Im back ! Sorry for the spelling and shit,its cuz my computer is hella slow so it just messes up everything but thanks for the reviews . ENJOY

Jazmine

Once Jay came, we all ate and Nathan went to go play on his WII, while Em went to and Jay were cleaning up the is probably a good time to tell here goes nothing.

"Jay can i ask you somthing." I said

"Sure."She says. She comes to stand next to me, near the kitchen door."What is it baby."

"Uhh...well see i dont want to go to...continue with...homeschool.." I studdered.

"What!? But why i thought u didnt want to go back to school."

"I dont its just that i got tired of being here alone and i really want to meet new people and you know join some type of activities like soccer,basketball...you know stuff like that.I promise you i will do perfectly fine." I half lied.

"Fine then. But if somthing happens to you or if somebody hurts you im not taking second chances for homeschooling."She said while giving me a hug.

"Oh! By the way i called already and there sending papers for you to sign and i already sended back there books so dont worry bout that." I said smiling.

"Damn, thats fast i thought you needed a couple of days ... Well i guess tomorrow we'll step off to Wuncler high." She says.

"Yea me too...I guess ill go start getting a back pack and what not ." I said annoyingly.

Jay laughed and said who is gonna take the kids to school.I said i will,but ill be a little late for school but ...who cares. I went upstaires and got a black Jansport backpack that had a keychain of superman. I know people will think its childish but...fuck it. I love superman.

I put a black notebook that i havent used and my favorite book,Romeo and Juliet by William Shakespeare. In the bottom pocket i put two sharpies,three pencils,broken sharpeners ( just in case .) , and finally my wallet .

I know my first day isnt going to be great but i figured why not see by childhood friends.

Cindy Mcphearson, was my best girlfriend. We did everything together. She started crying when i told her i will be homeschooling. After that day,i never saw her again. I wish i could've seen her, i miss her so much. I do hope seeing her though.

Huey Freeman,was my so call "best friend". Im not pretty sure that he has changed. I never even told him i was leaving. I would never forgive him for ruining my childhood. I mean he never acted like a friend should have been. He hurt me, friends dont do that. Im really hoping not to see him but then again...i really do miss him.

I guess those were the only friends i had. But my only friend now is my blade,aside from my family. I know it sounds stupid to say but i feel like i cant live without it.

I looked where my clock was,in the night stand next to my bed.

5:00 pm

I guess ill go to the park for now. I put on my hoodie and converse and went down the stairs. It was quite cloudy and windy today so its pretty cold. I didnt ask Nathan. Knowing him i know he would go with me wherever i go.

"Where you going." He said while running to me. " Can i come with you."

"Yea...Jay we are going to the park." I said heading to the kitchen where she was at.

"No im fine, Nathan take care of Jazz ok ?"

She said half yelling.

"Okay!" He said happily.

I went to him and put on his black hoodie and black shoes. I thought it was cute since we were matching. We headed at the door and went outside. I whole bunch of wind came at me slapping me in the face. Thank god i brought my hoodie. I grabbed Nathans hand and we headed to the park. I just love going to the park because its so quite and peaceful. Which started heading me to the hill me and Huey used to go to. God how i miss it. I dont wanna go back there thinking that he is already there and avoiding conversations we would had. What would he say if he saw me? Jay told me that i have a nice figure but never used it. Though even if i did have a figure, i never want to show it like that. Im no slut to show any parts like that. My thoughts got interupted by a sudden high voice.

"Come and push me Jazz." Nathan said heading to the swings.

I almost forgot we were here. I pushed him a couple of time then he got off and went to the playground. I went to take a seat and just watched him play. We stayed there intill eight and decided to go home. We took a shower and i changed him and tucked him in. I went to my room and got into bed. I started thinking what will happen tomorrow. Papers to sign, seeing the school, getting ready, and getting my books, locker ...etc.

I just really hope its gonna be more than i expect it to be. Then i let myself go into a deep sleep.

Damn that was alot sorry they havent met yet. I hope you guys like it. It was sorta boring but just giving you whats happening.3 reviews for the next chapi.