CM: sorry for late updates. I finally had the inspiration I needed. Just about done with the chappy after this one.

So please RxR if you like or don't like it. But if you don't please leave some fee back, as to why.

"I'll see you tomorrow!" but that tomorrow seem to have never come.

Everything was dark. Nothing could be seen as I continued to run. The only thing heard was the cries of the fleeting villagers, and the galloping huffs of the runaways.

"Faster Mikan!" Kisa shouted, craning her neck toward me. I nodded my head in fear, as I tried to keep up. Hotaru was running beside me; she was as calm as ever, and acted as if this was just another nightly run. However I could see a long streak of terror flashing pass those violet orbs.

Everything was in disarray and chaos. My memories of the past few hours felt like mire minutes, as we ran from our burning village.

"Mikan were almost there" I blinked and nodded as I felt my mouth start to dry. We have been running nonstop for hours and my head was starting to spin. "Almost there..." I repeated not really knowing where we were headed.

My clan was small and isolated, we really had no allied nor any enemy; well as far as I knew. And since we really had no one, other then our tribe, we all had to learn how to fend for ourselves. Luckily, our group consisted of exiled wolfs from other clans or Alice wheedlers that just didn't fit in with their region.

We are what you would consider a special tribe.

But anyway, the point is that we really had no where to go. No one would accept us unless we are willing to become one of them, but that didn't matter much. They probably wouldn't have accepted us anyways due to the array of coats.

My feet felt as if they were beginning to swell, another hour had pass making it an official four hour run.

More then I have ever done in my life.

"Almos-" I was unable to finish as I finally collapse from exhaustion. The last thing I remember hearing were the painful shouts, and crying. But the one sound that remained with me even to this day was when my name being shouted by the agonizing deceased.

It took me a while to wake up. The sun was slowly rising, I had found myself barrier under a large pile of withering leaves. Light started to widen as it reviled to me, the most horrible sight ever. What I saw was not meant for children viewing.

Red was splattered along the floor as a river was created. It flowed freely underneath, and around every body. Eventually it all connected to formed a hideous giant pool of blood, almost as if a twisted game of connect the dots. Wolves were slashed in two, while others were just gutted. I was fortunate not to have see much internal organs, but just the sight of my family, made me want to vomit.

A lone tear slipped pass my eye lids as I finally realized. I was alone.

I walked.

I walked on ahead.

I walked on alone.

Dead to the world, and dead to anyone who has ever known me. I wanted to cry, god I wanted to cry so badly. But then Hotaru's words came back to me. "stay strong Baka." I inhaled a gust of wind as the image of my best friends cold lifeless body entered my mind. "Hotaru" I murmured.

The only thing that came to mind was 'why me?' why did it had to be me to live, why did it have to be me to see such a horrified sight. Why me. Must I be the one to feel the burden of seeing so many of my people killed.

Just thinking about it killed me.

Why me.

CM: sorry it's so short, but like I said I got the next chapter pretty much ready!

Please RxR I love hearing from you guys, even if it's a simple "cool" haha.