Here it is, chapter three! This chapter was a little sad for me to write, but y'know. Haha, I wrote most of this in my fifth period whilst texting my friend and listening to the Rocky Horror soundtrack on my iPod. Gee, my biology teacher is great. Thank her for this chapter. (And remember, Mikoto's POV once again!)


I've been thinking about it, and… I guess it wouldn't hurt to explain why my girlfriend and I broke up… Talking about it sucks, but they say it's good to talk about that kind of stuff, so… here goes nothing.

Megumi and I had a date planned one Saturday afternoon. She said she would meet me outside my school, which was weird. She lives pretty far from the school, so usually I met her somewhere that was closer for her. Anyway, the time that we'd agreed on was eleven in the morning, so at that time I left my dorm to go to the front of the school.

She was waiting there for me when I arrived, and I smiled. Her offering to come all this way was really sweet. She didn't smile back, though. When I approached her, I immediately inquired what was wrong. She almost always had a smile for me.

"Megumi, is everything okay?" I asked worriedly, and now she smiled. It wasn't a happy smile, though.

"Mikoto-kun," she began, "I want to break up. I'm sorry." My heart jumped into my throat at once, and I can't imagine my face. We had been going out for over a year and I couldn't think of any reason that she would want to break up.

"Wh…what?" I said quietly, in a sort of shock. "Why?" She'd told me many times before that she loved me, so what was this all of the sudden?

"Honestly?" she asked, and I nodded, paying careful attention to what she was saying. "Mikoto-kun, I… I think… I think you're gay."

"What?" I growled immediately. "What kind of weird accusation is that?" I became instinctually angry at this, but I couldn't control that then. My voice was raised. "I'm going out with a girl, aren't I?" I felt a little cautious. What was she trying to say, anyway?

Megumi's eyes were stern. I remembered her saying a while back that she didn't like being yelled at… whoops.

"Face it, why don't you?" she said fiercely, and I felt like a dog being scolded. I had my tail between my legs. Megumi continued. You're in a dress and a wig most of the day and you hang out with those fags—"

I became enraged at once and interrupted her. "Don't call them that," I warned, a rigid and aggressive anger beginning to emerge from inside of me.

"Your other two 'princess' friends and that quiet-as-hell little weird-looking creep Sakamoto…"

"Shut the fuck up!" I screamed, and I didn't care anymore. People were staring and Megumi looked absolutely enraged, but it didn't seem to be relevant. What side of her was this? She'd been so polite before and had nothing but good things to say about my friends. Was this what she had been thinking the whole time?

I shook my head. "You're unbelievable," I said, and all she did was laugh as I turned around and began to walk away. I felt like I was going to cry, and there was no way I'd let her see that. I wouldn't tell Tooru or Yuujirou what happened, or Sakamoto-san, either. They actually saw me cry for a few minutes, though…

But even while they watched the tears pour out of my eyes and they heard me sob (it obviously was a lapse in my manliness, but I had an excuse…), I refused to share the reason we'd broken up. To be honest, I was the most upset about what she had called my friends, all the bad things she said about them right to my face. I was still in shock… Maybe I still am, to this day.

There was just no way I could admit that my girlfriend had just dumped me because she thought I was gay. Before that whole fight, even though I was a princess, I never really thought that anyone perceived me as gay. It sounds a little silly, yeah, but it's true. I mean, I was happily taken by a girl, and I thought that was enough… apparently not, though.

I've watched drama TV shows where they said that just because a guy has a girlfriend, it doesn't mean he's really straight.

But that's definitely not me.

But… technically now I don't even have a girlfriend…

I had known Megumi before I start going to this school, but I think I've met maybe only… two other girls since I came here. (Excluding those I'd seen during my breaks when I went home.) So really, it's not like I've had an opportunity to start dating anyone else. Otherwise, I'm sure I would be going out with someone

I'd like to think I'm a decently likeable guy. I try and be polite and charming most of the time… so I think if I could meet girls, I'd definitely be in a relationship right now. I wonder how most of the guys at this school deal with not being around women…

Actually, that's a lie. I don't wonder it at all, I know exactly how they deal with it. They stalk the princesses and jerk off to them when they think no one's looking. Like, in the shower rooms, I always see guys over in the corner. They think they're being really discreet about everything, trying to make it look like they're just washing up, but they've actually got their hand around their dick and they're moaning quietly, calling out the princess' names… I've even heard my own name come from them before… It's pretty damn disturbing. It makes me feel like crawling into a hole.

But it's… it's not like I purposely listen to them or watch them! It's completely out of my control! It's their fault for masturbating in a fucking public shower

The weirdest part is that I asked Tooru and Yuujirou if they'd ever seen something like that before, and they both said they hadn't. Well, they live in a different dorm, after all… maybe the guys in their dorm are less… perverted… Or maybe I'm just more observant… or something…

Well, uh… anyway.

I guess the guys that aren't claiming to be straight as they get off to thoughts of cross dressing men are actually gay, and they've taken the ultimate form of adaptation to a school like this. Tooru and Yuujirou sure took to this rather quickly… I guess, to each their own, though.

Hm… maybe I should try asking Sakamoto-san about it sometime. He seems to be pretty indifferent toward relationships most of the time. He might just be the kind of guy who puts school before anything. I've known plenty of them.

Or maybe… What if Sakamoto-san was secretly gay?

Just kidding. I know that isn't the case. I'd definitely be able to tell if Sakamoto-san were gay. If he were gay, I know he would've done something weird by now… like kiss me, try to hold my hand, hug me, sit really close to me so that our thighs touch…

Well, actually, he does do that last one sometimes, but that's beside the point. That's just an accident anyway.

I'm an amazingly handsome stud to both men and women, I just know it. So if Sakamoto-san were gay, he'd be all over me. Definitely. After all, who could ever resist this face? No one, that's who.


I liked writing the second half of this chapter quite a lot. xD It was rather amusing. Sorry it's been so long since I updated, I've just been UBER busy with school. And being sick or dizzy and making up homework from those days. Or just being fucking LAZY and not bothering to open up Word to type up new chapters that are sitting in my notebook or on the back of worksheets… Um, anyways, so, you guys should review! I want to know if I'm doing a good job with these perspectives so far! Thanks much~ I love you guys!