Nya… thanks for the reviews! I feel so happy when I see comments on something I write, no matter it's good or bad, coz I'm still new to fanfictions. And…sorry for the late update… holiday ends and I can't write much. But, here comes another chapter of our beloved Kise…and this time there is going to be kikuro moments! (…indirectly kikuro, u mean.)
Ar hem! *cough.
Mou… I never want to taint Kuroko-chi even in fanfic~
I think by now no need for warnings right?
Hope you enjoy~
Smiling Sunshine
(Kise POV)
The night exist longer than I thought…
Is it a good thing?
Is it?
"ngh…"
His breath is getting weak… should I let him be? I watch the being below me. Cuts everywhere. Painted red….
"Mm… Maybe a little more."
I smile is satisfaction.
I eye on my masterpiece, with a pleasant feeling I could not explain… his slight tan skin dyed little by little… in velvet red. How do I describe? I would say that I resemble a gardener, trying to create the perfect garden, and let this dry flesh bloom like roses and camellia. Yes. Tempting, erotic, beautiful, and somehow become the apple of my eyes…...
Yup. This guy wasn't that hateful anymore.
I remember Akashi did say before… that red is the most wonderful color of all. Especially pure red color, they would dissolve everything into their world, no matter black or white. And they shine, attract attention, a color that will never go dim… and the perfect color for winning and respect of course, for Akashi.
"I only accept this color, as it is also..." Akashi smirk. "A color painted on people who disobey the victor and the ruller."
I still remember that. I don't understand that time.. but I guess I can feel what Akashi meant, at this moment. Ara, I think too much didn't I?
Now…
What should I do with him?
Now that I remember, I seal his mouth. He couldn't say out anything other than a few groans and blur screams. Why not I free his mouth now, he don't have the strength to fight back…
Bloods continue dripping… as his life drown along the blood that flows out of his body.
With slow and gentle movements, I carefully tear the tape off. But it seems that no matter how I try to be gentle, the lip skin would still tear off, revealing the pink flesh here and there with blood. And, there goes my effort of trying to keep this spot clean of red blemishes.
I would never want…
Some 'place' that have Kuroko-chi 's presence…
To be tainted by red.
Because…
Even though red suit everyone in this world, but definitely NOT KUROKOCHI.
He's a piece of blue sky that shall never stain by any other color and covers endless possibilities, not tied to any single being even me…. Even me….
"Only him…"
My heart sinks for a moment. I trace my thumb on the lips that touch Kuroko's lips before, feeling rather foolish for a second. I really want to claim him as mine yet I don't want myself to become a presence that come out as a black spot on his clear innocent sky. What kind of feelings is this…? And now… I'm trying to look for his shadow on this pair of lips, which touch his lips for a moment… memory of the incident flash through my mind, and I unconsciously exert a little more pressure on the abused lips. A small pinch is all it takes, to make it flush red like cherries and leave a thin opening that bleed.
"Kuroko…Tetsuchi's kiss."
Wipe away the unwanted blood stain on the lips.
"Can I… Taste it from here, I wonder?"
I did remember something from the mini romance drama I took part some time ago, there is something call 'indirect-kiss'. So… that means in a way, I can taste Kuroko-chi like this…
Delight, with a new-found way to get close to the being I love…
The world froze in my time, as I lean in little by little…
Cupping his chin upwards,
My vision never leave that pair of lips.
The rosy red lips fade into…
A shade of light sakura pink that I yearn for .
How tantalizing and wonderful it looks…
How slick and tasty it would be…
And I enclose the lovely petal before me,
And my world dissolve and melt.
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"Ngh…mm…" the once quiet room fill with noise of moist and harsh breath. I kiss him, my dearest Tetsuchi, and both of us melt in an open-mouth kiss. He's really cute, with his face flush in pink, his eye brow narrowed in a dreamy expression, his small moans like kittens and his small delicate lips occupy with mine.
Everything he do is so perfect. It's everything I would not mind to die if it mean that I could see his lovely gesture like this with my very own eyes.
His hand, wrapping around my neck and closing the space between us, and his adorable face shine with sweet beads of sweat…
"hgn..har…Ki…Kise…-kun?"
His eyes blink , slightly confuse why I stop suddenly… aaa… my bad. I was too distracted by his adorable expression …
I touch his forehead with mine as I sincerely give him a smile, and leave a small chaste kiss on his nose. "Gomen, Tetsu-chi… I promise I won't let go anymore."
And I claim his lips again, this time, with my tongue teasing his bottom lips. He flushed at my actions, his blank face more expressive than usual and silently give me the permission. Without waiting I devour the sweetness of his lips, and lead Tetsu-chi into my way, taking dominance almost immediately.
"Ngh..mm...hr..m.."
It was all tongue and lips… with hint of vanilla in the air. Everything smell and taste like Tetsu-chi…
After a while, I pull out my tongue and flick it on Tetsu-chi's bottom lip before I pull back. I look at him as he harshly breathing in all the air he can after the kiss…I've never see his face become as bright red as this. I lean down, sliding my hands along the small slim waist before I whisper into his ear..
"Neh… Tetsu-chi… kawaii…Can i?"
He shiver a little, and turn his head away… but he nod.
I give him a soothing kiss on his forehead before I kneel facing his crouch. I slowly pull down his short pants and reveal his boxer… a small budge clothed with his boxer came to my eyes with a growing wet spot on the boxer that indicate his arousal…
"Ki…Kise-kun…it's embarrassing. Please don't stare…"
I look up to see Tetsu-chi, face flushed and his glowing eyes seems to pled at me.
Oh, Tetsu-chi…
"Understand, Tetsu-chi…"
I pull down the last barrier between me and Tetsu-chi's manhood, freeing the stiff cute thing from keeping in such small space. I took a few seconds admiring the scene before me, and hike one of Tetsu-chi's knee on my shoulder. Tetsu-chi let out a surprise gasp that mix with pleasure when I start to give him small kisses and nibbles on his milky white thigh… and marking his inner thigh with pleasurable small bites that gives anyone mind-numbing ecstasy.
"Ki…kis..ngh! nm.."
I look up, watching Tetsu-chi... my eyes grow with lust. I flick my tongue, twist and lick along the length, all the while looking at tetsu-chi with full affection…
"Tetsu-chi…"
"Ki..hnn...kise-kun?"
I kiss the top of his length, and run my tongue again, earning a few small moans from Tetsu-chi, who had forcefully silence himself with his one hand covering his mouth. I continue my small form of torment as I slurp his pre-cum and give feather touches to his length..
"…Please…mn…Kise…-kun…no more…teasing…"
Why Tetsu-chi had to be so cute?
"Gomen-neh…" I smile to my dearest angel.
Tetsu-chi grabs my hair, his head flung backwards as I take in his aching cock into my mouth. With expert twist, my tongue play around his length with enough pleasure, Tetsu-chi moan even louder, but he cover his sound with his hand.. I want to hear more…
"Ngh! Nm!...Ki..se..Ngh!"
Run across the vein of Tetsuchi's length, my lips moving lower to roll his balls and take his length back into my mouth… I move my head forward and back, making the angel above me into a moaning mess. I hummed, the vibrations sent jolts of pleasurable nerves down tetsu-chi and his knee nearly give out…
Suddenly, tetsu-chi's hand tighten, grabbing my hair like he is going to tear them off.
I stop sucking and look up, stunned.
Tetsu-chi… is crying…
Why?
"Te…Tetsu-chi…?"
His blue eyes water with crystal tears, and it hurts me to see him like this. Guilt started to bubble inside my heart, looking at the docile blunnette weep in silence…
"Gomen… Tetsu-chi? Did…did I hurt you?"
Waves of anxious strike up my nerve when my beloved avoid my gaze… What happened?
I try asking again… careful with my words…
"Tetsu-chi, do you feel…"
But as I want to touch him, he move away from my reach.
My hand drift mid-air, startled by my beloved's reaction.
Everything was fine beforehand, so why?
Then, a small smile appear on my angel.
A very familiar smile… indeed.
Because it is a fake smile I wear on my face every hour of my life…
'But Tetsu-chi would not fake such a smile!' I scream in my mind.
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"Kise-kun, you say that you would not taint me…that I'm the only thing that would remain flawless…"
His eyes look right into mine. He smile like me. But I hate it.
"Isn't it?"
Yes.
And no.
I want you, Tetsu-chi…
I don't want to make blemish on your pure sanity..
But I want you…
I'm confuse. Everything doesn't make sense in my way. Love or desire? To love is to protect and desire of a man takes me to the path of lust…
I cover my vision.
putting a barrier so I would not see how Tetsu-chi smile like me. Like he is already stained with my dark side.
No…
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"Why are you avoiding now?"
I'm not. I'm…not avoiding Tetsu-chi… I would not…
A cold palm touch my hand and softly peel it away from my eyes without effort. How could I resist when it's Tetsuya…
"Look at me."
I shudder at the voice.
It sound like…
I look at him.
"Tet…Tetsu-chi?"
"Kise-kun…"
That fake smile, an imitation of me. That playful mocking voice, an imitation of me. And…
The vision of clear blue sky…
"Like what you see?"
…turns into dim light of sunset.
No…
No…
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I Scream. Confused. Upset.
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Even in dreams…
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I could not own him?
… EH… how do it turn into this weird mess…
(YOU.)
…gomen.
so… our Kise suffer his inner-conflict of his love for Kuroko(?)…
Complicated anime logic?
Sometimes I don't get what I write too...