We finally arrived home after our very long and sexually frustrating lunch. I opened the car door and ran to the entrance of our wonderful home holding the door for Kendall. I walked off with him next to me, forgetting about Carlos and Logan who got the door slammed into their faces. I shrugged it off and pushed the button for the elevator. 'Come on you stupid elevator! Come on! I have to get upstairs so I can do dirty things to Kendall!' My thoughts ended and I heard a ding making me aware of the elevators arrival. I pushed Kendall in and said, "We have to hurry!"
He gave me a confused look and raised his eyebrows. God I loved those eyebrows. "Umm…Carlos betted me that him and Logan could get there before us and I really want to win!" Kendall quickly pressed the button for the 2nd floor several times until the door finally closed. I knew that he would hurry if I told him that. He loves a good challenge. He would do anything to win. Knowing that little fact made me want to begin the night of activities even sooner. I smiled when the doors slowly opened to get on our floor and we both ran out. I got my keys out but Kendall was faster, pushing me out of the way and unlocking the door. He pulled me in and closed the door behind him. I thought quickly and said, "The bet was who could make it to my room the fastest!"
He grabbed me by the wrist and dragged me into my room before I could even begin to start walking again. He walked to the other side of my room and jumped on my bed. "WE WON! HA! I KNEW WE WOULD WIN! CARLOS CAN SUCK IT!", he screamed.
A grin appeared on my face and I said, "No. You can." I started undoing my belt slowly and as sexy as possible. His eyes got wide and he opened his mouth to speak. I put my finger up to his lips and said, "No no no. Don't talk. Just watch." I got my belt completely off and unzipped my pants showing my boxers a little bit but not entirely. I put my belt around his neck and sat on his lap. I pulled my belt making his face only an inch or so away and said, "Now Kendall. Just sit there like the little boy you are and let me do the hard stuff." I moved in closer and bit his neck hard. A quiet moan escaped his lips and I smiled, "So fuckin' sexy. Yet somehow so innocent. We'll have to change that now won't we?"
I got off of his lap, slowly removing the belt from his neck and throwing it on the floor next to me. I gently pushed him and he fell backwards onto my bed. I sat on top of him and put my hands under his shirt exploring his wonderfully sculpted body. He closed his eyes and I saw a calm smile appear on his face. It wasn't the normal grin of satisfaction that he would always get if he won something. It was different. In a good way though. He looked peaceful and happy. He opened his eyes up a little and I smiled back at him to let him know that I was happy too. I quickly remembered what I was trying to do though and snapped out of the little trance that his smile put me in. My smile turned into a grin and I grabbed the bottom of his shirt and slipped it off of his torso. With every inch more that I exposed of his soft skin I got that much more excited to do dirty things to him.
I finally slipped his shirt off completely and threw it across the room. I kissed his neck softly several times. I felt him tense up so I bit his ear and whispered, "Relax Kendy. I'll take good care of you." I continued to kiss him and I bit his neck hard. I felt him instantly melt under me and I smiled. I was in charge tonight and it made me feel better than ever. I stopped kissing him and started to trace his abs with my finger.
He quickly grabbed my arm and squeezed it tightly. "James. Stop teasing. Just fuck me. Please." When he said these words I saw some sort of frustration in his eyes. It wasn't the frustration that I normally saw in his eyes during a hockey game that he was losing. It was the kind of frustration that I was looking for and a smile appeared on my face. Sexual frustration. This was turning out better than I thought it would.
I began kissing his chest slowly moving up to suck on his neck and leaving a pretty dark mark behind. I bit down hard and he moaned. He bucked his hips meeting mine. I took in a breath and smiled knowing that I was filling him with pleasure. I rubbed his clothed erection making his pants grow even tighter and he reached down to unbutton them. I grabbed his hand and whispered, "No Kendall. That's my job."
He closed his eyes and took a deep breath as if he was trying not to just push me off and fuck me instead. I slowly unbuttoned his pants and slipped my hand under his boxers grabbing his shaft. I began to pump him and he let out a loud moan. "James! Uh! That feels so fucking good!" I slipped his pants and boxers off throwing them on the floor next to the bed. I took a glance at him and I froze. I couldn't move at all. I just stared at him. He was so perfect. So…beautiful. I couldn't ruin him like this. He looked at me and I saw the innocent Kendall that I loved. The one that I would never do this to. I would never manipulate him. I got off of him and I ran into the bathroom locking the door behind me. I couldn't do this to Kendall. I loved him. If we were going to do this then we were going to do it right. I wasn't raping the one I loved so much. He didn't want this. Maybe it wasn't exactly rape but it just didn't feel right. If he loved me the way I loved him then I would find out the old fashioned way. I would have to ask him on a date.