Hey guys, here is another update. It's a little longer than the previous chapters to make up for not updating so soon. I like reading your reviews so please if you like it then tell me. Anyways here it is enjoy!

Chapter 3: Why?

Different cars are passing soundly in different directions as traffic stops and goes.

In a corner a black expensive looking limousine passes by the corner and comes into a halt as it reaches the front entrance of the airport.

The driver exits the car and opens the side door of the passenger. Out came an oak haired girl dressed in a summer green dress with flower patterns. She wore a matching half jacket along with a green purse with it.

The driver picks up her luggage and walks her to the front entrance of the airport. It was time to part so the driver said his goodbyes with Shizuru and some hugging was received. After their goodbyes he then handed the luggage he was carrying back to her and said one last goodbye before parting.

As she entered the building many heads were turned her way. She was indeed one of the most beautiful girls, so who wouldn't have the urge to look. Some stared longer than others but the Kyoto girl chose to ignore their intense gaze.

The oak haired girl started walking forward while pulling her luggage. She was constantly swaying her head from left to right.

Is she here? She seems to be looking for someone important but by the looks of it that someone is not here.

She takes a seat on one of the soft couches beside the cafe. It felt soft and smooth meaning it must be leather.

She takes her passport out and stares intensely at it then at her watch. It was 11.30 in the morning. She gives a long sight and seems to be clenching her passport fairly tight. Where is she?

Seconds and minutes have passed and still her mysterious someone hasn't showed up yet. She starts to get a lot more fidgety and was constantly looking down at her watch every second. Please…The results always seem to be the same look down and give a long sight always one after another and another. Like a never ending song of disappointment. Please…please…

Her head moving up and down looking back and forth to the entrance door then her watch.

She starts to tear up but does her best to suppress it. Thoughts were constantly running through her head. Is she coming? Is she angry at me? Will I see her again?

Of course she's not coming. Why would she come after what I've done? Why would she want too ever see me again… she probably… h-a…hates me.

The last thought felt like a bullet passing through her heart. She just couldn't hold it back any longer as hot wet tears started rolling down her cheeks. Her mind was totally blank all she could think about is how her Natsuki must hate her. This caused a huge jolt of pain to run through her heart.

She raced her hands to her left chest and clenched her heart tight as if to stop the pain it's causing. She hates me ...she hates me... hates me.

This was all too much for her. She couldn't stop herself even if she tried to. She started sobbing uncontrollably and was starting to make a lot of noise.

People who were walking by noticed this and started coming to her but the oak haired girl just raised her hand as if to signal that she doesn't need any help and to back off. Others just chose to ignore her and continued walking on.

"Miss are you alright?" a person walking by asks.

"Yes, I just need to go to the bathroom then I'll be okay."

She quickly stands up and takes her luggage and heads for the bathroom. Inside the bathroom she goes into one of the cubicles and sits on top of the toilet seat. Hands on her lap clenched into a tight fist as she starts to smack her thighs as drops of water fell from her eyes.

She didn't come ... she didn't come ... she didn't come...

More tears fell from her eyes and her slaps became faster.

W-hy? Why? Why must my heart belong to someone who I can never have?.. Why must it be someone who can n-ever give me their heart in return? What makes her so..special that she can keep my heart and hers?

Her eyes were like a tap left open. Water was freely pouring from her face causing her front shirt to be drenched. Her eyes were becoming puffy and red. She tried muffling her sobs to be quieter but was failing miserably.

God! Why? W-hy? Answer me! Why must you give my heart to her! I know that she's absolutely beautiful in everyway. Always trying to act tough but in the inside she's really soft. So perfect...so not mine.

She fiddles with the strap of her luggage twisting and turning it. She then starts to hit the door of her cubicle. Each time making her hit harder than the one before.

WHY! What have I done to you! Why must my heart belong to her when clearly her heart will never be mine! ... Why is it that I can never call her mine but I would always be waiting for the day when she calls me hers?

After 5 minutes or so of crying she finally gets a handle on things. She stops her physical abuse on the door but unfortunately it left her with a very red hand and a slightly cut knuckles. Her sobbing has gone down and her waterworks were no longer there but her head was still at battle.

Are you teasing me? Is that it? You give my heart to her to make me suffer...am I right? There has never been a day that has gone pass that I don't think about her. Even in my dreams you keep tormenting me always showing me her... her... her.. whom I can never have.

Shizuru takes a deep breathe in then out. In and out. In and out.

She gets a little bit of tissue and uses it to blow her nose with.

She then exits her cubicle and opens the tap and start splashing water onto her face. She does her best to fix her self up but the puffy red eyes were still visible. She then applies new make up to the ones that have gone runny or smudged.

She looks at herself in the mirror eye to eye and think.

Even though can I never call her mine...

"My heart will always belong to her and only her"

The oak haired pulls her luggage and makes her way slowly to the front desk.

Her passport safely clasped in her hands.

" I finally made it!" the raven haired girl clasped in a leather biking suit exclaims as she hops of her bike.

Many heads were turned as this magnificent creature jumps off the bike. She lands on her feet with much grace and skills. Many were at awe at her beauty as her blue silky hair moved side to side.

Her leather biking suit looked so outrageously gorgeous on her that there was little left to the imagination. The suit was just the right fit and it showed all her right curves that her body gained as she heads into womanhood.

People all around were practically swooning and ogling the blue cobalt haired. This causes her to become angry and rushes inside the airport.

Not before yelling "Get a life you perverts!" as she disappears inside.

Inside the building she was practically turning her head everywhere making a full 360 degree circle. "Where are you Shizuru?" she whispers to herself.

She heads for the bathroom hoping that she would be there. But to her dismay there was no one inside the bathroom. She even checked every cubicle but they were all vacant.

Natsuki became more worried. She exits the bathroom and searches some other place. After her thoroughly search, still there was no sign of her.

She looks through all the shops running up and down and side to side but always coming up with the same results.

Her heart is pounding faster and faster as she starts to get more anxious and nerves.

She heads to the front desk where a lady in an airport uniform is speedily typing.

"Excuse me, but could you please help me out I seem to have a problem." The cobalt haired girl asks nicely. "Yes miss what can I do to help?" the lady answers back in a friendly tone.

"You see, I have this friend that is suppose to leave at 12:00 to Tokyo could you please tell me if her flight has already left?" the girl tilting her head back and forth asked in a desperate tone.

"Will do miss" as hands start to again speedily type at the computer.

Moments pass till the attendant answers.

"Her flight is set to leave now at door 12 on the 2nd floor" the lady says but Natsuki was already making her way to the said place. She mutters a quick thank you to the nice lady and then runs full speed.

"Can I please see you passport miss?" the security asks the brunette haired girl. "Of course" Shizuru politely answers. She hands him her passport and waits for the man as he reads it. "Thank you Miss and have a safe trip" he says as he hands her passport back.

This is it; my new life begins as soon as I enter this plane. I will leave everything behind my school, my friends, home and her

"Miss, right this way please."

Farewell my sweet Natsuki…

A lone tear drops from her eyes.

The brunette follows the kind gentlemen making their way to her plane.

Just as she was about to enter the plane a loud scream was heard.

This causes her to stiffen all over and her heart to miss a beat.

It wasn't the volume of the scream that caused this reaction from her. It even had nothing to do with whom the scream came from.

The thing that made her heart skip a beat is what the screamer said.

"SHI-ZURU STOP... I- I LOVE YOU!"

TBC

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