Chapter 3: Who Knew
Disclaimer: I don't own Degrassi or any of it's characters. I also don't own any of the songs I used in this chapter,
Who Knew-Pink
The Harold Song-Kesha
Clare POV:
I still love Eli. This is not gonna turn out good for me. It never does. Now he's the one on crazy pills, and I'm supposedly sane. If only they all knew. They all questioned why I wore a Catholic uniform to a community school, and if they had ever actually gotten the truth, no one would ever look at me the same. Clare Diane Edwards. The happy, smart, good-looking daughter. That's what they wanted me to be. But I was never her. And Eli never helped. I was never Julia. It's terrible and painful for me to realize that maybe he never loved me like I loved him. Maybe I was just a rebound for Julia, to let him know that he could move on from her. I guess I'll never get the chance to know.
You took my hand
You showed me how
You promised me
You'd be around
Uh huh
That's right
I took your words
And I believed
In everything
You said to me
Yeah huh
That's right
If someone said three years from now
You'd be long gone
I'd stand up and punch them out
Cause they're all wrong
I know better
'Cause you said forever
And ever
Who knew
Remember when
We were such fools
And so convinced
And just too cool
Oh no,
No no.
I wish I could touch you again
I wish I could still call you a friend
I'd give anything
Ugh I can't listen to this song. Great. The Harold Song. Oh well.
I miss your soft lips. I miss your white sheets.
I miss the scratch of your unshaved face on my cheek.
And this is so hard cause I didn't see
That you were the love of my life and it kills me.
I see your face in strangers on the street.
I still say your name when I'm talking in my sleep.
And in the limelight, I play it all fine.
But I can't handle it when I turn off my night light.
But I can't handle it when I turn off my night light.
They say that true love hurts, well this could almost kill me.
Young love murdered, that is what this must be.
I would give it all to not be sleeping alone, alone.
The life is fading from me while you watch my heart bleed.
Young love murdered, that is what this must be.
I would give it all to not be sleeping alone, alone.
Bianca POV:
I can't stand Chloe. Eli this, Adam that, Clare did this. So annoying. I would go to the ravine, but Ron-Ron's in jail and I don't feel like talking to randoms to get a hookup.
"And Clare is just an evil witch. I mean, everyone says she's so sweet but-"
"CHLOE ! SHUT THE EFF UP ! I really don't care about your stupid problems !"
"Bee, I thought you were my cousin. Guess I was wrong. No wonder you have no friends. Besides, I thought you liked Adam ? Well, I guess I can't help you then."
And with that, Chloe Brieanne DeSousa walked away from me.
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Chloe POV:
I used to have a facebook in the U.S., but I deleted it to keep from the familial memories. Now, I just got this thing called a facerange.
Ding. OMG ! I got a friend request from Adam Torres , Alli Bhandari , Clare Edwards , and Eli Goldsworthy. Adam, accept, Alli, uhm sure I guess, Clare, eww ! OMG NO, And Eli, Hell yes!
"Chlo, dinner!" Katherine yelled.
"Coming Kat !"
Author's note
I don't think anyone's reading, so until I get at least 7 reviews, I'm not gonna post anymore chapters. Also, I'm looking for a Beta cause I don't have the time to proofread my stories.