OMG you guys, I am so sorry! I didn't post any chapters for so long because of school and some other shit. And when I had time I felt lazy and I just didn't write so I have no excuse! Sorry today will be a rather small chapter since I need to update all of my other stories, but I promise I will post another one very soon! Well lets not waste any more time, here begins the fun of writing that I have missed for so long XD!

Ace POV

The food was great, it was probably the best food that I had ever eaten in fact. I was just slightly off to the side now since I was full. Oh no, I don't mean as in like no more eating, I mean it as in wait a bit for it get digested and then go for another round up until you start to hate yourself and then stop stuffing your face with the delicious dishes. Portugas D. Ace is currently full so he will not attend the 56th eat-off contest, or the lost-count drinking-off. I sighed as I patted my belly and the bandages that were like 5 layers on top of it. As I did so, I looked to the side to see my younger sibling still going steadily at trying to decrease the cattle population. It was entertaining really, something so-both disgusting and amazing mixed into one was being shown to me and yet I was not amazed and neither was I disgusted, I was just starring at him. The heart attack that I got at Marine ford was still haunting me and so was Luffy's face while he starred at me speechless right before he passed out in my arms. Such feeling, such emotion, I don't want to feel ever again. Something that I cherish so dearly, so deeply collapsing into my arms and slowly dying. It was disgusting and it made my stomach churn heavily from thinking about it.

And then, Old man's face popped into my mind. I closed my eyes and breathed heavily but as steadily as possible. I won't lie- I wanted to cry, I wanted to just scream out all of my emotions at once even if they ripped open my chest, even if I were to loose my voice, even if I were to loose my whole existence. I wanted all of the guilt that was binding me like chain to be off. But I didn't do it, I could explain why but at the same I couldn't explain why, it was weird.

"Ace!" Luffy screamed a warning too late as he latched himself on me and then shoot himself towards me. The rubber man landed in the middle of my body as I was lying down and looking at him from a view I never though I would see him in. My thoughts were forgotten, no they were literally forgotten it's like they just disappear once I see his face. I did my natural smirk.

"What is this? You like the view huh?" Oh how much do I love messing with him. Every time I did- it was interesting, it was new and always unexpected. Sometimes he would pass it off with a huge wide toothed grin, sometimes he will suddenly loose all of his brain cells and ask what I meant, and sometimes, my personal favourite he would blush and try to change the subject or try to get as far away as he can from me. He could act so cute sometimes, and this was one of those times. He blushed up to the ears and got off as fast as possible. The cheers of the drunken sea dogs were vividly heard from all around us. I gave them no attention since I was focusing on something way too cute for anyone to imagine. Luffy was stuttering- he was trying to explain why the hell he latched himself onto me. But with every syllable being stuttered it was more than hard to understand him, but I didn't even try to I was just focusing on him, the movements he was making and the way his eyes were lost wondering into all directions but mine.

"Hey Ace, I want marshu-marshumellows (hic) cyome and byake me syome!" Izuo was slurring his now very frequent language and was doing weird body bending to sides that made him look like he had dystonia or something. I sighed and got up to bake poor little Izuo who couldn't do anything, some marshmallows. I took one last look at Luffy who was…gone. Then I looked over to Izuo and he saw the raven haired boy sitting…in the lap of TRAFALGAR_FUCKING_LAW! I made big gigantic steps towards the scene which was getting more and more suspicious by the second. Law's hands were traveling on Luffy's body or sides for now, but since Luffy was eating water meat he did not notice that bold approach which practically screamed 'RUN AWAY!' But of course I was stopped in my tracks by a thing that resembled Izuo but at the same time would never ever be him. His hair was let down, his lipstick was smeared, and his eye shadow was on his….nose? I do not want to ask. I took a last look at the PG13 rated scene which had turned to a PG15 scene. And that is when the worst happened, Luffy's meat somehow flew backwards and in an attempt to catch it back Luffy turned his head around in one swift movement. But that is not where it gets bad, the thing was that Law also tried to catch it for Luffy so he turned back to catch it but he couldn't so he turned forward again and his face touched Luffy's. And to be specific his face touched Luffy's…..on the lips.

"…" The whole entire crowd went mostly quiet as they looked at the scene. Law was obvious not to make the first move and move the fuck off my brother, but the problem was, why the hell wasn't Luffy moving?

"Lu-…Luffy?" I called out to him and that is when he withdrew his head from the awkward position. He then stated this.

"There was the taste of the ham that ran out an hour ago on your lips" And the scarred cheek then proceeded to eat his drumstick that magically popped out of somewhere. The moments of silence where gone and everyone started laughing once again, and the drunkards got more booze. The Shichibukai on the side was dramatically crying and sobbing. I just stood there pale faced, my brother's first kiss went to a goddamn pedophile?! This…! This was an outrage! This is anything but right!

"I told you he was a pedophile!" I suddenly announced. I was so angry. I felt like I had lost a fight, like I was made fun off.

Normal POV

It was a long party. Everyone was so tired that they just fell asleep on top of each other while holding their mugs of beer and rum. At some point during the night, Ace woke up. Just like something was calling him, he just walked towards a cliff that hang high above the dark blue seas. Silence was not exactly how you will describe it, there were sounds- from the sea, from the wind, from the snoring sea dogs and from the trees that danced every once in a while when a fresh new breeze went by them. The freckled man looked longingly at the sea, like he had lost something and he couldn't find it. He bit his lip as he stuffled a very quiet sob, the type that you can usually pass of as nothing. The older D. kept on standing there and starring at the sea, as if, if he starred long enough he will get what he wished for or what he lost.

"Ace?" The fire user turned around as he heard his name to face the person from whom it came from.

A/N

Sorry Guys, it's a very small update, to compensate I will try to write another update tomorrow alright? KK, Bye my little perverted kittens! I wanna go sleep, i have had lots and lots of homework lately and i am basically crying from the back pains i get from carrying 4 textbooks and 3 binders at the same time ;_;. Well i will go get my beuty sleep or whatever its called, not like it will work on me, the only way that it can work on me is if i herbinate, which is not such a bad idea since i will get to sleep and i love to sleep. KK sorry for the short update once again and i will see you tomorrow probably. Dja!

~Tsukineko-san