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Picking up on whats going on Taylor speaks to me in almost code after being excused by Christian.

"Ana there's two very important people in the hall that are waiting anxiously" Taylor looks uncomfortable hiding things from Christian but he's knows better then to mention the kids. I don't think he's ready for that, but what will I tell them, especially Phoebe she wont understand a thing. I shouldn't have told them that he's waking up today how could I have been so stupid? I look at Doctor Redmond and he shakes his head indicating that now is not a good time. Christian knows that we're keeping more from him but I don't think he wants to know himself. I think he knows that he can take anymore.

I walk out into the hall and meet the faces of my two beautiful children I cant bring myself to tell the truth so I find myself making up a lie.

"He's just really tired okay… Lets go home and I'll come back tomorrow and see if he's up to visitors and then you guys can come see him sound good?" I try smile and Teddy knows there's something up but like his father he doesn't press it further.

"Dwaddy dwont want to shee us mommbeeey?" Phoebe asks heatbroken.

"Of course he wants to see you he's really tired and needs a nap like remember when you get tired during the day and you need a nap? Well Daddy's going for a nap sweetie okay? Now go on with Sawyer and I'll meet you at the car" I give them my best fake smile as I watch Sawyer scoop Phoebe up in protecting arms.

I take a few deep breathes before entering the room again. Its clear Ive interrupted a deep conversation between Grace and Christian and its clear I was the topic of conversation. At this stage I'm wearing a long sleaved soft purple top and a pair of dark jeans and boots looking less then attractive… my hair is tied back but strand's keep trying to invade my face I push them away before I start to speak.

"We're going home for the evening there's things to attend to at home" I direct this more at Grace than anyone else in the room she knows when I say things to attend to I'm talking about the Kids.

I don't know why I feel self-conscious. That man in the bed is still my husband and if I want to go over and kiss his forehead and say goodbye I will. I take easy single strides as I walk over to the chair beside the bed where my purse and jacket are. I look into Christians eyes and I know my fifty is in there somewhere. I lean forward quickly before I can change my mind and plant a soft kiss on the top of his head I breathe in and feel an electrical charge between us even though he's tensed up. I look straight into his eyes and notice he's grinding his teeth and his hands are balled up into fist's. do I really make him this angry? Just my mere presents.

"I'll see you early tomorrow okay… I lov" I stop myself as I don't want to make him feel too weird after all he did just find out that he has a wife. He simply nods at me and then catches glimpse of something in my bag. Without any shame he places his hand into it and retrieves a baby biscuit. He holds it up and looks as me for answers.

"Theyr really good for your teeth try it… infact you keep that one" I smile hoping I convince him as hearing about not just one child but the two of them and one of them being a girl might just killed him stone dead.

"Can I have a word with yourself and Grace please" I indicate at Dr Redmond.

They both follow me out to the hall. I give Christian a reassuring smile as I can't imagine how afraid and confused he is. After the door is closed I let rip.

"What the hell happened when you were messing with his head with all those medicines you were pumping in there?" I didn't realise how furious and tired I was until now.

"Mrs Grey you know this was more than likely caused by the head trauma from impact more than anything else" I know what the doctor is saying is true but still I just want someone to blame and I cant go in roaring and screaming at my husband who was stupid enough to type an email while walking down a stairwell at the same time.

I turn to find Taylor standing behind me.

"Taylor stay with Christian tonight will you? Ring me if anything happens I have to go tend to my children" I sigh and run my hand through my hair a habit I've picked up from my husband. I talk with Grace for a few more moments and then depart from the hospital which Ive barely left for two solid weeks its nearly become my second home.

Christians pov

I don't understand what just happened. I don't know this woman that claims to be my wife yet seeing her so broken tears me up a little inside. And when she kissed my head I felt a weird feeling between us. I had to ball my hands in to fist's to stop me grabbing her and throwing my mouth onto hers. I know I've never felt those feelings before for other women. Yes she is the most attractive woman Ive ever seen in my life but what shocks me the most is that I don't feel the need to want to dominate her and have her as a submissive. Infact I'm shocked that at the thought of whipping this sweet woman with a leather belt makes me feel uneasy and unwell. I must talk to … If he's even still around that is…

Ana's pov

I get home and after having a rather less then enthusiastic meal with my children I lay Phoebe down for bed and then climb into my own big empty bed again by myself. I wonder if me and Christian will ever share a bed again. If he doesn't remember me and the children will it be easier for him to just forget about us and move on with his life? Would he be able to do that? I banish the thought from my mind as a life without Christian is too hard to imagine. I cry myself softly to sleep wrapped up in one of his t-shirts. the stars cover the sky through the window like a moth eatn curtain cover the bright sky protecting us so we sleep easier at night. Shapes and colours flick under my eyelids as I dream. I dream of Teddys Birth, Phoebes first steps and grey eyes. Grey confused eyes