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You're not one of them, are you?
Lucifer's words wouldn't stop echoing in Sam's head. They hurt more than he cared to admit. He'd never felt normal. He always felt out of place, like he didn't belong. Different.
Not just different. A freak.
That internal voice was his own. He kept trying to push it down, but the feeling remained.
"-you even listening to me?"
"Sorry, what?" He hadn't even realized Dean was talking. They'd been on the road for about an hour, heading to Bobby's house. They could definitely use his help.
Dean sighed. "Are you okay, man?"
"Sure."
Dean looked like he was about to say something, but was interrupted by a siren blip; red and blue lights flashing behind them.
"Dammit! I was only going like ten over!"
Sam chuckled. "It was bound to happen sooner or later."
Dean whipped out a fake driver's license just as the cop approached the rolled down window. "What can I do you for, Officer?"
"I need you boys to step out of the car for a moment, please."
Sam and Dean exchanged glances. This was suspicious...Hiding their weapons up their sleeves, the brothers stepped out of the Impala.
"Christo."
With this one word, the cop flinched, and his eyes flickered to black for a split second. That was all they needed.
Dean's revolver was basically useless, so Sam ran to his side with the Demon blade. He plunged it into the creature's chest and watched it fall to the ground.
He stared at the blood dripping off the knife; demon blood. His addiction...God, he wanted it so bad...
"Sammy, you're bleeding."
"Huh?" Sam looked at his own arm. There was a tear in his jacket, and a line of crimson dripping down his sleeve. Shocked, he glanced at the demon. In its hand was a small dagger.
"Hm, I didn't even feel it."
"Weird. Come on, get in the car. We'll patch you up."
As Sam stared at his own blood trickling down, and felt a weird rush. He'd been hurt before, what was this?
This was the demon blood leaving his body.
And he suddenly had an idea.
Sorry about the short chapter. My little sister is begging me to watch Leverage with her. Anyway, if any of you are struggling with self harm or suicidal thoughts, please seek help! Each one of you is so special and so loved. The world can't lose another hunter. Always keep fighting.