I had just put my coat on, I recall, I had feared that the frost breath of Jack Frost would send me into a fit of the sniffling's and coughing fits as it did every season. I tugged on my fur jacket and put on my beanie, the one with a fox's eyes and ears coming from it and was about to open the door.

"Oh, Merlin dear?" Marrla called to me from the stair well, she was in charge the computer lab up stairs for as long as I could recall. She had wild black hair and wore a red dress almost every day. I stopped at the door and notice she had something in her hand.

"Yes?" I asked her and checked my phone where I had several texts form Morgana telling me to hurry my ass up to meet her and the others. They had always texted me and called me, we always hung out, all of us no matter what back then, but it was a different story now days…..and it's all my fault. I let him go….

"Some poor lad left this at one of the computers," she had handed me the wallet then, the wallet which would change my life. " the dear must have just left an hour or so ago, if you take it to the police station down the road I am sure he will come for it soon."

I sighed, why did the mothers of the library have to torture me so, but now it was a treasured memory, " Why not just leave it at the front desk, Marrla. This would be the place he would come to look for it, not the station."

She patted my head and said as she pushed me out the door, "Merlin we are closed tomorrow, remember? Now then, off you go and have a good day tomorrow and a good weekend."

I walked the busy streets of the London city, snow starting to fall softly down and leave wet kisses on my skin. I looked at the wallet in my hands; it still feels like it's in my hand even now as I look out the window, my arms wrapped around my legs.

My phone vibrated in my pocket, then, and I ducked my hands into my pocket and pulled it out, it was from Gwaine. Oi, Merlin, hurry up home, morgana's about to start movie night without you!

I replied back, will be home in a minute have to do something.

I just saw the doors of the station in my view when I went headlong into someone and I then found myself falling. My elbows scraped on the concrete, a burning tingle spread up to my shoulder. Someone below me, the person who would start everything and make me who I am, groaned. I opened my eyes and saw a green eyes looking back at me, those eyes were deep in color.

"What are you doing on top of me?" a rough but soothing voice said to me. A male's voice.

I looked down to see a blonde hair young man who I was sitting on," um….sorry."

"Get off me," he snapped and pushed me off of him. I fell onto the road, my butt scrapping on the snow dust sidewalk. I looked up at him and then stood up, glaring at him. God, he did not have to such a jerk. I saw the wallet at me feet and picked it up, putting it in my pocket and was about to walk off again leaving ass hole in the snow. I said I was sorry.

"Hey!" I felt arms yank my back and spin me around so I was staring at him, he growled, " What the hell are you doing with my wallet."

" Your wallet?" I said with contempt. Then I realized what he said or what he meant- he thought I stole it! I shook my head, " No I didn't steal it. I was told to take it to the police station."

He huffed and the looked me up and down. He looked like a prince almost with his pale skin, smooth features and blonde hair that seemed like gold. I shook my head and then I stopped, wait blonde hair. I recalled the man who had asked me about the computers…

I flipped open the wallet and I heard him shout and grab at the wallet, he took it from my grasp but not before I saw the picture and the name.

"You….." I looked up at him as he started to walk to the station mumbling about thief's and young men who looked funny and like a child in a hat that resembled a fox. He was going to turn me in!

"Hey wait, you have it all wrong!" I called after him and ran and almost ran into him, "It was at the library, in the lab, I was told to bring it to the station because we are going to be closed until Monday. I am not a thief!"

He turned to look at me and the blinked, "You were the guy that told me where the lab was," he said more to himself then me. He then rubbed the back of his neck, " Um I don't know what to say."

I crossed my arms, I recall smirking and felling oddly happy he figured out who I was, "you could say sorry."

"I could but I won't." he smirked and I gapped.

"Why the hell not! You ass, you accused me of stealing something I did not. This is why I hate people sometimes," I muttered the last part to myself.

"Yes but you ran into me and knocked me down, making me late. So I say we are even," he said leering and then patted me head as if I was a child. I watched in shock as he walked away and I huffed and kicked my shoe into the road.

"Damn flambount men, stupid Arthur Pendragon If I ever see him again…" I whispered and headed for home, my temper not cooling so soon. I smiled though and said the name again, "Arthur Pendragon., and then I frowned again.

My life, if you haven't guessed, was full of emotion, and hunted memories. If I had never meet Arthur that day then things would not be how they were now. I screwed up and lost it all, if only I could fix it, turn back the time. i lost my love and everything…..

I never thought I would have saw Arthur again, it never crossed my mind in truth, not that I wanted to meet him again….no. but I never thought when I did I would find myself falling for him and I have my dear cousin Freya to thank for it and Gwaine my best mate….

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