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Thanks sooooo much I love you all. Its ironic though I was listening to my playlist on scramble and the AoT theme song came on. In this chapter ill be going back and forth between Rivaille and the Corpral. Ah well enough of my ramblings and on with the story. ENJOY

"Um Hanji are you alright." I swear she looks like she wants to eat me."Ohh yes eren honey everything is perfectly fine." I really doubt it is but she is the doctorish thing here. "Hanji leave the kid alone we need to atleast get him back to headquarters first." Levi announces. "I want to get out of here as fast as I can."

"Yes sir!."

We where riding horseback on a trail a long trail at that. Along with the corpral there where 4 other soldiers accompining us but its more like escorting. 3 guys and a girl.

Anyway back to this long crappy trail. We where reaching the end of it. It seemed to thin out and lead to an opening which in turn lead to a castle. It had moss and vines growing and drapping themselves all across and around it, eitheir way its a beautiful sight to behold.

It seems like this is the new head quarters of the scouting legion. I take a glance over at the corpral he seems so calm and composed

Seeing him like that makes me remember his face while he was beating the crap out of me, but something was diffrent or well, missing. I cant tell what. Dont get me wrong i completly understand why he did it but it makes me wonder if he enjoyed it even a little.

I hadnt realized i was staring until he looked up.

I looked away blushing. Apparently Mr. Undercut noticed that little 'scene' between us, so while i was willing the blush out of my face he rode up beside me and just had to say something.

"Hey kid just because you humanities hope and what not, does not mean-." He was cut off by the jerking of his horse which in turn caused him to bite his tongue. After that short little episode we rode the rest of the way in silence.

When we got to the castle the corpral sat there for a moment with a cold and calculating look on his face I wonder if he didn't like the castle. My thought where interupted by the corpral trotting away silently apparently expecting us to follow him. We stop again at the stables.

After we had stationed our horses Corpral Rivaille had told us to look for cleaning supplies and assigned each of us an area to clean. I got the upper floor. I guess "I should get started" I mutter the end of my thought aloud. I sigh as i set off to find supplies and start my task.

I find the room that is supposed to be mine. I really do hope we finish cleaning before the rest of the legion get here.

I set down the supplies I had found in a closet further down the hall on the bed. I dust off the bed before quickly folding and setting down my cloak while starting to tie a cloth over my mouth so i can start cleaning. I go over to the window and unlatch the locks to open it as I'm finishing that i hear footsteps coming down the hall then the voice of one Eren Jeager.

"Um Corpral"

"Yes Jeager" I reply

"I finished the upper floors and was wondering where i was staying" He asked

"Okay jeager I'll check your work later and your staying in the dungeons."

"T-the dungeon" he stuttered out finally after a long pause. I give a soft sigh "Yes jeager the dungeons, you have no control over your transformations the dungeons can contain you and its a condition of the agreement of you staying here."

"Anything else sir?" he says grinding his teath I can see in his eyes the same eyes that pull me in every time I have a look that hes angry but not only angry, is that fear? I wouldnt judge him if it were i mean after everything that happened to him who wouldnt be a little afraid.

"Actually brat, there is one more thing, the door will be locked from the outside. The only people with the keys to the door are Petra, Erwin, and myself but when 4 eyes gets here petra will give her the key. So when you wake up wait for one of us we will be there at 8 o'clock every morning, Understood." "Yessir!"

The next morning petra came and got me at 8 o'clock just like the Rivaille sa- when did I start calling him that? I dont even think im aloud to do that but it sounds better and is shorter than corpral Rivaille, no pun intended. I guess as long as I dont screw up and call him that outloud then everything will be fine...Hopefully.

As we were walking down the hallway she informed me that Rivaille had wanted to come and get me but the rest of the legion had came earlier than expected so he was busy greeting them and showing them around.

When we got to the dining hall I was sat next to Rivaille but across from the commander and hanji. When I was in the middle of eating the corpral leaned over slightly over and said "Listen up jeager after breakfast we are going to the labs with 4 eyes and Erwin to do a physical especially those wings of yours." "Yes sir."

When we arrived at hanji's lab she asked me to sit on the metal table in the middle of the room she does everything normaly my heart rate, tempature, height, weight but i was still nervous about what she would say about my wings.

When it finally came to that point to check out my wings i noticed it wasnt nervousness it was fear as if they could read my mind the corpral put his hand on my shoulder.

I knew I was blushing like crazy so i looked down and mumbled a thank you and asked hanji to hurry up.

"Sure sweetie just give me a moment." She started started to poke and prod my back then moved on to my wings. She took an x-ray while making little noises. (I know they probaly did not exist back then but go with it, its for the story.)

When the results came back her hole demenor changed.

"E-eren darling, I. Your wings are shattered. I mean like the bone is shattered and the flesh is deeply scarred. Whatever they did worked you will never be able to fly again...ever."

"Oh Thank you hanji, corpral can you take me to my room please I just want to sleep." I say quietly.

The corpral silently gets up and starts to walk. I follow him. Im pretty sure hanji and commander Erwin follow but im to deep in thought to care.

Never fly again she had said. Her words where just echoing around my head. A moment later we arrived at my room. I walk in as calmly as I can and sit on my bed facing the wall to think.

I motioned for hanji and erwin to follow me out of the brats room. When we got to the top of the stairs we finally heard it, eren breaking down. He was screaming and crying, We heard a crash and I had to physically stop hanji from running to the kid. He had to deal with this, and if this is how he deals, then we wont stop him.

I dont think either of us got any sleep. We all were haunted by the echoes of screaming in our heads. No not regular screaming it was the screaming of a man who was done, who needed help. I just hope that one day, he may just get it.

I woke up early the next morning. I think. You would never be able to tell down here. I look around and remember what i did last night. My room is a wreck. I know i'll have a lot to explain if my room is like this when someone comes to get me so i start to clean up. By the time I'm done I hear footsteps coming down the hall. I look up and see squad leader hanji standing infront of me.

"Hey eren you ready to go!" i can see she is faking happiness and that makes this...no better.

Hey guys my computer crashed and all my documents where deleted so i had to completely start anew. This is just a short chapter to hold you guys over ill be posting another one later next week