Chapter Three
Months went by and Harry grew sullen. Terribly worried he was about Remus. Sirius saw this and vowed to do whatever Harry asked him to do.
Every night Harry prayed for his lover's safety. Then Harry's world shattered Dumbledore sent him a letter, Remus Lupin was dead. Harry felt himself break. He was so numb he couldn't feel grief.
Broken he started talking and laughing as if nothing had happened. Every one worried. Molly constantly buzzed about him, taking care of him. Everyone thought he wasn't grieving at all. Sirius new better.
After Remus' death, Sirius had taken to sleeping on the floor in Harry's room. Every night he heard Harry crying in his sleep from Nightmares. At those times he'd climb on to the bed and hold Harry till he stopped crying in his sleep from Nightmares. At those times he'd climb onto the bed and hold Harry till he stopped crying.
Usually by the time Harry was sleeping quietly again, Harry's hand would be gripping Sirius' shirt tightly in his sleep. So Sirius would sleep sitting next to Harry.
One night Harry woke up. "Sirius…" he paused as tears slid down his face, Why am I crying?" he asked. He looked so cute with his luminous emerald eyes and messy black hair.
Harry ran his tongue over his lips and saw Sirius watching. He felt Sirius getting hard underneath him. Harry suddenly felt a need to erase Remus from his mind, to stop the numbness he'd felt since Remus' death.
Harry ran his hands down Sirius' chest. He looked up at his god father. "Please, tonight, just for tonight, be with me. Erase this numbness. Erase him." Harry pleaded tears still falling.
Sirius wanted to tell him it was wrong, that he was his godfather, but Harry looked so desperate, and he'd made a promise. He watched mesmerized as Harry leaned in and kissed him. Sirius opened up to him and the kiss deepened. Sirius moaned as Harry unbuttoned his shirt and lightly ran his nails down Sirius' chest, and over his nipples.
Sirius put a silencing charm on the odor and undressed himself and Harry. Harry wrapped his arms around Sirius' neck and kissed him. Sirius moaned as harry rubbed against him.
Sirius ran a hand down Harry's back to his entrance. Harry let out a small gasp and arched against Sirius as a finger entered him. Sirius fell back on the bed so that Harry was on top of him.
Sirius added a second finger and carefully started stretching his entrance. Harry moaned into Sirius' mouth. Harry pulled back and looked at Sirius with lust filled eyes. Harry ran wet marking kisses down Sirius' chest and farther.
Sirius' breath caught as Harry's breath feathered over his cock. Harry lightly kissed the head. Sirius moaned and his breath whooshed out. Harry lightly ran his teeth over it, "Fuck!" Sirius gasped out. He inserted a third finger causing Harry to gasp.
The pain fading away, Harry continued his ministrations to Sirius' cock. Sirius felt his breath hitch as Harry finally took his dick in his mouth. Harry bobbed up and down swirling his tongue over the penis' sensitive head. Sirius hit Harry's sweet spot and Harry moaned vibrating through Sirius' dick in his mouth. Sirius couldn't take it anymore. He pulled Harry up by his hair and kissed him. He pulled fingers out of Harry and flipped them so Harry was on bottom.
He kissed Harry hard and rammed into him. Harry arched and wrapped his legs around Sirius' waist. Harry arched into Sirius. Sirius was so hot inside him; it made his insides twist with pleasure. Sirius angled himself and thrust into Harry's sweet spot.
Harry screamed. Sirius kissed Harry's forehead and thrust into Harry again. "Harder, fuck me harder." Harry said, Sirius noticed in passing that Harry was still crying. Sirius hit Harry's sweet spot again and again until Harry felt himself cum. He moaned as Sirius' hot cum filled him. Sirius pressed one more kiss on Harry's forehead and pulled out of him.
Sirius put a hand over his eyes. He couldn't believe he'd just done that. He heard Harry sigh and looked up as Harry got off the bed. Confused he watched Harry dress, then he heard Harry mutter something. He listened harder then his eyes widened as Harry repeated it under his breath "Remus is better." Harry muttered as he walked out the door and bunked on the couch. Sirius sat shocked with Harry's words ringing in his head. 'Remus is better.'