It was routine that Alois would mutilate his body but Hannah had to keep watch. Alois dropped the razor that he was slashing his wrists with.
"Claude will never understand!" he screamed to Hannah who was watching Alois mutilate his body.
"Hannah?" Alois whispered.
"Yes your highness?" Hannah answered trying to swallow her tears.
"Am I a monster?" Alois held up his wrist.
"No, of course not, but what would drive you to do this?" Hannah gently picked up the razor from the ground. She put it in her pocket.
"Hannah you bitch, I need that!" Alois yelled as Hannah was walking away to get him a wet cloth and bandages for his self-inflicted wounds.
"I can't let you do this to yourself anymore."
Alois cupped his hands and pulled them to is face and sobbed.
"It's all Claude's fault!" he screamed.
"I want Ciel! I need Ciel! He can stop me from doing this shit… I love Ciel."
"But why do you hate Claude?" Hannah asked.
"I don't… I love him too." He cried more.
Alois pulled his bloody wrist to his mouth and licked the red liquid streaming out his wrist.
"I'm going to have to stich up your cuts again. Unlike Claude I don't want you dead…" Hannah froze.
"What?" Alois asked.
"Claude is hungry, very hungry."
Alois melted to the floor.
"I… I thought Claude loved me?"
Hannah didn't answer; she knew she had said too much.
"Give me the damn razor Hannah."
"No." Hannah whispered and looked down.
"Was that a bloody NO Hannah?"
Hannah didn't answer again. Alois ran over to Hannah and slapped her across the face. Hannah grabbed Hannah's bloody wrist that had slapped her. Alois angrily looked away.
"I'm sorry." He whispered.
"I will get you Ciel…"
"Thank you!" Alois cried