A/N Hey, party people there are some foul language, so apologies and there will be more foul language in future chapters…
Question…will have to change my rating up to an M?
Thanks to christy86
P.P.O.V
What fuck! Why her, why her, why her, WHY HER!! Stupid arsehole! For fuck sake!
If I knew she was going to look like that when I picked on her I would of never done it! I wish I could turn back time and…then maybe then I could convince my mom to allow me to live with my dad and then I would have never become a fucking werewolf and I would have never imprinted on her!
She hates me and now I hate myself! Why did she have to Embry's cousin? Why did she have to Jamie? Why did she have to be so damn pretty? Why did she have to be a bitch?
That's the problem…she a bitch to me and I deserve it! And now I've got to go make it FUCKING better! Grrrrr!
"Paul" A voice called. WHAT!! I knew who it was, without even looking at him…it was Edward. He's the only vampire I get on with I suppose…well the only one I allow to talk to me, all the rest are freaks.
"You okay? I saw what happened…that girls got hell of a swing on her" he said with a chuckle, he was now running beside me now. For the past hour I have been running in circles around her house…trying to decided if I should make it up to her or not.
Does it fucking look like I'm okay Cullen? No! So why ask? I so confused I don't know if I want to like her but at the same time I want to love her. Why o why did I have to be a werewolf? Huh? I mean now I can't see who I damn please now because she all I want! She turning me into something I'm not within five minutes of knowing her!
"That's what love does to you…"
I'M NOT IN LOVE! Its this imprinting thing that making me like her!
"Nah, I don't think it is…I think you bullied her for another reason…other than her being fat"
Why does everyone keep telling me that!?
"Because it's true, now go see her" I can't Embry has banned me from seeing her and he would kill me if he knew I had imprinted on her. So don't tell him.
"Just go see her, Embry won't find out I promise" For some reason I believed him. He stopped running and then ran in the other direction. I also stopped because where he stopped was right in front of her house.
Right you can do this! Yeh I can! Shit what do I say? "Hey, I was just checking to see if your hands alright after punching me…and also to tell you that I love you, but I don't want to" Yeh, real ice breaker Paul. Ice, I wonder why Embry called her Ice.
I phased back into my human form and pulled some pants on. I walked up the drive stone driveway, and then knocked on the door.
"Two minutes!" I heard the angel call. Two minutes late –which seemed like two hours- she opened the door. The door opened slowly but then closed fast in my face. Damn it Jamie! I knocked on the door again, but no one answered.
"Jamie please just open the door?" I asked, my voice pleading.
"No not unless you want another punch!" She said her voice in growl but you could hear the sadness init, clearly she was not happy. My heart sank into my stomach; I knew I needed to get her to open the door, so I can make her happy.
"Jamie…what ever I did in the past is in past now okay?"
"What?" I could hear the venom in her voice.
"It…it's i-in the past now" Jeez, now my palms are all sweaty, why does she have such an effect on me?
"Well, maybe it is in the past but its going to affect my future…So. Leave. Me. Alone" Can't she just forget about it? Even though I wanted her to forget about it, at the same time I didn't because I deserved to be treated like she was.
"Jamie, please open the door?"
"No"
Last time I'm going to ask her. "Please?" I begged.
"For fuck sake, no, I'm not the same chubby girl you used to pick on" Believe me I know, maybe it would be better if she was. "I have a back bone now and I'm not going to let you pick on me anymore."
Is that what she thought I was going to do? I'm not going to pick on her! "Jamie, just like you, I've changed too. I'm not as self observed as I was; I'm not that big of an arse, as I was before. So please open the door?"
It was true since becoming a wolf I've change, and now that I think of it, I'm glad. I think.
"Embry talks about you…" She trailed off obviously thinking if she should continue. "He said that you're his best friend and you're a nice person but sometimes you hide it with all the girls. He said that you're a bit of a player…is that true?" She asked opening the door.
"I used to be but I've changed recently"
"How recently?" She asked in her sweet angel voice. "Did you change because you wanted to? Or because you had to? Tell me the truth"
Shit! What should I say? I didn't even need to ask my self that question because I already knew that I had to give her what she wanted and that is the truth.
"Because I had to, but now I'm glad I have." She smiled when I said this, she could tell I was telling the truth.
"PAUL WATSON!" A husky voice shouted at the top of his lungs.
A/N -This one is quite short but don't shoot me! I did two updates in one day! I think that deserved a hug? Or better a review!
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