Okay, here is chapter 3! I admit, it didn't take very long and it isn't very sensual or lenghty...BUT IT'S STILL GOOD AND I TRIED HARD! Trying counts too...right? Anyway, please enjoy! C:

(Amu Pov.)

Ikuto didn't say anything. He grabbed my bare shoulders and rested me against the bed. My room was dim, so it shouldn't be long before it's dark. I always forgot to put the light on.

He climbed on top of me and eyed me. "Are you serious?" He asked in a deep voice.

Not trusting my own voice, I nodded. But the nod was a lie. I wasn't ready for this.

His eyes looked unsure. But even so, he slowly brought his lips down on my own. We only kissed for a moment until he moved his lips to my neck. He kissed my neck then slid his tongue down my neck, sending shivers all done my spine.

His hands found their way to my bra straps and before I knew it, my bra was on the floor across the room. Panic ran through me, but I shut it out.

His hand cupped my bare breast. Kneading, tweaking, and rubbing all over. The stangest, most foreign sounds erupting from my lips. It was weird, I was starting to want to do this. His other hand slid into my panties. I almost screamed at the sudden sensation. His long fingers played and toyed with my lower regions. His tongue circled my naval and my eyes almost closed. I gripped the bedsheets and chewed at my lip to keep from moaning. Everything he was doing felt so amazingly great...

Even so, the desire wasn't enough to keep out the fear.

"W-Why aren't you t-talking?" I asked my boyfriend.

"Most people don't do a whole lot of chatting during these things."

"O-Oh, right..." My throat closed up on me as his mean words stung like a bee. Grief played itself in Ikuto's eyes, of course. It wasn't in his nature to be so mean, so then...why?

He sat upright and fumbled with his zipper. My eyes snapped shut and I held my breathe. 'Oh my god, Oh my god...It's finally happening. But was that even enough preparation? I mean, I wasn't feeling passion or anything...But maybe Ikuto is. Okay, Amu, you can do this...Just breathe and-'

He still had his boxers on yet he wrapped my legs around his waist. Something poked me.

A numb feeling rang through me and my stomache flipped 'No, No, No, No! I can't do this. I can't! I'm too scared! Please, Ikuto, help...I tried to do this for you, but I just ca-'

"Amu."

My head snapped up to look at Ikuto's face, instead of his trousers.

"You look terrified."

I tried to shake my head until he spoke again.

"You're crying."

Was I? I really hadn't noticed. My hand whiped my tear streaked face. Manly arms wrapped around me in a very protective manner.

"Amu...You idiot, why would you push yourself like this? How could I make love to you when you look like it's the worst thing I could do to you? Please don't look so scared of me.."

I have to say, I was surpised. I didn't expect this turn of events. Ikuto had really stopped.

"B-But I thought..."

"I was mad, okay? I thought you weren't feeling any sort of wanting towards me. I felt stupid...I want you so, so, so badly..." His grip on my tightened. "And I thought you didn't want me. I'm sorry, of course we'll still kiss...I can't not kiss you." He said and pecked my left cheek.

I was still scared though. Ikuto had just been so cold to me and shown me, yet again, another side to him I didn't know senses felt numb. I was still naked from the waist up. Thinking back on how I was feeling just a couple minutes ago, I started getting red and embaressed.

'I can sort of sympathize with Ikuto now...I actually just want to tell him to finish the damn deed right now. It did feel prrrettyy great just then...'

"It's new to me too, Amu. We'll start out slow and prove to ourselves it isn't scarey. Okay?"

I nodded, still blushing and sighed.

Two hands fondled my breasts. Ikuto had a huge sloppy grin on his face and I couldn't stop the emotions from rising up again.

"Starting now?" He chuckled.

"IKUTOO!"

Can I really be happy with this horny idiot?

But...He is pretty great.

(Ikuto's Pov.)

'I'll never wash this hand again' I thought, staring at the hand that had touched my precious Amu's most sacred spots.

"Nope..." I heard Amu say, almost like answering her own question. Well, okay, whatever.

'I'm happy to be alive!' I rejoiced.

AND IT'S DONE! FINALLY! Well, it's 6:20 AM and I am...tired. Haha I have a doctors appointment at 1 PM today so I can't even go back to sleep, really...I'll just lie down...HAHA NOT. Anyway, Please R&R, I lovveee reviews so much! Favorite, Review, andd YEAH! Thanks :D