I haven't spent a full day with Damon in weeks; his father insists that he spends time with Katherine, basically forcing him to feel something for her. My need for him is overwhelming. I feel like a drug addict without their drugs. I can't seem to concentrate. I don't trust Katherine, even more so since she exposed what I am. I've had this bad feeling lingering in my heart, a cloud of darkness looming over me. I want Damon by my side; he makes me feel so serene.

I prop my elbow up, giving me a resting place for my chin. I watch the sun blazing through; I wanted to feel it on my skin again without it causing my death. I gathered the courage to make my way over to Damon's home. I rang the doorbell, trying to contain my excitement until I came face to face with the she devil herself.

"Elena. What a surprise." She pursed her lips.

All I wanted to do was rip into her neck to make her shut up.

I smirked, "Is Damon home?"

"Yes he is, but he doesn't want to see you."

I glared at her with devious eyes, before she abruptly slammed the door in my face. I wanted to kick the door down, stealing my love and run away with him for forever.

"Elena" I turned around to see who called my name, seeing Stefan.

"Stefan" I smirked "What are you doing here, it sure is a surprise" he said.

I smiled, "I just wanted to see if Da- "I coughed, "I mean if you were home."

He smiled with his pearly whites. "Ah, would you like to come in for some tea?

" "Yes" I smiled as he opened the door for me as I entered their home.

As Stefan poured my tea, I felt a hand upon my shoulder. I looked up into those oceanic eyes and I couldn't help but smile. All I wanted to do was kiss him.

"Stefan, father called for you."

"As he always does." He placed my tea down in front of me.

Damon closed the door behind him, before he could turn around; I was in front of him with vampire speed. I grabbed his face as I kissed him ever so passionately. His arms found their way around my waist as he kissed me back.

"I missed you" I let out breathlessly in-between kisses,

"I missed you too" he replied huskily as he pulled away gently. He placed his forehead to mine

"I'm sorry I haven't come to see you. We should make plans for tonight."

"I would like that, "I smiled, biting my lip playfully.

He sighed as he said "I must go." He kissed my fingers before leaving me within the tea room.

I plopped back down in my seat as Stefan came through. I smiled up at him, wishing I could be this open with Damon.

I heard a knock at my door and I opened it to find Damon. I quickly jumped into his arms as he shut the door behind him.

He kissed me with urgent need, as I did him. I stripped from his shirt in one swift motion; I laid precious kisses along his sculpted chest, running my hands along his stomach with a gentle touch.

He tilted my face up to his lips as they met again, he lead me to my bed where I ended up sitting while he stood between me. I removed his pants, as he untied my dress.

I fell back as he crawled his way up to me. I felt his manly hands in my hair, as my hands roamed down his muscular arms. I wrapped my legs around his torso, feeling his member against me. I bite his ear, as I felt him groan in pleasure. I couldn't contain myself; I flipped him over with my vampire speed. I ran a hand through my hair, moving it from my view. I gently placed him inside of me, feeling myself ache with need.

I straddled him as I moved my hips back and forth, watching him squirm beneath me. I intertwined our fingers, and I massaged our tongues together, working my hips in a slow motion. I wanted him to feel my love for him with every fiber of his being. He flipped me over, keeping himself inside me as he continued our slow motions in sync.

He squeezed my hands as he laid feather like kisses down my neck and onto my breasts. I moaned in pleasure as I began to feel myself clutch around him. I let myself release as I called out his name, his thrusts began to speed and become much more of a pounding. I kept my eyes locked within his as I dug my nails into his hands. He came gloriously, I felt him throbbing inside of me, as he collapsed on top of me. I ran my hands down his back as he wrapped his arms around me. I wanted to be nowhere else in the world but here. He was my sun; he kept me alive, warm, and lite up my world.

He moved my hair from my face as he gleamed down at me. "I have a surprise for you." He spoke softly.

I smiled with giddiness "I love surprises."

He stood up, as he got dressed, and so did I. We made our way into the woods, hand in hand. "Damon, where are we going?"

"It's a secret."

"We don't keep secrets" I taunted playfully.

He laughed his boyish laugh as he stopped us. I gazed out beautifully at the scene before me. There was a lake, where the moonlight gleamed. I looked up at the sky, and I thought I could see every star that ever was.

I smiled as I looked at Damon "This is beautiful, I love it."

"Not as beautiful as you." He smiled, returning mine. He placed a soft kiss to my lips. "Elena, I want to be with you forever"

"I want you to too." I locked my eyes with him "Let's spend an eternity together, I didn't want you to be a vampire because of all the misery it could bring, but I want this Damon" I let my hand go out towards the view, "I want to travel together, and be able to show you how much I love you for forever."

I felt the tears building in my eyes. He smiled as he clutched me tight, picking me off the ground. "I love you" he said as he set me down. "Let's start our journey together."

I heard footsteps as we both turned around, then suddenly a shot was fired, I gasped as I realized I smelt blood. I looked down before me Damon was on the floor, bleeding out. "Damon!" I cried as I knelt beside him, I couldn't find his pulse.

I began to sob uncontrollably; I bit into my wrist as I fed him my blood "Damon please!" I cried as propped his head into my lap.

It didn't work, he was dead. My mind couldn't wrap around this thought. I couldn't bare the site of his lifeless body. I put my face to his as I cried. I held his hand tightly, not feeling any grip back. I then remembered someone had shot Damon, but not me. I needed to find out who it was, and why. I didn't have the strength to leave Damon, I knew he was dead but I still sat there for hours, crying and holding him even though I knew he wasn't coming back. My heart felt like it was breaking; the pain was too much to bear. I couldn't take him with me, and I couldn't bring him back. I had to leave him there, and I didn't want to. The night sky was beginning to become lighter. I caressed his face, and pressed a soft kiss to his cold lips.

I then ran with vampire speed away from the scene. I felt like my heart was going to burst out of my chest. I made my way to my home, washing the blood off my face and hands. I felt numb; I didn't want to feel anymore. All I wanted was my Damon back. I began to weep again, falling to the floor, clutching my knees to my chest.

I couldn't sleep. Every time I closed my eyes, all I could see was Damon's lifeless body. The whole scene replaying and replaying in my head, the temptation of flipping my switch was there. I changed my clothes, pinning my hair back away from my face. I looked in the mirror, this is your fault. I glared back at myself, if only you turned him sooner. If only you fed him your blood before he died. My eyes were darkening. They didn't have the same light as before. Hell, I didn't have light. My sun, my world was gone. There was nothing but a dark abyss hanging in my heart.

I heard a bunch of knocks at my door; I opened it to find Stefan. He was tear stricken; he looked like he had seen a ghost. I already knew what was coming, but could I bear to hear it?

"Damon's dead. He was shot last night." He began to sob, as I let out shakily "I know you loved him Elena, and I knew he loved you." I looked at him as he spoke, shocked that he knew. "I caught him sneaking out last night, and he told me he loved you." The tears then sprung from my eyes, I couldn't keep my composure. I made my way into Stefan's arms as we cried together. I gripped him tightly as I let all my tears out, I didn't know I had anymore left in me.

Later that night, I made my way back to the scene. I stood there, taking everything in. I didn't want to be here anymore, I didn't want to live with the constant reminder of our time together. They were going to bury Damon tomorrow, and it gave me even more of a reality check. He was gone, FOREVER. I felt my tears trickling down my cheeks, I heard footsteps. I turned around to find a man. I'd never seen him before. "Elena?" he asked with a brute tone. He then pulled out a gun, I lunged at him, ripping into his neck, feeding into him.

I pulled away quickly as I pushed him against the tree. "Why are you trying to kill me?"

"Your Damon's lover, I was there." It then hit me. "You…You killed Damon."

He gulped with fear, my veins came through my skin, and I held him tight by his collar. "Why?" I yelled causing him to jolt. "It…it was Katherine!" He screamed.

I was going to wring her skinny neck. I felt everything rushing back, all the memories and pain, and even guilt. I flipped my switch, as I bit into this man once again, draining him completely of what he was. He dropped lifelessly to the ground as I wiped my mouth. I then dragged him towards the lake and threw him into it.

I walked deviously over to Katherine's residence. Luckily for me, she invited me in once for a party, I snuck my way into her house, finding her sleeping peacefully. Why did she deserve to live and Damon doesn't? I grabbed by her throat from her sleep as I pinned her up against the wall. She looked at me in a horror.

I spoke with a devilish tone "Why did you want Damon dead?"

"If I couldn't have him neither could you." She spat back at me.

"Wrong answer." I said as I abruptly snapped her neck. I dropped her body to the floor as I walked emotionlessly out of her house.

I walked into my home, looking for only two things in particular. My journal and a ring Damon had given me on my birthday. I slipped on my ring, as I walked out of my home. I stole my neighbor's car as drove off into the night. I was leaving Mystic Falls, and I wasn't coming back.

~Reviews are always appreciated, i felt very inspired for this chapter, even though it killed me to kill off Damon, but it had to come eventually to move on with the plot. Any suggestions of if i should have doppelganger Damon, have Damon as his name to or a different one? Thank you in advance :) ~