I couldn't stop my tears from falling. They rolled down my face and landed on my bed. My throat quenched and my heart was thumping hard in my chest. My world continued to shatter. And my eyes turned blurry. Nothing is clear now. Nor does anything make sense. My whole soul is cracking into pieces. Everything, everything is crashing in front of me. But I could care less.
Right now, I won't give a worry about everything else. I can die for all this world is about. Anything around me isn't worth my concern, now. Why should I, anyway? I don't see a reason to think about everything.
I'm dying in the inside, can't anyone see that? Why did this even happen? Don't people know I'm human, too? Can't they see I'm tortured? Why do people lie? Why do we do things no one deserves? Why is everything cruel? Why is love so cruel?
I'm breaking and I can only take so much pain.
I want so much to get him back. To get him to love me just as much as I do. I can make a 500 hundred page work with nothing but how much I really love him and how much I want him. But no matter what I do won't change the fact that he doesn't love me anymore. That I'm not even his friend. And that he never really could love me. Nor could he ever care about me. I am nothing more than a plain hindrance. A rock in the road which leads to where he truly wants to be. That's all I can ever be to him, a burden.
Why didn't I see that before? Paul never cared about me. How could I be so stupid? I was just a tool. Something he would use then just throw away.
It was so obvious. He hated Ash with a passion, I was Ash's friend. He thought Ash would break when Ash finds out his friend becomes his rival's girlfriend. Ash, though, took it a whole different way. After all, Brock wasn't really good with hiding secrets about others' crushes. So Ash was, instead, happy for me.
No one won. Paul lied to me. And in return, he didn't get what he wanted. After all, in betrayal, not a single person would win.
But, you know, Paul, no matter how many times you break my heart, I'll still continue to love you.
The 3rd and last chapter for this fic. And Dawn's pov. Nothing much to say here. Hope ya like it.