Crazier chapter 3- Truth between friends
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~Ali's view~
I was walking back from the lake with Fai, I trusted him enough to tell him one of my biggest
secrets that I had hanging over me for the past five years.
"Fai I need to tell you something that my parents don't even know about" I said nervously
" What's that now?" he said
" I've tried to kill myself about 3 times since I lost my brother and it's getting worse, please I'm begging you
please don't tell anyone about this because I really don't need anymore therapy." I said
" That is bad but, why don't you want anyone to know?" he asked
" When I was 10, I was outgoing, happy and head cheerleader, then my brother died and I went into depression,
quit cheerleading and started writing songs about my brother." I told him
" Wait you were a head cheerleader and now you're a song writer, you think I could hear one of your songs?"
he asked
" Sure I guess this one is called I miss you (this is really by Miley Cyrus)" I said
I miss you
I miss your smile
And I still shed a tear
Every once in a while
" That's all I have done so far" I said
" Well I think it's really good and here's my house " he said
" Really this is were your living at?" I asked
" Yeah why?" he asked
" because I live right next door and I won't be at school Monday" I said
" Cool and why won't you be at school Monday?" he said
" I just need a day to sort out my emotions" I said
" oh ok, I was wondering who's room is the black one with the balcony?"he asked
" it was my brother's but, now it's the only place I can fall asleep in and it's the only
I can write my songs in" I replied. "I'll knock on the widow by the balcony, after my parents
are done interrogating me about where I was at"
" over protective parents" he said sarcastically
" yep, they've been like that since I was 12 and that was only because I started cutting myself
and trust me you don't want to see my arms" I said
" ok I believe you for now but I still want to see how bad you really are and that room by
the balcony is my room for now" he said
"ok then, I'll see you in a bit" I said going into my house
I was hoping that my parents would ask me random and annoying questions.
" where were you at Ali" my mom asked
" I went out to see Sakura and Touya to see how they were" I lied
" how are they doing?" my mom asked
" I don't know they weren't home" I said
" oh ok, then" she said
" I'll be upstairs if you need me" I said
I went to my actually room and put on a ice blue dress, grabbed my guitar and went to get Fai. When
I got to the balcony, I that Fai was already there waiting for me and he was wide-eyed when he saw me
in my dress.
" what is it a bit too much?" I asked
" no you look beautiful in your dress" he said
" thank you" I said with a blush
The hours went on and I fell asleep so he put me in the bed and left through the balcony.