Chapter 3: Soothe the Beast

I woke up to the sound of myself screaming. In my dream I had been covered in blood. I hadn't been able to stop myself from killing everyone around me. I ran to the bathroom to throw up and then I laid on the floor beside it, panting and trying to get back to sleep. I'd even prefer dreams of raping Naruto to that horror that happened inside my sleeping head.

"Naruto…" I whispered softly with a sarcastic smile. How I needed his touch now more than anything. I closed my eyes to envision his bright blond hair and before I knew it, I was slipping into darkness yet again.

When I next awoke, a hand was tenderly rubbing my stomach and a cool cloth was on my forehead. I blinked a few times to clear away the fuzziness and saw two sparkling blue eyes watching me curiously.

"Nii-san…" Naruto breathed a sigh of relief then kissed me repeatedly all over my face whispering his love and apologies. "The teacher that hurt me is gone Nii-san! Everyone else was being so much nicer to me today too so I thought I'd come by to tell you the good news but you were still asleep. Have you been sleeping all day?"

"'s a possibility." I grunted out, catching him in a one armed bear hug. "I love you too Naruto." I told him. He purred like a cat and ran his hands over my chest. I looked beneath the blankets. "Either you undressed me… or I have a new found habit of stripping in my sleep." I assessed.

"I undressed you Nii-san. So I could easily molest you when you woke up." He kissed me and reached down to stroke me to hardness. I'd missed his touch so damn much that it didn't take long to get me going.

"Rape." I whispered against his lips when he pinned my arms above my head. "Let's go slow Naru. Savor this one." I nearly pleaded with him. He met my eyes and nodded vigourously while grabbing my lube from the dresser drawer.

"Anything for Nii-san." His voice was so seductive, it wrapped around me and caressed my mind effortlessly. "Nii-san's body is burning up. I'll make it good for you Nii-san." He said. He prepared himself… while hovering above me… moaning in distress… and calling my name… oh fuck.

I flipped out positions and wet my fingers quickly, replacing his with my own, listening to him moan wantonly, much better like this. Deeper points to touch. "You… you'd test the restraint of a saint." I hissed at him, torturing his insides in just the way he loves it, hooking my fingers and rubbing that one spot that makes him go blind for seconds at a time.

"you… nnngggnnn… calling yourself a… AAHH, NII-SAN!... a saint?" He gasped through moans and pants for breath. I smirked at him and kissed him.

"no my love… I'm merely a demon." I promised him. I pulled out my fingers and paused at his readied entrance. "How could I ever hope to resist such a beauty? Such a vision of loveliness?" I asked, staring down at honey skin and golden hair. Lust filled ocean eyes watched me with their most seductive "come hither" look. Thick lashes any woman would die for and smooth skin, a face marked by three lines on each side, a cute button nose and a soft loving smile. This was my world. This angel was the reason of my existence. So long as he continued to smile at me in this way… I'm invincible.

I pushed into him slowly, for both our sakes, and took his moans and gasps in stride. He was writhing for more by the time I was fully sheathed and whining, cursing at me to go faster, harder, deeper, anything.

"I love you baby." I purred in his ear before slowly pulling out to the tip. His legs wrapped around my waist and held on tightly as I slowly pushed back in, rubbing his prostate in the process in a torturous way. I kept this slow, even pace, watching him whine and pant and sob with the pleasure of it. He was incoherent by the end of it and the simplest of extra stimulation could've pushed him over the edge, me as well.

Giving into his broken please, a harsh thrust was met by his willing hips. A scream followed. So did several more hard fast thrusts before white splattered my chest and red ran down my arms in thick rivets. It was disconcerting, how deeply his nails must've gotten me in that one, but I bore it for both our sakes and filled him to the brim with my seed.

"Nii-san… that was… so amazing… I love you Nii-san… I love you so much." Tears were in his eyes. I wiped them away with the pad of my thumb and tilted his face more up to mine.

"Why are you crying, love?" I whispered, kissing what was left of the salt trails away. I held him close to my chest and ran soothing hands over his back.

"Nii-san… I could feel… everything…" he whispered softly. "It was as though… every emotion you've ever felt for me got poured into that one moment! And even now… I can still feel you deep and warm inside me, your fast heart telling my things your mouth and eyes never could…" He buried his face in my chest. "How come you never told me how much I hurt you all those times before?" he demanded in a shrill tearful voice.

"Naruto…" I whispered. "I guess… everytime you hurt me… and everytime I hurt you… I hoped just a little more that those wounds would turn into scars that you would see forever. Because then yo'd never be able to forget me." It was the best I could give him.

"But why me? Why waste it on me?"

"It's not wasted on you usuratonkachi. It's because… I love you. I love my Naruto. And if I can't have my Naruto… then I'd rather die. That simple." I nuzzled his hair and whispered sweet nothings to him while he clung to me, trembling.

"It was so… full of emotions Nii-san…" he looked up at me and I frowned. It had scared him just a little bit, the depth of my love for him. "And it burned. It drove me wild." He looked at me with an air of shyness.

"with even the simplest touches, that's how you make me feel everyday." I purred in his ear.

"we need to get you a hobby!" he laughed, seeming relieved for some strange reason.

"I have one. Everything I do out of the bedroom is a hobby." I told him, running a finger up his back.

"so you live to fuck me?" he stuck his bottom up into the air while pouting cutely.

"No baby. I live to make love to you and make you happy." I said, pulling him down into my chest. "You are the only reason this heart beats. Everything else is unimportant." He blinked and stared up at me. "Let's go public Naruto." I urged softly. "Tomorrow night, Blood on the Dance Floor asked me to sing a song with them. I accepted… because they're a really popular band. And I wanted to show the world how much I loved you and only you. Please Naruto?"

"I…" he looked up at me with a soft blush. "alright then Nii-san. Let's do it." He agreed breathlessly.