Thanks for the reviews. It makes me so happy to see that you guys are enjoying this story and my crazy writing style. Hopefully it stays that way as the story progresses. :cD
Updates should be pretty quick with this one because I already have a lot of it written. Just a matter of going back through and refining.
No time jumps in this chapter. Picks up right where the last chapter left off. I am once again doing some new things so bare with me lol I say that a lot don't I? hehe
Please adhere to the rating M for this chapter.
Disclaimer: I do not own any of Law and Order SVU or it's characters. This story was written simply for fun and not for profit. They belong to Dick Wolf
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Chapter Three
As his lips ever so gently grazed hers Olivia felt as though she was starting to float into thin air. The kiss was so soft, yet it held so much fire and passion behind it. As she opened her mouth to him she could no longer hold back a moan as she tasted the intoxicating mixture of alcohol and what was purely Elliot. At the sound of her moans Elliot pulled her even closer to him and the kiss became a frantic game of possession as they both tried to demand more from the other. Only when the sounds of wolf whistles and clapping broke out around them did they finally stop.
Olivia pulled back from him with a huge smile as she hid her face in his chest out of complete and total embarrassment for their not so little public display of affection. It only took seconds for them to break out into laughter as Elliot pulled her closer to him.
"Come on Liv. Lets get out of here."
"Yeah El, good idea."
Elliot took Olivia by the hand and guided her out of the bar. Once they were alone outside he stopped their movements and look down to her with a serious expression on his face.
"Ahh Liv?"
"Yeah El?"
"How drunk are you? How drunk are we?"
"Honestly Elliot, I don't know." Olivia let go of his hand and looked down at her feet. The combination of alcohol in her system and adrenaline from that kiss was sending her for a tailspin. "What I do know is that I am not drunk enough to regret what just happened. " It came out in barely a whisper.
Elliot gently placed his hand under her chin and brought her eyes up to meet his. "What happens if I say neither am I? What if I told you that I have wanted to do that for a lot longer than I should admit to."
Olivia couldn't believe what she was hearing. Walking into that bar earlier that night she never expected this. She never expected that in just a few short hours she would fall in love all over again with her best friend. The idea consumed every part of her body and she could no longer hold back the tears that threatened to escape. She spent so many years hiding these emotions deep within her. She had to know that this wasn't just the alcohol. She had to know that this was real. "That is just the alcohol talking Elliot. We got carried away and..."
Before she could finish his lips were back on hers. This time there was nothing gentle about his efforts to taste her. Elliot placed one hand on the back of her head bringing her mouth impossibly close to his as his other hand began to move inside her jacket to scoop around her back. Olivia moved both her hands behind Elliot's neck and ran them down his back to his shoulder blades. Finally after they both could no longer breathe and needed oxygen the kiss broke. Elliot laid his forehead onto hers once more.
"Olivia. It isn't the alcohol. It isn't getting carried away. It isn't anything other than me finally realizing that I can't hide how I feel about you anymore. It is me finally realizing that trying to hide what I feel for you isn't worth it anymore. Fuck what anyone thinks. The job. Our co-workers. My family.... I have spent so long hiding how I feel about you, trying to deny it, because I worried so much about what other people might think, or what consequences might occur. I can't do it anymore. I don't know when it happened, but somewhere over the years Liv,...I fell in love with you."
His brutal honestly brought Olivia to silence. She stood their staring at the ground so afraid to look up and see what emotion was in his eyes. She loved him more than she has loved anyone, or anything, in her entire life. People always use to tell her that falling in love with your best friend was the best feeling in the world. They were entirely wrong. Knowing that they loved you back was.
"Liv for years you have been my best friend. My rock. Then one day suddenly that all changed. After Gitano... when you left...it killed me. I thought that maybe it was for the best because I realized how much I was falling in love with you, and it scared the shit out of me. I thought that the distance could help stop it. That maybe if I didn't see you that it would all just go away, and we could go back to how we were before. I was wrong Liv..I was so wrong and.."
She couldn't take it anymore. Olivia one again pressed her lips to his. Gentle this time if only to get him to stop talking. She didn't know what to say, there were so many words she wanted to say but she couldn't. So she said the only thing that seemed to form. "Take me home Elliot."
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Olivia opened the door to her apartment and threw her keys down onto the table. Why was she so nervous? "You want something to drink El? Water?"
"Yeah, waters fine."
Olivia walked into the kitchen as Elliot made his way over the couch to get comfortable. She finally let out the breath she had been holding and leaned over the sink, grabbing onto the edge of the counter for support. Was this really happening? Did Elliot really tell her he loved her? Did she even say it back? So many questions and emotions were going through her that she didn't even notice Elliot coming up behind her.
"Liv?"
Startled by his voice she jumped into the air and spun around. Still feeling the effects of the alcohol she lost her balance and fell forward. Elliot jumped up and caught her before she hit the ground, sending them both into a pile on her kitchen floor. Olivia quickly removed herself from his arms and shifted so she was sitting on the floor with her back against her counter top. Elliot followed suit right next to her. She let out a sigh.
"What is this Elliot? What are we doing?"
"I don't know Liv." There was that honesty again.
It was her turn to be honest with him. "I'm scared." She dropped her head onto her knees and hugged them closely to her chest. Elliot moved closer and wrapped his arms around her pulling her into him.
"I'm scared too Liv. This is new for both of us. But...Kissing you, being with you like this...It just feels so right...if you don't want to though..that's fine. I don't want to push you into anything that you don't.."
"No, no Elliot. I feel the same way. It is just..." Words weren't coming to her.
"Just what Liv?"
"I am scared that this will change us. I am scared of how much I love you. That if this goes wrong I will lose you. I don't have the best track record when it comes to relationships. You are my best friend Elliot and.."
His hand made its way up to cup her cheek. "I am scared of that too Liv, but is worrying about something that might not even happen worth not giving this a shot?"
"I can't lose you Elliot."
He looked her straight in they eyes. "You never will. No matter what happens with us, with this, you will always be my best friend Liv. You will always be a part of my life."
"How can you guarantee that El?"
"Because we have been through so much already that I can't see anything breaking what we have."
Olivia finally was able to bring herself to smile. He was right. She closed the distance between them and brought her lips up to meet his. It was such a timid kiss at first. Both of them scared that the other wasn't ready for what was about to happen. Olivia ran her tongue along Elliot's bottom lip silently asking for entrance. He obliged and as soon as their tongues met there was no turning back. The kiss quickly deepened and they finally gave into what they both wanted so much.
Olivia once again moaned at his touch and this drove Elliot over the edge. He removed his lips from hers and began to trail wet open mouth kisses down her neck. When he reached the nook between her neck and shoulder he stopped and devoured the taste of her. Olivia felt the wetness begin to form between her legs.
"El.."
He took her tone of voice as permission to continue his journey. He slowly moved her t-shirt to the side and began placing feather light kisses along her shoulder. With his other hand he played with the hem of her shirt and began to rub his finger side to side along her bare skin right above her jean line. Olivia grabbed his face and pulled his lips back up to hers and as she did she took the opportunity to grab hold of the bottom of his shirt and pull it quickly over his head. She was in awe at how beautiful the man before her truly was. Just as he had done to her she began a trail of kisses from his jaw down to the top of his chest. When she got to just above his right nipple she began to make her way back up to his lips while blowing lightly along the wet line she had left previously. That was all it took to send this into over drive.
Their lips collided once more and Elliot moved his hands to grab her at the waist as he lifted both of them up and began to make his way towards her bedroom. Olivia broke their kiss and shyly smiled at him as she placed her hands on the bottom of her shirt and pulled it over her head. Leaving it to lay in a heap on the floor in her hallway. When they reached her bedroom door Elliot slowly placed Olivia back down as they walked, her backwards and him forwards, over towards her bed. Elliot slowly lowered her so that their top halves were on the bed and smiled.
"You are so gorgeous."
"You're not too bad yourself Stabler."
Elliot said nothing else but instead place a single finger on her lips and began to run it down her body barely grazing her skin. Over her neck, in between her breast, he smirked up at her as he flicked her naval piercing on his way down. Painfully slow until he reached the button of her jeans.
"Elliot....please." Olivia was beginning to shake with the anticipation. The throbbing between her legs becoming unbearable. However she knew that he wanted to go slow. She did too. This moment was too long in the coming to be rushed into. They wanted to know every part of each other. Explore every square inch of the other.
"A belly button ring? Really Liv?"
"I'm full of surprises. What can I say?"
Elliot lowered his face to her stomach to take the ring in his mouth, flicking out his tongue into her belly button as he did. Her hips jerked up into his at the sensation it caused.
"El...please."
When she looked down at him he was smiling. The bastard knew he was torturing her. Well two can play at this game.
Olivia sat up on the bed forcing both of them to stand once more. She stepped backward away from him and undid the button on her jeans pulling them down to the floor. She now stood there in front of him in nothing but her bra and her panties. Noticing his approval of her she sauntered back up to him and placed her arms around his neck. As she brought her lips to his she slowly moved her one hand down his chest and played with the button on his jeans. She immediately felt his erection underneath the now very tight denim. Slowly she moved her kisses from his lips to his neck, down his chest to his stomach. She then began to place feather light kisses along his hip, moving slowly from one hip to the other. Her hands never leaving the button on his jeans.
"Liv..." Her lips curled up into a smile. Success.
She removed her lips from his body and stood back up to look him in the eyes. Slowly Elliot removed his own jeans and laid her back onto the bed. This time scooting both of them up so that their entire bodies were laid out across the mattress. Elliot was now leaning on his forearms, hovering above her with his erection grazing her lower stomach. As she stared into his eyes a tear fell down her cheek.
Elliot immediately sat up. "Liv, I..I'm sorry. We don't have to do this. It..it is too fast for you isn't it? Please don't cry Liv."
If possible at that moment she loved him even more. Olivia slowly sat up bringing her hands up to cup his face. "No El, it isn't that. I want this. I have wanted this for so long. It is happy tears Elliot. I promise. Happy tears." She leaned in and kissed him once again laying them both down. As they reached the bed Olivia slowly rolled them over so she was straddling him. She sat up on his stomach and reached behind her to unclasp her bra. She threw the fabric to the floor.
Within a second Elliot's mouth found her breast and he began to take it into his mouth. His other hand keeping the other company. Olivia moaned from the pleasure it caused.
"Elliot..Oh my God.."
He quickly turned them over and began once again trailing kisses down her stomach, only this time he made it past her hips and slowly ran his tongue along the hem of her underwear. He glanced up at her and she nodded giving him permission to slowly removed the last fabric keeping her from him. He stood up throwing the tiny fabric to the floor and removed his boxers before returning to his position on top of her. His erection grazing her inner thigh.
"Are you sure you want to do this Liv?"
"I have never been so sure of anything El. Never." And with that his lips crashed down onto hers. Olivia moaned into his mouth once more and she placed her hands onto his ass to help push him down into her. As soon as he entered her she felt her walls begin to contract.
"Oh my God Elliot. You feel so good."
"Liv..."
He stayed there for a minute giving her time to adjust to his size before slowly making his way a little deeper. Olivia couldn't believe how well he filled her. He was the perfect fit. Even just his entrance was bringing her so close to the edge. Elliot must have sensed how close she was.
"It's okay Liv....give into it."
"Not yet..not without you. I want us to come together our first time."
Elliot brought his lips down to her as he began to slowly move inside of her. Olivia was never one for slow sex but with Elliot it was the most amazing feeling she has ever had. This wasn't sex. This was making love. Olivia was making love for the first time in her life. She ran her hands up and down his back and as his pace began to quicken the room was slowly filled with the sounds of their heavy breathing and moans.
"Liv, you feel so good."
"Elliot please...faster..I need you to go faster."
Elliot quickened his pace and moved his hand under her thigh to wrap her leg around his waist. Olivia lifted up her hips meeting each of his thrusts and couldn't believe the sensation this was bringing to her.
"Elliot...Oh God.."
"Me too Liv....Me too.."
Once again their pace quickened. Olivia could feel her walls begin to tremble and her body go weak.
"I'm right with you. I'm right with you Liv."
Not a second later Olivia's orgasm ran through her entire body. "Ohhh Ellliiiottt!"
"I love you Liv. Oh my God. I love you." Elliot released himself into her and the two of them fell hard against the mattress.
As Olivia came down from what was the best orgasm she has ever had she ran her fingers through Elliot's hair. They both tried to catch their breath.
She looked up at him and smiled. "I love you Elliot."
"Not as much as I love you."
The two of them fell asleep naked in each others arms that night.
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TBC
Okay so yeah...after I wrote this I was really unsure about posting it. lol I hope that it came out okay. I never imagined myself writing something like that but like I said I am pushing my boundaries with this one. I hope you guys are happy with the E/O lovin' lol
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