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When you wish with all your heart
Author: Becca-angel
A Twilight fanfic
Recap:
"What do you miss?" I asked him.
"This." His arms pinned mine down, his body doing the same as he kissed me passionately. It seemed a normal, lust filled kiss but I wasn't too sure, not ever kissing anyone but Edward, ever. His hands ran up and down my arms and I had no choice but to respond. In frenzy, my hands found his hair. When he didn't pull back, I took this as a sign to continue. Making the kiss deeper.
"Wow." We both said in unison.
"That was amazing" he stated.
"Yeah, it was".
Chapter Three
EPOV
I didn't pull back from the kiss, after the other night I had learnt to control myself. Bella took this as a sign to continue, she slid her tongue against my bottom lip asking for entrance and I granted it. It was amazing. Perfect. It was like we were made for each other, two halves of a whole. The kiss ended because Bella being a human has to breathe.
"Wow." We both said together.
"That was amazing." I stated.
"Yeah it was."
I stared down into her liquid brown eyes, it was like seeing into her mind and from what I could see, she really meant it.
Bella was tired so I let her sleep while I made her some omelets, I knew she liked them. I started Charlie's dinner so Bella could have some rest and ran the omelets upstairs. I could hear Bella talking when I was downstairs all she had to do was whisper for me and I would hear her. It sounded like she was having a nightmare; Bella was constantly screaming "No, go away."
I sat down next to her to comfort her; I put my arm gently around her shoulders and cradled her into my chest. Her breathing became slower and her heart stuttered. Even in her sleep she knew when I was here.
"Bella."
"mmm yeah Edward."
"I made you some omelets and started Charlie's dinner so you didn't have to do it."
"M-Kay thanks Edward."
I reached over for the omelets and gave them to Bella, as I done this two pieces of paper fell of the side. I grabbed them and started to read them.
They were poems, in Bella's handwriting.
The first was called nightmare.
Nightmare
Love you and im here to stay,
This is what you always say,
Kiss me and I can barely breathe,
Sending bolts into my knees,
Distance draws us far apart,
Passion still bleeding in my heart,
Love divine and oh so true,
Hoping that you feel it too,
I dreamt about you twice last night,
Standing there and holding you tight,
Keeping your hands on my waist,
I still remember how you taste,
I love you, I need you that's what you say,
The snow starts falling and the stars turn grey,
I laugh and kiss you and say how could I leave,
The only place I want you is right next to me,
Then suddenly you're gone and I start to cry,
Waking up with tears in my eyes,
Turning over to kiss your face,
But your not there and my heart starts to race,
Right now I need you more than most,
To hear you breathe, to kiss your nose,
Just to lay there and watch your loving face,
I want you now not another time and place,
I sit there now not able to sleep,
My hands are shaking and I start to weep,
I can still see you there, snow falling in your face,
Watching the sky turn from blue to grey,
I think about it for a while longer,
Wishing I could be much stronger,
The beautiful dream turned unto a nightmare,
Most of it was fuzzy but your face so clear,
And suddenly it hits me,
Like a car going sixty,
I sit there and smile for the longest time,
Dreams aren't real and I know your mine.
It was really good, I turned over to the next sheet of paper, this was another poem and this was called forever.
Forever
Whenever I feel your touch,
It lights me up,
Whenever I feel your breath,
It warms me up,
Knowing your next to me,
Comforts my soul,
Hearing your voice makes me tremble inside,
For when I hear it I know im safe,
For nothing can go wrong when im with you,
I know im safe I know im secure,
For when im not with you,
I hurt cause your not by my side,
We should always be together,
No matter what,
No matter how,
We should be together,
So in the end of time,
You will be next to me,
And I will be next to you,
So that we can say,
We were together forever.
I was so engrossed in reading the poems Bella had wrote that I didn't realise she had finished eating and was staring at me in shock.
"EDWARD ANTHONY MASEN CULLEN."
"Yes Isabella Marie Swan."
"Why are you reading them?"
"Because there really good, when did you write them?"
"When you were hunting, there not good." She said blushing.
"Bella, Bella, Bella you underestimate yourself, you're the most beautiful thing on this earth and you're really talented. These are excellent, but please don't cry when im away. Im never going to leave you. We are going to be together forever. For eternity, I promise you." I said loud enough for her to hear but not loud enough for Charlie to hear who had just entered the house.
"I - love – you." She replied in between kisses.
I pulled away, not out of want but because Charlie was coming up the stairs. "Bella Charlie's coming up the stairs". I told her.
"I don't care."
Bella continued to kiss me so I kissed her back. This time she flipped me over and with her small fragile hands pinned me to the bed and started kissing me rapidly.
"ISABELLE MARIE SWAN" Charlie shouted from the doorway.
Crap - I wasn't paying attention to Charlie's thoughts he had just walked in on me and Bella in a very awkward position.
A/N: sorry to leave you on a hanger but I could use some ideas for this story. Like thankyou for the idea of Charlie waling in on them 123... Remember the more reviews I get the more I write. Last time I checked I had 50 hits and only 2 reviews. That makes 47 people who didn't even bother to review!!
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X – Becca – xx
