This chapter is a little short and I apologize. I really wanted to get his out as soon as possible though. This will be one of the only times you get 2 chapters in one day from me. But I really wanted to get the story started and needed this final chapter to do it. I hope you enjoy it. Please leave a review so I can see what your opinions are on my story so far. I am open to any suggestions. So please don't hesitate. Again no beta and I wrote this chapter pretty fast so there would be mistakes in here without a doubt. Thank You. (:

I hate Saturdays. Absolutely despise them. I woke up on this lovely Saturday with the worst headache none to man. I had absolutely no plans, and my work was closed on Saturdays. I contemplated calling Alice, but I didn't think I could deal with her super happy chipper attitude with the headache I'm supporting. My next thought would be Jacob but he is out of town this weekend. Great.

I wondered into the Kitchen hoping to grab a bite to eat when I saw them, the beautiful bouquet of flowers. I looked at them and sighed taking the flowers and throwing them in the trash. I did not need a reminder on what I was giving up. As I was sleeping I dreamed of Edward holding me and kissing me and calling me his. As good as that dream was it made me realize I'm already hoping for something. I'm already holding out expectations. Something that I have learned is that having hope and expectations can only lead to disappointment. So I decided to not pursue any relationship whatsoever with Mr. Cullen.

I grabbed a box of cereal and looked into the fridge for some milk. None, this was just perfect. I threw the box of cereal back into the pantry with a little more force then necessary. It seemed that nothing was going to go my way today. I went over to my couch and flipped through T.V channels. Hoping for a Law and Order marathon. Luckily I found one and brought and blanket from my bed, snuggle up on my couch in my pajamas. Ready to waste my day away as a couch potato. About one hour into the marathon I heard a large pounding on my apartment door. "I'm coming," I shouted as I reluctantly got up from the couch to go answer the door. I opened the door and saw miss sunshine herself, Alice.

'Hey Alice." I mumbled as I went back to go sit on the couch. "Don't you dare couch potato, were going out today." She said with the sternest look she could configure up. "But Alice its only 10am." I whined. "What are we possibly going to do this early." She walked over towards the living room, turned the T.V off and turned towards me. "First of all, its not that early and 2nd were going shopping today and the malls open at 11. Which gives you just enough to time to get in the shower and make yourself look decent." I sighed knowing there was no hope fighting with Alice. She would end up getting her way in the end. "Fine" I sighed and walked over to my room slamming the door shut.

I threw off my pajamas and hopped in the shower. Once I got out I walked into my room and picked out a black and white sweater that loops down at the top, some dark denim jeans and my black boots. Once I got dressed I blew my hair dry using a big round comb to add some volume and curl to it. I applied a little foundation some mascara and finished it off with a little lip-gloss. I walked out into the living room to find Alice placing the flowers I had just thrown away in a vase.

"What are you doing?" I asked her. "Putting these beautiful flowers in a vase. Why did you have them in the trash?" I simply shrugged. Not wanting to tell her the real reason because I know she would encourage me to give Edward a call. She has tried to encourage me to go on a date for years, but she didn't understand why I felt the way I do about love and hope. She didn't know that my Dad broke his promise to me. She wasn't there when I had to help my sister take care of my mom because she was too heartbroken to do it herself. She didn't hold my sister for hours as she cried away her pain. I did. She didn't push for more of an explanation. One of the very things I loved about Alice was that she knew when to drop things and when to push for more information.

We left my apartment at 11:25 and arrived at the mall at about a quarter till 12. We shopped for hours, I managed to buy everyone's Christmas presents and even purchased a cute dress for the Christmas ball that my company held every Christmas.

It was around 6 that we left the mall and headed for down town. Alice mentioned wanting to do some window-shopping before we grabbed a bite to eat. It was on our way downtown in Alice's car that I began to fill really dizzy and light headed. I asked Alice to roll down the window for some fresh air. "Sure honey, are you okay?" She asked her voice laced with concern. "Yeah I'm fine, just getting a little car sick." I said as I rested my head on the widow sill. "Okay let me know if I need to pull over," She said slowing the car down a bit. "I'm fine really, don't worry. Once we get there all be fine."

We arrived downtown and I practically jumped out of the car. Alice walked out and locked the doors. "Are you sure your okay?" she said as she made her way towards the stores. Truthfully I was still feeling really dizzy, but figured it would pass with time. I gave her a slight nod and began walking with her towards the first window.

I kept my eyes on the sidewalk as I watched my feet hoping not to trip. Once we reached the first window. I glanced at it briefly and saw it was jewelry. I didn't particularly need any jewelry for myself. And I already bought everyone's presents.

I walked over to the nearest bench almost tripping in the process and sat down. I looked over towards Alice and motioned with my hand for her to go ahead. She stared at me for a minute to make sure I was okay and then walked into the store.

I placed my head between my knees and began to take slow even breaths hoping it would help my dizziness. I continued to do so with no progress. I sat up and placed my head on the back of the bench looking up towards the sky feeling very light headed. It was just begging to get dark and you could just make out a slither of the moon. I heard the door jingle and sat up seeing Alice coming out of the Jewelry shop.

I stood up and began to walk over. I kept my head down looking at my feet again. As I watched my feet they began to double then go back to one and then double again. I stood still feeling as if I was swinging in a circular motion. Everything started spinning. I tried to find some type of focus but could make out nothing.

I felt myself begin to fall backwards. I started to see black spots as they overtook my whole vision to where now all I could see was black. I then felt a sharp jolt of pain in the back of my head. But couldn't move, it felt as if I was trapped beneath a very heavy black object. The last thing I was able to make out was a scream come from somewhere in the distance. Then nothing.