Damnit Bertholdt. Damnit it Mikasa. Damn- Annie seriously had to stop for a moment before she started damming the whole World. Finally coming to a stop after leaving the way she did near an alleyway she leaned her back against it and sighed looking up into the sky. She never wonder why so many idle their days away staring into the sky, today she finally understood. Annie closed her eyes and parted her lips enough to utter "Damn you... Mikasa" Take responsibility. That line flashed before her.
Take responsibility. She blinked at that, debating what it could mean. Should I beat her? Just how does one take responsibility-She suddenly stops on her tracks and took a bite of her lower lip as her cheeks begin to flustered letting the feeling sink in of what she wanted it to mean. What she needed it to be. She did a slight shrug and started to feel that itch as she touched her lips slowly feeling her chest quicken. "Take responsibility, Mikasa."
Annie suddenly stops with a determine look knowing what needs to be done. What needs to happen, she gets off the wall and starts to make her way back. Paused. Go back there? After that exit? Faced with a new challenge, she finds it easier to just go back to the rooms and wait for her. Wait.
Wait. After that how will you be able to accomplish this without creating attention to yourself? Annie froze. Feeling defeated. Caged. Balling her fists knowing that she had to be delicate. Delicate. That word doesn't suit me at all. Annie scoffed but for a moment she was impress how Mikasa manage to get her alone those few minutes earlier. Earlier. Just earlier your life was so simple. Annie thinks for a moment, instead of feeling sadness she's actually grateful that someone was kind to her.
Kindness? Is that what you think that was? Are you that naive to not know the difference? Isn't she cruel for doing this to you? For putting you into this position? Annie wanted to scream. She was beyond confuse and conflicted. She wanted whatever this is to be over with. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Being at her end rope here, now I really want to scream. Facing the sky and parting her lips with ball fist a familiar male figure appears suddenly. "Reiner?" she chokes the name out as her eyes widen knowing that once again she's being exposed and pauses. "Did Bertholdt said something stupid again?" He asked concerned in her usual self coming closer to her. Fuck me indeed. Anyone but Reiner. "I don't need a big brother." Annie stated and forgot for a moment that she truly wanted to scream, more than ever. Her comment made Reiner take a step back, knowing by now that he's in a landmine field and anything that will come out of his mouth will more than likely set all of them off.
When in doubt, agree! Reiner thought and quickly responded saying "Yeah Bertholdt is an idiot." Smiling nervously facing her. Annie's eyes widen, and quickly return to her seldom expression. Utterly unimpressed. She closed her eyes and did a mild head shake and began to walk away reminding Reiner once again how useless he can be at times. "Don't worry about me, Reiner." She began and allow her body to do any answering about how uninterested she is about Reiner's comments. I don't know where I want to go but I honestly can't deal with this. One thing is certain I can't stay here caged in anymore.