I shook with fear as Reita walked towards me with anger in his eyes. He slapped me, "please, Reita-kun."

He grabbed my cheeks.

"You were fucking around with Ruki again weren't you?"

"No I swear!"

"If I ever catch you with him I'll kill the fucker right in front of you! Do you understand?"

I nodded feeling as weak as ever, I slid down against the wall he pinned me to and started crying.

"Now, make yourself useful and clean up this God damn house! I'm going out with a friend of mine."

He slammed the door as he left, I got up carefully and started to grabbed some cleaning items. I haven't cleaned in awhile, since Reita started beating me again. He was okay last week, just verbal abuse. Nothing serious, he seemed more happy then. It was just when I decided to stay over at Ruki's for one night. He was really angry at Ruki and threatened to kill him if he ever went near me. But that didn't stop him, he kept me at his house for a whole week after that one night.

It almost got him killed, I had to pay the price for it though. Ruki on the other found out what Reita did to me and called the Cops. As I was cleaning the kitchen counter tops. I heard a knock at the door, I walked over to the door and carefully unlocked it. I opened to see a short, little blonde haired friend, whose happy face turned into an angry one.

"What the hell happened to your face?"

"Ruki, you really shouldn't be here."

"I didn't see jackass's motorcycle outside."

"You still shouldn't be here."

"You still didn't answer my question what happened to your face?"

"Nothing now would you please leave?"

"No. You need to rest and dump Akira."

"What's that going to do!" Tears streamed down my face and over my lips. It made them sting since I've been biting my lips a lot to feel pain.

"He's just going to come back looking for me again, and I won't have anywhere to go but back to him."

"You'll come with me, I don't care what that asshole will do." I let Ruki inside since it was about to rain, he helped me clean up the house and we ate lunch together. As we were together I wasn't afraid anymore I felt a lot stronger when I was with him. We talking about what we should do for our next single and how Ruki was thinking about getting a dog.

A little while later I got tired and we just sat on the couch and watched T.V. My eyes were getting heavy and I laid on him. I suddenly fell asleep hearing the television and Ruki's soft breathing.

I dreamed that I was in the middle of a meadow with all different color flowers everywhere. I walked gently across the soft, green grass it was warm against my bare feet. I looked up at the sky, there wasn't a cloud in sight and the sun brighter than ever. I felt the sun's ray upon my skin as I continued to walk across the heavenly land. I looked around and saw Ruki, standing there smiling and waving at me.

He started to run and I ran after him, I was faster that wind. I got up to Ruki in no time and we were running side by side. It felt like time slowed down as we were running through meadow and into the woods. He started to slow down, and he came to a stop. I slowed down and went back over to him.

"Ruki, What's wrong?" He looked at me his eyes turned completely black, blood started to come out his mouth and eye. He started coughing up blood, and fell down to the ground. I got down to his level and he lifted his head faster than I could blink. His face was covered in blood and his eyes had no white in them they were just black. Black veins started to appear on his face and arms and his hands.

He stared at me and opened his mouth, and said, "RUUUUN!" It instantly got dark and clouds were appearing in the sky, thunder and lighting roared through the sky. Ruki was no where to be found. Instead I saw Reita standing 3 feet across from me. He smiled and started walking towards me. I got up and ran faster than I ever ran before. He got up to and pounced on me and all I could get out was a scream.

I woke up with a start, and started to cry. But Ruki was there to hold me. "Hey, what happened?" I didn't want to talk about my dream I had. I was scared that he might get freaked out. "Just a bad dream that's all."

He pulled me in an embrace and held me tight. I felt so warm and safe with him, I didn't want to leave his grasp. Suddenly I heard the door unlock I shot right up.

"Oh my God, Ruki you have to leave. Through the back door."

"I'm not going anywhere, I'm tired of you being of afraid of this dick!" The door opened, it was Akira but not just him it was the girl with him too. He looked at me and then at Ruki, whose arms were crossed and with a disgusted look on his face.

"What the hell are you doing here?" He looked at me and I looked down at the ground.

"Kai, I told you about hanging around with him. Ruki get the hell out!"

"No! I'm not going to go anywhere knowing that you just might beat the crap out of him because he was just standing there."

"Ruki, please just leave." I whispered hoping that he would comply but knowing him it just went in one ear and came out the other.

"If you want me to leave I'm taking Kai, he's been through the beatings and getting raped by you for 3 years straight."

"Fine! Take the little bitch I don't give a shit. He useless to me anyway, I done fucking with him." Tears formed in my eyes, he really felt that way towards me.

"Akira, I thought you loved me?"

"Kai, he never loved you the way he's always treated never meant love."

"Get the hell out, Ruki and take the little shit with you!"

"At least give him time to pack up so he can leave this shit hole you call a house!"

"Okay, you get an hour to get you and your stuff out!" He took the girl and left out the door, I watched them go and he slammed the door. I broke down, I never cried this hard before in my life.

"Hey, what's wrong? You're finally getting away from this guy once and for all. You should be happy."

"He doesn't love me anymore." I cried even harder, and my legs gave out, Ruki caught me and sat me down on the couch.

"So what, he's a jerk; come on lets get your stuff. You can move in with me."

"Thank you."

I quickly packed some of my things, all of my things. It was easier because Ruki was helping me. I was scared that I would somehow later see Reita again and it won't be so nice.

Ruki's POV

I drove Kai back to my place I think he fell asleep from smoothness of the ride and the Jazz I put on to calm him down. I noticed that Kai looked a lot thinner than he did before. Also that his cheeks were darkened from not having a proper meal. If he was getting beaten and forced to make Reita things to eat, I would imagine him having to skip a few meals.

I decided that I was going to make him something to eat, though I wasn't gifted with Kai's cooking skills. I would still do my best to feed and protect him. We finally got to my place, since Reita through Kai out of his own place and he would kill either me or Kai if we tried to kick him out. I hated having to wake Kai up, he was sleeping so peacefully but if I was taller I would carry him in myself.

Once we got in the house, I had him lie on my bed for a little while

He tried to protest in but I insisted and eventually made lay down. I tried my best fix something up I had in the Kitchen, like I said before I wasn't gifted with superior cooking skills.

I eventually ended up with a nice plate of Yakisoba and Miso soup. Kai said it was good but I think he was being modest.

"So, what are we going to do now?"

"Well, first you got rid of that creep, and now it's just trying to coop with it and we'll see later down the road."

"Ruki, I don't think it's going end here."

"I know that's why I'm trying to get a restraining order on that freak."

"But how will either of us be able to be in a band if he can't be anywhere near me?"

"Oh, yeah I didn't think of that, we'll figure something out."

"He's going to kill us both." He said in a whisper, I almost believed him.

"We'll worry about that later, now keep eating." He nodded and continued to eat his food, I laid down next to him and watched T.V. he fell asleep a little while after.

~~~Going to Reita~~~

Reita's POV

I can't believe I let him go! He's mine, I own him and I'm not going to let some BITCH take him away! I'm going to get Kai back and when I do, I'm going to kill him and Ruki! I left the house that was supposed to be cleaned by Kai at all times and went to PS Company building for practice. When I went into the practice room, I saw what I've been looking for and I have to get him back no matter what. I walked over to him.

"Hi, Yutaka."

Kai's POV

My heart jumped into my throat my back was turned so I did not see who was talking to me, but I knew that voice. The voice that was creeping inside my head ever since I'd left him. To look back was suicide but I turned around; I didn't say anything I just looked at him. Giving him a sign of approval so I could he what he had to say and then go into the bathroom a throw up. I feel Ruki's eyes on both of us, his angry but yet protective eyes.

"Y-yes?" "I just wanted to see how you were doing."

"Oh, I'm fine? I think."

"What's wrong?" "Nothing." I was shaking horribly and I couldn't stand it. A flashback rushed into my mind of the last time Akira talked to me like this; he took me into the bathroom and tried to drown me in the toilet, and later raped me on the bathroom floor. The thought that he just might do that again gave me a headache and I rushed out of the room and into the bathroom. I started throwing up hard in the toilet. It hurt my stomach and I my throat felt like it was on fire. I sat down on the floor and wiped the remains that were still on my face with some toilet paper. I heard that bathroom door open and immediately closed my eyes tight.

I felt a hand on my shoulder and flinched.

"Hey, it's okay." It was Ruki, thank God. He helped me up off of the floor, I was still shaking and I needed to lie down. I washed my face and Ruki told the others that he was going to take me home. They all agreed that we would have practice first thing in the morning. I got in Ruki's car and was instantly falling asleep when I heard Ruki yelling. I got out the car and walked over to the loudness of his voice. He was yelling at Reita and I rushed over to break it up but Reita eyes locked onto me and I stopped, Ruki looked over at me.

"Kai, what are you doing out of the car?"

"I heard yelling."

"Don't worry about it baby, it's okay." He called me 'baby' maybe it was because he thought of me that way. I wasn't a 'baby' I can tell Reita off.

"Akira, you know we're over and we'll never get back together."

"Oh, really?" That tone he had in his voice scared the hell out of me that my legs gave out. Ruki caught me, "Hey, you need to get back in the car." He helped me up and walked me back toward the car. I got in and was falling asleep. I felt the car smoothly drive on the rode and I was rocked to sleep by the music Ruki had put on.

I tried to think about the things that have happened to me lately and how they will be in the future. I could only think of Ruki and how nice and wonderful he's been but Akira would always creep back into my mind and destroy the fantasy I wanted with Ruki. I wanted to be with Ruki, I wanted to stay with him, I wanted him. I love him.

~~~The Next Few Days~~~

I was feeling a lot more anxious and I didn't know why. It was a very hot day today so I was just inside Ruki's house lying in front of the air conditioner and drinking water. Ruki was watching T.V. and had his shirt off. I was thinking about all of the times Ruki had stood up for me against Reita. He was always the on to complain about things especially if those things involved me.

Thanking him was the least I could do, there had to be something more I could do to show how grateful I am to him. I'm very happy that he's my friend and I love him. I looked at him, he always had an indifferent look on his face but yet it was a compassionate one as well. He looked at me and smiled, "You bored?" I nodded and I sat up staring out the window and then back at him.

"Well, what do you want to do?"

Then it hit me, I thought of the perfect way I could thank him. I got really close to his, inches away from his lips and gave him a passionate kiss.

I could tell he was surprised but he quickly gave in. I slipped my tongue in his mouth and deepened out kiss. Our tongues danced around exploring each other's mouths. I wanted more all of a sudden and started to feel him pushing so I could lie down on my back. His hand went under my shirt rubbing me across my stomach, I put my arms around him to deepen the kiss. I haven't felt like this in a long time.

I could feel him getting hard and really getting into this. I wanted him so badly and now I was happy with Ruki and not thinking about him. I started to pull down his pants along with his underwear, and he was pulling off my shirt. I laid down so he could get my pants off as well, soon we were naked. I loved the way our bodies rubbed against each other.

"Kai, you don't know how long I waited for you."

Reita's POV

I was lying down thinking about Kai, he was going through my head over and over again. I sat up looking out the window, I was feeling as if my heart was torn out of chest, by some short little monster. Who had to be killed. I got out of bed and grabbed my keys. "I going to find that little fucker and I will kill him."