Tittle ~ What Is Love?
Fandom ~ CID
Genre ~ Crime, Romance
Rating ~ This fan fiction will be rated K+
Pairing ~ Sachin, Purvi
Word Count ~ 1,751
Summary ~ Koi kehta hai pyar nasha ban jata hain, koi kehta hai pyar saza ban jata hain... Par pyar karo agar sache dil se, To wo pyar hi jeene ki wajah ban jata hain..!
DISCLAIMER ~ I do not own CID. It's all copyrights belongs to Mr. B. P. Singh. And I also do not own the song(s), "Kya hua tera vaada" belonging Mr. Vinod Ranganathan and "Pehle kabhi, na tune mujhe gham diya" belonging Mr. Turaz & Azeem Shirazi.
CLAIMER ~ I am human; therefore bound to mistakes. If you feel like something should be changed, you have the power to send me a review/private message. I can't guarantee if I'll change it every time, but I do read all of my reviews and all of my private messages!
A/N...
There are some changing in the last chapter. Sachin and Purvi went to Dinner instead of Lunch and it was raining when Sachin dropped Purvi to her house.
They paid the bill and Sachin dropped Purvi at her home. It had started raining. By the window, Varun saw Purvi and then he saw Sachin and he was boiling in anger. Purvi came inside running, avoiding of getting wet in rain. Sachin went away.
Varun - "Purvi wo insaan yahan kaise aaiya?"
Purvi - "Varun tu ..."
Varun - "Maine kuch pocha hai ... aur mujhe uss ka jawab chahiye."
Hearing the voices, Purvi's mom and dad came out of their room.
Dad - "Varun! itna shor kyu macha rahe ho?"
Purvi - "Dad! Nothing ... It's just ... Everything'd fine "
Varun - "Nothing is fine dad. You know who dropped her home?"
Mom - "Who?"
Varun - "Sachin"
Purvi was looking downwards and then he heard his dad roar.
Dad - "Is this true?, Purvi"
Purvi - "Dad ... wo ... wo dad ... I ... I just"
Dad - "Yes or no?"
Purvi - "Dad please listen to me."
Dad in a harsh tune - "I asked YES or NO?"
Purvi - "Yes!" and with this he busted in tears. At the same time the door belled ranged and Varun opened the door.
Varun while opening - "TUM ... Kyu aaiye ho yahan?"
Dad - "Varun Athithi Devo Bhava ... Ander aa jao Sachin!"
Varun - "Lakin dad..."
His dad stopped him for further argument by showing his hand. He stopped and shock his head in anger."
Dad - "Ander aa jao."
Sachin didn't came instead he was standing in the severe rain pouring cats and dogs.
Sachin - "Na mein saugandh ko bhula hon jo dus (10) saal pehle maine li thi, yaad hai muje wo sab kuch. Mein to bas ye kehne aaiya thi keh Purvi ko maine force kiya tha apne sath dinner per jane k liye. Please ap ... Samj hi gyein hone ap. Chalta hon."
Sachin saw Purvi for once but Varun came between their way and said.
Varun - "Ho gya tumhara! You came leave now."
And he closed the door on Sachin's face and in rash he went to his room.
Dad - "Chalo sab so jao... Bohat raat ho chuki hai."
All went to their respective rooms. Purvi entering her room closed the door behind and bold it. She was in the thoughts of the incident she witnessed today. "Does he still cares for me?" The question was roaming in her mind.
Kya hua tera vaada woh kasam woh irada
Kya hua tera vaada woh kasam woh irada
Bhoolega dil jis din tumhein
Woh din zindagi ka aakhiri din hoga
Kya hua tera vaada woh kasam woh irada
Purvi changed to her night dress and took a diary from the bed-side take. She was completely shattered and was crying in silent tears continuously. She switched the table lamp on and started to write.
Bhoolega dil jis din tumhein
Woh din zindagi ka aakhiri din hoga
Kya hua tera vaada
Yaad hai mujhko toone kaha tha
Tumse nahin roothenge kabhi
PURVI's DIARY
Dear diary!
The wind running wild, the drops on my palms, I'm wet all through, yet my heart is still dry. I search my soul, that is yet incomplete, to find a destination, the one that was meant for me. The breeze tastes the rain, so humid, so pure, which part of my existence is real, I am not sure. The end that I bring is something denied, by not just my heart, but also my rebellious side. My lips are silenced, by that one word, I shall forget him. My soul still waiting, wrapped up in pain, for that one moment, when I shall, find, harmony in the eye of the hurricane. I am in the same condition as 10 years before when The time where my dreams end, hearts break, the depressed lose hope, the dark acquires its complete reign. Why you same in my life! Why you destroyed my life! Just why? I hate you. I hate you Sachin.
Dil ki tarah se aaj mile hain
Kaise bhala chhootenge kabhi
Teri baahon mein beeti har shaam
Bewafa yeh bhi kya yaad nahin
She kept the diary aside and let those tears flow that she was trying to control. The rain had now stopped but still a light breeze was blowing. She was crying bitterly. The wind flapped the pages of the diary and the page that stopped brought her past memories in front of her. She went to her past...
Kya hua tera vaada woh kasam woh irada
Bhoolega dil jis din tumhein
Woh din zindagi ka aakhiri din hoga
Kya hua tera vaada woh kasam woh irada
FLASH-BACK
He was standing at the counter, making a drink for him.
"Sachin! Drop it there."
He was not in his senses, was completely drunk. He had already finished 5 bottles of alcohol and now it was his 6th one. Alcoholism jeopardizes the firmness of marriages and breaks down the foundation of families.
"Sachin! Please stop it." She was pleading him to put the bottle down. He became rash on her back-to-back insist and raised his voice. He was yelling at her, he was yelling at her angel whom he kept like a princess. He was really not looking well, his firey eyes, his raised voice, his attitude was frightening her. He took trembling steps towards her and she was also taking baby steps back wards.
Sachin - "Chup nahi reh sakti tum. Mein 1 piyu ya 1000 tumhe koi leena dena nahi hai meri life se so jsut stay out of it."
Purvi - "I am your wife, Sachin."
Sachin took hold of her upper arm tight and moved more close to her. He made and eye contact with him and said in his top voice,
"I don't need you. You just go out of my life. I am tired of you bloody hell! Go away."
She was watching his such side for the first time. His pressing was giving her pain which she couldn't resist.
Purvi - "Sachin, please leave. Mujhe dard ho raha hai."
Sachin instead of leaving her, tighter his grip over her and took her out of the bar counter and went to his bed room. He pushed Purvi to the bed and her head hit the bed side. A scar mark emerged on her head.
Pehle kabhi, na tune mujhe gham diya
Phir mujhe, kyun tanha kar diya
Guzaare thhe jo lamhe pyaar ke
Hamesha tujhe apna maan ke
To phir tune badli kyun adaa
Yeh kyun kiya?
"Ahhh... Sachin kyu kr rahe ho tum aaisa? Why are you drinking? Eik din yehi zeher maar de ga tumhe." She tried to stop him.
"I don't drink to die ... I die to drink", he added, "Jab tum nahi thi toh mera dushman sirf main tha, isse pehle ki main tumhara ban jaoon.. go away" .. He said.
"Main yahin rahungi tumhare paas, chali gayi to tum akele reh jaoge. Jo jee mein aaya karoge", her reply was firm and determined.
She took a syringe and an injection from the drawer and filled the syringe with 1 mm of the fluid.
"I'm sorry Sachin." With this she pierced the needle at the back of his neck. He started to feelimg dizzy and finally, he drifted to sleep. She layed him on the bed straight and covered him with blanket. From the day he returned after being kidnapped, his behavior was weird. He started drinking and almost every night Purvi had to give him seductive to make him sleep.
FLASH-BACK OVER
She cried - "I hate you and threw the diary towards the wall. She switched the lamp off and tried to sleep which was miles away from her.
On The Other Hand
Sachin was driving his car at full speed when a lorry came from front and he had to apply brakes but due to wet road, the low friction caused the slipping of car and it collided by a tree. People gathered around and one of them asked.
"Bhai sahab! theek ho na?"
Another spoke up - "Kahi pee wi to nahi rakhi na tum ne."
One of the man saw that something fell off Sachin's pocket. He bent and picked it, it was his badge of CID.
"Arre ye to CID officer hai."
Hearing this, the man 2 said - "Maaf karna sahab! mujhe laga keh ap ne pee rahi hai. Wo pas mein hi eik bar hai na. Wo to ap ke layak bar nahi hai. Maaf karna."
"Yaar apne laayak to main khud bhi nahi hoon. By the way thanks!". He took the badge from his hand and drove off.
He directly went to his home, inside his room with too many picture of Purvi in the room.
"I love you Purvi. Please come come back."
TO BE CONTINUED...
A/N...
Drizzle1640, DivaNims, JannatFairy, Guest NL, Rajvigirl, KAVINSANJANA, Katiiy, mithi, Praise22, iya, Anubhab Kavin Fan, pari, CIDian and guests THANKS YOU FOR YOUR feedbacks. I loved them reading.
This chapter was not really good. I promise to give a better chapter next time.
The GUEST who said me to minimize English in my fics ... OK dear I'll yry to minimize but there will still some words and phrases in English language. By the way, can I ask why you told me to do so? I mean if you read English, you could also learn some new words and your English vocabulary will increase! Sorry if I hurt you, I had no intentions of doing so!