Disclaimer; Getting sick of these already. I DO NOT OWN ANYTHING BUT THE PLOT LINE. This is probably the last chapter im updating tonight. I might update one more chapter tonight for Lullaby but im not sure. I'll update more tomorrow for both stories when im home from school which would be around 2:45pm. ON WITH DA STORY.
"Just know that I Love You"
My heart was racing. Tears were traveling down my cheeks. I probably looked a right mess but I didnt care. My baby girl was lying in a hospital bed. I was speeding down the road, going as fast as I can, but also trying to stay within the limits. I didnt want to get arrested.
I pulled in to the Hospital Parking lot, I took the key out of the ignition, got out of them car, slammed the door shut and locked up.
I ran up to the desk in a hurry. I must have startled the receptionist because she jumped. I didnt really care.
My eyes must have been red and puffy because the receptionist gave me a sympothetic look.
"How can I help you?" The lady behind the counter asked. She seemed nice. But I didnt really have time to care about that.
"Can you tell me where Ally Dawson is?" I tried to keep my voice from cracking as the receptionist looked something up on her computer. Ally's files im guessing?
"Room 246, 2nd floor"
"Thank you!" and I was off like lightning.
I ran to the elevator, pressing the button more times that I needed to. The doors finally slid open and I jumped in and quickly pressed the button for the second floor.
I heard the 'ding' signalling that we were on the second floor. As soon as the doors opened, I ran out, almost knocking down a male nurse. I shouted back, apologizing and continued to run down the hall, looking for room 246.
I turned a corner, and there I saw Ally's dad, Trish and Dez.
I ran over to them and asked them lots of questions.
"How is she, what happened? Is she gonna be okay?" I didnt even try to stop my voice from cracking now.
Ally's dad spoke up
"Austin, I woke up to a loud bang so I went to check on Ally. She was lying on the bathroom floor surrounded by pills. She tried to overdose herself. We dont know why yet.
"What.. why would she do that? Do you know how she is?" Okay, now I was full on crying and I didnt even care who saw me like that.
My Ally had tried to kill herself. I dont know how, but I will find out.
"Im sorry, I really dont know why. The doctor just left before you came. They said shes gonna be fine but theyre keeping her in for observation"
"and Suicide watch."
"Yeah.."
It was then when the doctor decided to come around.
"Shes awake now, if you want to see her." Doctor Ivory said.
I looked over at Mr. Dawson. He just nodded.
"You go in first Austin. We can wait"
I didnt have to think about that twice. I just wanted to see my girl.
I walked in to Ally's room. She looked at me and she smiled at me. But it wasnt the same. It was a sad smile. And her eyes were glistening with tears. I walked over to her, I guess she could see I was crying too. Or still crying. Because she gave me that same sympothetic look the receptionist gave me.
I ingulfed her in a hug and started crying. She was crying. We both were. I pulled back, just enough to pull her in for a loving, gentle kiss.
"Why would you try to kill yourself?" my voice shaking while I was trying to wipe away the tears that had fallen from Ally's big beautiful eyes.
She just looked down. She kissed me again and then wrapped her arms around my neck.
"Im sorry" was all she said in a whisper.
She pulled back.
"Im scared. Im sorry Austin, but im so so scared"
I gave her a confused look.
"What are you scared of?"
She handed me her cell phone.
I started looking through her messages. There was a few from an unknown number.
Unknown:
Go kill yourself.
Unknown:
Whore. Noone likes you. Austin doesnt love you. He wishes you were dead.
I clenched my jaw. Why the fuck would anyone say that? Who was this? This was all bullshit.
I looked up at Ally. Tears running down both her cheeks and mine. I read through more.
Unknown:
Either you end your life. Or I will. But not without torturing you first. Your choice.
Seriously, what the fuck.
I set the phone down rougly, in anger. I looked up at Ally. She was trying her best to hold in her sobs.
I lifted up her chin so she was looking at me.
"Ally, dont you dare think for a minute that I want you dead. Dont you dare think I dont love you okay? YOU are the most important person in my life. Would I be here with you if I didnt? This is just some jackass thinking he's cool and badass. He isnt. He's a dick."
She looked down again
"Look at me."
When she looked up, I continued.
"I love you. Okay?"
She nodded.
I kissed her softly. Her lips were soft and gentle. I pulled away and layed down beside her. We were now cuddling on the hospital bed that I know for a fact, Ally couldnt wait to get out of. To be back in her own warm bed.
"I love you, always" I whispered gently in her ear before she fell asleep.
*And thats Chapter 3! #StayStrong.
This was kinda sad. It almost brought me to tears lol. Lets just say, Austin is beyond pissed at whoever is texting Ally. Who would be? Hope you enjoyed it :) I'll try my best to upload tomorrow.
~ Jodiee (: