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Side note: Please excuse any grammatical or spelling error I am only human.
Picks up where we left off Bella's confession of love and what comes after that.
Feeling him inside of me, all around me, consuming me not only with his scent, but his beautiful cold hard body was maddening. He was everything I ever wanted and then some. He was so sweet and pure, yet so seductive and sexy. It was hard to believe he was a virgin with the words he spoke in the heat of the moment, but his gentle touch and uncertainty showed me that. He had given himself to me and I couldn't help, but let the words I float in my mind in our now post coital bliss.
Before I uttered the words I so longed to say, I noticed a look of worry on his beautiful face and then he spoke. "Did I hurt you Bella, was I too rough, was it not good for you? I am so sorry. Please say something anything." He dry sobbed into my neck.
I was taken aback, not only did he make me feel alive again, but he thought that I was crying because he hurt me. I had to let him know how I felt. "You didn't hurt me, Edward. You made me feel alive again. It was so much, it was all too much, but I think-I think that I love you. I know that sounds so crazy and I know I am risking my life by doing this, but I can't seem to care or worry. Because if I died here and now at the hands of you or Aro I would die happy." I smiled hesitantly at him.
"Oh Bella I knew from the moment I laid eyes on you that I would love you. I would never let anything happen to you I promise you that my love." He smiled down at me trying to reassure me with a soft chaste kiss.
I smiled up at him knowing this could never be, but letting myself bask in it. We still had a whole day to get to know each other and explore each other mind, body, and soul and I was going to make the most of it. I was going to let myself live in my own personal heaven, before I went back to my own personal hell. I always thought I hated vampires and all they stood for, I thought they were the devils in disguise, but how could I think that now with Edwards arms wrapped around me? He was an angel and he was my angel sent to give me one last moment of happiness.
"Edward how long do we have? I mean how long did Aro promise me to you?" I asked hesitantly hoping we would have more time together.
"Well I told him that I would want at least a weeks time with whomever I chose, but Bella you need to know something. It wasn't like that for me, my father he made a deal with Aro, but it wasn't about sex for me. I just wanted to know more then the affection of a family and I didn't expect anything more then you were willing to give. You have to know that it's not about sex for me it was about getting to know you." He smiled timidly looking into my eyes thoughtfully.
"I know Edward I could see it in your eyes, but sex doesn't have to be a tainted action, it can be a moment that brings people together as well. I never knew I could feel this blissful after sex, no, making love and I find it to be the most intoxicating feeling I ever felt in all my life." I grinned looking into his eyes with only love.
"You know I do believe that you did promise me some one on one time. The whole getting to know the real you and I was sort of hoping we could start now just you know basic questions about your life?" He hesitated looking down at me as I tensed.
"Um sure Edward, but can I have the option of pleading the 5th if the questions are too personal for me to answer at the moment? I don't want to lie to you, but some things for now are better left unsaid." I beamed up at him slowly bringing my hand down to his inner thigh and skimming his naked member.
"Uh I uh yes of course, but you have to promise you wont use sex just now to shut me up. Ok Bella? So that means no trying to distract me with hands or any bodily charms you may have." He shuttered as I gripped his member then whined when I broke the contact.
"Fine whatever you say Edward." I pouted and he just laughed lightly shaking his head.
It turns out that the question game with Edward was sort of light and I liked that. He didn't ask me about my time here instead he asked me about the life I had before here. Sure it was depressing, but I just imagined that I was in Forks. He asked me my favorite color, favorite food, favorite music (we liked a lot of the same), and favorite book (I liked classic romance while he liked more mystery.) I imagined that I was meeting him for the first time in my high school no less as a student in Forks. Apart of me knew that was utterly ridiculous because Edward wouldn't be in Forks let alone my high school.
He seemed to take in all the things I told him as if his life depended on them. I knew it might have had something to do with the fact that he couldn't read my mind and apart of me liked knowing that my thoughts were safe. When he asked about my romantic history before here I told him that I was virtually innocent and hadn't even kissed a man before I came here. He furrowed his brows and stared up at me with sorrow in his eyes and I knew that he pitied me. I didn't like that so I quickly changed the subject to things that I wanted to know about him.
"So what about you I mean I know you say you were a virgin, but you had to have had, what do you guys call it, a mate or a potential mate?" I looked up at him blushing like a cherry tomato.
"You know that color is absolutely breath taking on you and after all we have done it makes me smile to know I still have that affect on you. But a las you were the only woman to ever touch or be touched by me and I wouldn't have it any other way. I find you fascinating and although there have been others who have tried to win my affection, none have ever come close to you." He gazed into my eyes smiling with that crooked grin I now loved.
"Wow you are by far the most perfect specimen I have ever encountered. I just wish I could have been a virgin to when you met me. I wish I could have experienced all of that with you for the first time. You would have liked me more before all of this (I gestured towards the room) and I would have been able to give you the same gift you gave me." I frowned tilting my head down and snuggling my face in his chest.
When I felt his cold, but electric touch bring my chin up to peer into his somber eyes I shivered. "Don't ever doubt that you aren't perfect for me as you are. This was never something you wanted for yourself and I am not perfect either. I have done horrible things and hated myself for as long as I can remember, but with you here I can't seem to let myself feel the hatred only the love. As far as I am concerned you did share everything with me. You shared you heart and that's what matters most unless of course another has already captured it?" He raised his eyebrow and I giggled.
"No only you Edward, only you." I breathed and he kissed me again chastely.
I smiled into his mouth and I lazily trailed kisses down his chin and chest yawning into his perfect skin. "Sleep my Bella we will make another day just like this one tomorrow. I love you my angel." He whispered into my hair.
I was about to protest until I realized that time had flew by so slowly and we had been together for a whole 8 hours already just talking and laying naked in bed. So I sighed in defeat drifting to sleep in the arms of my cold lover, content, safe, and most of all loved. That night was a restful night, different among the other nights sense I came here and the nightmares or worries never came. It was like my body knew I didn't have to worry about the predators that lurked behind my door waiting to strike, to devour me. Edward was here and he would never let anything happened to me so I took comfort in that as I slept.
Groggily I awoke to an angel staring at my face smiling down at me. He was breath taking and I had to wipe my eyes with my fist to be sure that he was really there smiling down at me. "Edward your still here?"
His smile disappeared and a look of hurt spread across his features. "Yes Bella I am sorry did you want me to leave?"
"NO PLEASE DON'T LEAVE STAY, STAY HERE WITH ME FOREVER!" I raised my voice desperately.
Seeing that I wanted him to stay and was not rejecting him Edward smiled a goofy toothed smile and brought his hands to cup my face gently. "I will stay as long as you want me to stay Bella. I am yours now and you are my life. I could never exist without you." He brought his lips to mine and I melted into his kiss.
Realizing that I may have had morning breath as an after thought and probably needed a shower I quickly pulled away from the kiss before I lost all control. "Um Edward I need a human minute or two." I blushed.
"Sure Bella I'll just be here waiting for you do whatever it is you need to do my love." He smirked then shook his head as I quickly dashed out of bed in only my birthday suit.
I heard him growl as I made my way to the little bathroom I had. Swiftly I brushed my teeth then poked my head out in search of Edward. He was lying back on the bed with his arms behind his head naked with only a sheet covering his manhood. He looked down at me as a moan slipped out of my mouth and I blushed watching him smile slyly. "You like what you see my love?" He asked amusement in his velvet voice.
I just nodded my head like a bitch in heat trying my best to change the subject. "Yeah I am going to shower if you want you could join me. I'll leave the door open and you can come right in." I batted my eyes in an attempt to be seductive.
I hurriedly made my way to the shower having already adjusted the temperature on the knob and let me body be covered with the warmth. As the water dripped down my body and I could feel the blood rush to the surface I wondered if it would be too much for Edward as Aro never had allowed me to entertain the thought of sharing a shower with a vampire. But Edward had control and for some reason my scent while tempting, did not over power his need for me. So I turned my back towards the faucet closing my eyes and letting the water dribble its way down. I was soaked when I finally felt his cold breath on my neck.
He was breathing deeply and in that moment I knew my scent could be too much for him and he could take me then and there. I almost welcomed it, to feel his teeth break my skin, to feel him take all of me in. To mark me as his. I knew I should be worried that he was going to drain the life out of me, but apart of me was turned on by it and as I felt his breath moving closer to my neck and my arousal spread I pulled my hand up from behind me and brought his head towards my neck. Feeling his lips touch my neck was torture, but I welcomed it and everything that came with it as I shivered from the contact.
He kissed my neck chastely trailing more kisses and stopping at my ear where he let a breath out. "You smell absolutely wonderful, but your body is by far the most tempting thing I have ever seen. You have no idea what you do to me do you Bella?" He whispered into my ear and I shuddered letting go of his head and turning my body towards him.
His eyes were butterscotch, but darkened with lust. He was so damn beautiful. I couldn't help, but gasp and as he crashed his cold hard wet body into my warm soft one. I came undone the moment we molded together. He lips pressed against mine with little abandon as I wrapped my arms around his neck enjoying the feel of his naked skin on mine. He kissed me harder then he ever had and I moaned into his mouth loving everything he was willing to give me. His strong hands wrapped around my waist and he pulled me closer to his lips as I wrapped my legs around his hips.
I could feel his hardened member above my core pushed into my lower stomach and I couldn't help, but let out a whimper. His kisses became more demanding as I felt my body back into the shower wall and his hands grip my behind softly. He was moaning into my mouth and rubbing up against my stomach as I silently begged him to lower himself inside me. My center was aching to be sought out by him and I couldn't help, but groan in frustration. He lifted his lips off mine and stared into my eyes for a moment.
"Tell me what you want Bella. I will give you whatever you want, but please just let me feel inside of you. Please Bella." He said in a husky voice as I brought my left hand down between our bodies taking his length in my grip.
"I want you inside of me Edward. I want you to make love to me, make me yours again." I brought his length to my entrance as I said this and pushed my core into his cock.
He moaned loudly and then brought his lips to mine as he started to find a pace thrusting himself inside of me. I could feel his longing in every thrust as he kissed me with so much love and passion. He brought his lips down to my neck as I caught my breath and gasped as I felt his cool breath on my hardened nipple. He brought his mouth to my nipple licking it slowly and sucking gently as he lightly pounded into me. I could feel the heat rushing towards my core as he slammed into me softly. His pace was quickening as he latched onto my nipple and sucked on it tenderly.
"Oh Edward you feel so good inside of me. I never ever want to stop making love to you." I screamed as I felt his mouth cover mine.
His pace was quickening and with every thrust I was becoming more undone. He made me feel whole and I wanted nothing more then to bask in this moment. He was grunting into my mouth and I could tell he was close as I smiled anxiously awaiting his orgasm to fill me up. But he would have none of that not before I got mine.
"Bella I can't hold it any longer your so tight and warm I am going to cum soon and I want you to cum with me love please let go." I couldn't take it any longer and I let my body have its release.
I shudder into his body and I felt my walls clamp down on his length as I screamed his name in ecstasy while he pumped me further into oblivion. I could feel him slam his fist into the wall as he came hard inside of me. He screamed my name and growled softly into my ear. I couldn't help, but smile, as I knew I had done that to him and he couldn't help, but smirk at me as we came down from our high.
"You are such a seductress Bella Swan. You will be the death of me you know that." He sighed bringing his lips up to my forehead and kissing me.
I felt him slip out of me and plant my feet to the shower floor and I couldn't help, but whine in protest. "Relax my Bella I am not done with you yet. I just thought we could take a shower and then get you something to eat."
I was about to protest until I heard my stomach growl and he smiled knowingly at me. I hated being human in that moment, but I eagerly let Edward hand wash me from top to bottom because I loved his touch whichever way I could get it. He seemed to love touching me too as he couldn't get enough of washing those hard to reach places. Finally after some protest from me as we slipped on our towels, Edward changed into his clothes and went to fetch me some grub. I was slightly nervous at the thought of him leaving because I didn't know if he would come back, but he promised so I dressed quickly having only had time to put a pair of underwear, jeans, and bra on before I heard the door to my room open then close.
I smiled to myself. "Took you long enough sexy." As I turned I came face to face with a not so happy Demetri. His eyes looked dark as the night and his expression was positively sinister.
"You know Bella lover I hope you have not forgotten that you are mine and Edward is just a sick abomination that you fuck. You're a whore, Bella. If a man puts his hands on you, you're wet. True or not? You were born one and you'll die one." Demetri smiled then brought his palm to my center stroking me lightly through my pants.
"It would be such a shame if you were to fall for him when he is just using you as a deal he made to Aro. He would never make you his mate and he will never give you the life I can. You are mine. Say it Bella say that you are mine." He pleaded while massaging my core with more enthusiasm as I struggled to tear my body away from him.
"Demetri I am Aro's and right know Aro has given me to him so I am his. I know this is nothing more then a perk to welcome him aboard just as I know my place. You have nothing to worry about if I am to be made one of you I will do what is asked of me and if what is asked of me is to be your mate then I am yours forever. Now please you must stop this." He sighed pulling his hand away from me and backing up towards the door.
"This is not over lover, you will be mine, don't ever forget that your body craves me just as much as I crave you. He will never be satisfied with you, but I will. Goodnight my lover till we meet again." And he was gone just like that leaving me stunned and on the verge of tears.
Aro would never let me go and the best I could hope for was to be turned, but if the change occurred then I would be promised to Demetri. He was next in line to take a mate, but somehow I had never thought that Edward would be an option. I knew he felt something more as he claimed to love me, but I also knew I was intended for Demetri and if I denied him I would be condemned to death. I didn't know what was worse dying and never seeing the one I love again or living forever with another amongst my true love and never having him. I decided that I would rather be on the outside looking in, that I would rather see Edwards face even if it wasn't mine to touch then never see him at all.
My tears flowed now as I brought my body to the bed half dressed and completely numb when he stood before me hands reaching out in a blur to cup my face. "What's wrong Bella? What's wrong my love? Are you ok? I promised I'd come back for you?" Edward eyes stared into my own and I cried.
Thank god he could not read my thoughts because they would only cause him pain. Yes Edward had come back to me, but for how long? We only had a week if that and I would never be his to come back to again.
Authors note: REVIEW PLEASE. Sorry it took so long to update, but I need the reviews to jump-start my writer's block. Also it is a little bit shorter then usual, but I wasnt as motivated to write anything due to lack of reviews. I just really would love to hear what you all think and I promise next chapter if u make any possible lemon requests I will try to put them in. I would also like the chance to return the favor on anything you have written as well. There will be many questions answered in due time. Edward has not admitted to Bella his true intentions just as Bella has not admitted hers, but neither can deny that they love each other. I don't know if this sucks sorry if it does and I hope you all liked it.