Hey guys… guess what? I'm back! So I have been wanted to write for a few days, and I've been to the hospital today because of my foot, and I'm off school tomorrow, so I thought I would write up chapter 3. I was going to last night but I didn't get back from my aunties till about 10pm, and then I had a shower and by the time I was out it was near enough 11pm and I had school so I thought I would sleep because it takes me so long to get to sleep. But I still have inspiration. So I know I may seem like a huge slut… but turns out my crush was really on the guy that I said my best friend likes… which is sad. What I think is when I was teasing her, I was putting off all my emotions for him onto her and tried to cover it up with that other guy. But they act near enough the same except we don't act all flirtish, we act like total bitches to each other. But for the last few days we've been kind of friendly…
Anyway, so when I was at my aunties yesterday, I found out one thing: My cousin is very protective. And soft. And I love him for that. He's so amazingly awesome. I would die if he ever found out, but what he's going through with his relationship at the moment, I find him so inspirational. This girl lies to him, and even though she did that he still loves her. And she lied about a lot of things. Like saying her mum and dad died, and she also ran away from home. He put her before anyone and he so confused on what he should do because he still loves her.
Anyway, time to reply to the reviews. If you have any questions review and you'll get a shout out in here ;)
tabbywabby7: I love the songs to, Mayday Parade and Black Veil Brides are one of my most loved bands. I know most of the songs off by heart.
SwiftStar1: I'm so glad you put that blade down, don't go down the path that some of us have. It's not a good path to go down and also, thanks :D
Disclaimer! I don't own Kickin' It or any songs that I may use.
*Kickin it with you*
KPOV
Have you ever felt like the day will never end? Because today is going so slow. I don't have anything against Mondays. I probably hate Thursdays more than anything. The mean nothing. Mondays is a start of the week, and if it's a good week, then it's the start of happiness. I guess you could say that. People just never give Mondays a chance. It's not Monday's
Fault that you have to get up really early. It's the schools or works fault. I for one love Mondays… Well when it's not a school Monday.
Right now, Me, Julie and Milton are sitting at our table in the cafeteria. We don't buy food from there, because who knows what it could contain. Probably horse meat. And I take no risk of eating any of the meat besides Chicken. Chicken is the only meat that I can trust.
"Kim, are you even listening?" I hear Julie say
"What?" She sighs
"You keep daydreaming, it's like an illness. You're always daydreaming. I'm getting worried about you"
Right then I feel a jab in my side.
"Hey Kimmy"
"H-hi Jack" I stutter
God, he is perfect.
Like a Barbie doll. But the male one… he's like urm… Ken?
He's like God.
He is my God.
I've seen him shirtless. He has such a well-toned body. I love it.
And there's one thing that I have realised.
I love him.
But for some reasons, I'm getting butterflies. All I can do is stand up and walk away.
Well run.
I sit down in front of my locker and pull out my Blackberry and put my headphones in. I really want an iPhone, but I know that I won't be getting that for a while.
Going to my play list, I pick out a song that always calms me down.
I cannot hide what's on my mind
I feel it burning deep inside
A passion crime to take what's mine
Let us start living for today
Never gonna' change my mind
We can leave it all behind
Nothin's gonna' stop us
No not this time
So take your hand in mine
It's ours tonight
This is a rebel love song
Hearts will sacrifice
It's do or die
This is a rebel love song
My outlaw eyes have seen their lies
I choke on all they had to say
When worlds collide what's left inside
I hold on tight and hear you pray
Never gonna' change my mind
We can leave it all behind
Nothin's gonna' stop us
No not this time
So take your hand in mine
It's ours tonight
This is a rebel love song
Hearts will sacrifice
It's do or die
This is a rebel love song
Wild and running for one reason
They can't stop us from our freedom
(Wild and running for one reason
They can't stop us from our freedom)
Never gonna' change my mind
We can leave it all behind
Nothin's gonna' stop us
No not this time
So take your hand in mine
It's ours tonight
This is a rebel love song
Hearts will sacrifice
It's do or die
This is a rebel love song
So take your hand in mine
It's ours tonight
This is a rebel love song
Hearts will sacrifice
It's do or die
This is a rebel love song
Sighing once again, I look up to see my friend Grace standing next to me. It's been long since we've just hung out the two of us.
See Grace came the start of freshmen year because she moved. She misses her friends so much but she's learning to go without them and stay with us. We talk a lot but not hang out so much. Normally just in lessons. But we have a strong relationship.
"He girlie. What's up?"
"Nothing, you?" I smile
"Yeah, nothing. This school is so dead"
"True… but what can you do? I mean… go to another school? The only other school is that posh one and you really don't want to go to that one." I laugh
All she did was sigh.
"I'll see ya around yeah?" She askes
"Yeah, see ya" I smile again.
*Kickin it with you*
I'm finally at home. It's been such a long day. All I want to do is go and watch cartoons for the rest of the night.
I walk through the front door to find my Brother and his new boyfriend.
"So hey… I finally get to meet him this time?" I smile
"Yep, so Kim, this is Mark my new boyfriend" I just smile at him.
"Nice to meet you" I say
"You too" He replies.
"So, I'll leave you to alone then, I'll be in my room if needed… which I'm sure I won't be." I wink at Andrew and walk up the stairs.
*Kickin it with you*
Have you ever felt like every time you see the guy you like you just melt? Because I do. I melt every single time. And I can't help it… and to be quite honest, I don't mind it. I like the feeling. It makes me feel like I'm… normal for once. I mean I know I'm not but it's nice to feel like it.
I have come to terms with the more I deny my love for jack, which I have been for years, the more I fall in love, and if I fall anymore in love then I will buried before I die. I probably could reach the earth's core if I deny my love for him anymore. So here I go.
I have fallen head over hills in love with Jack Brewer.
There I said it… well typed it anyway.
I feel a lot better saying that now.
But when its times like this, I think of this one quote:
I fell in love with you. I don't know how. I don't know why. I just did.
And that fixes all that love problem questions that go around in my head.
And that's all I need.
Done! :D I hope you guys like this chapter. My neck hurts a lot now. This chapter didn't really take me long to write… maybe like an hour or so. Normally it takes a few days if I'm not focused. Anyway review for the next chapter and I'll try to update faster!