how she looked. She snuggled into me and wrapped her arms around me waist and her face into the crook of me neck.

I pulled her close and covered her witha blanket so she wouldnt be chilled at night. I finally calmed down enough to pull her body against mine. She shivered and fell asleep. I could not be thinking about Bells in that way. I mean she was turning into my best friend. Not my lover. Right? I couldnt think about her that way. I mean i had always known she was a very pretty girl. As did Emmett. But i had never thought beyond that.

I knew i was beggining to fall for her. I would keep it to myself. I didnt want to ruin the perfect friendship that was buliding. I knew the only reason she wanted me to hold her while she slept was because she had nightmares, almost everynight and i helped calm her relaxing her sleep with my empath powers. She also wanted me to hold her because she already thought of me as her best friend and that alone comforted her.

(BELLA POV)

I woke up that morning refreshed from a good nights sleep. I opened me eyes and realized that Jasper had stayed with me all night. I snuggled deeper into his chest and sighed. I liked being held by Jasper. I knew i was starting to fall for him but i didnt want to admit it to myself. He was the perfect gentleman and he was quiet charming.

"Darlin, its time for school" He said getting up and pulling me up with him. He picked me up bridal style. I enjoyed the feeling of his hands under my butt much more than i should. I shivered in delight as he put me down, in turn running his hands down the full length of my body.

"Guess what?" He said after a momment, he looked excited.

"What?" I said curiously.

"Im going to school with you. I renrolled." He smiled widley at me.

"Seriously?YAY!" I screamed and did a small happy dance causing Jasper to crack up and roll on the floor in hysterical laughter.

"Laugh all you want Jazz" I said sticking my toungue out at him. I went over to my closet and chose what to wear that day. I chose to wear something that matched and looked nice today. No more ms. Nice girl. I wore a pink tank top that had a zebra on it with short black american eagle shorts, a black denim and leather jacket, some Larrisa sued gladiator heels,a pair of shiny pink star earings, a vintage Amanda Smith sued pink belt, oversized Ray Ban sunglasses. I painted my toe nails and fingernails a bright purple and stuffed a few notebooks into my gray off the shoulder American eagle school bag. (The outfit Bella is wearing is on this link: .com/bella/set?id=20416048)

"How do i look?" I asked Jasper after i had brushed my long curly hair and straightened it and i put on a bit of eyeliner and mascara.

"Just ...wow...you look amazing Bells" He said softly. I noticed he was wearing some dark jeans a gray tshirt and black leather jacket, he put on some sunglasses and black nikes.

"You look really really good too Jazz" I said smiling up at him.

We headed down the stairs and into my Black Ferrari (.com/wp-content/plugins/wp-o-matic/200909-2/27f46_ferrari_). I got in and pulled on my seatbelt spurring my baby to life. She purred and with a squeal of delight i backed out of the driveway and drove toward school.

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