Author: Mary Eve Parker
Email: mary_eve_parker@yahoo.com
Rating: NC-17 – what else am I writing?
Category: Scully/other, MSR, Angst
Spoiler: Somewhere after Millennium
Summary: Scully is invited to a class reunion. Mulder finds the inviting letter. She didn't want to go to it, now she has to
Disclaimer: unfortunately Scully and Mulder don't belong to me – they belong to CC. If they would be mine ..
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RIGHT IN FRONT OF YOU
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Part 3/? Mulder POV
I saw her lying on the bed crying. I was torturing her and I liked seeing her in pain. Now she is beginning to feel all the heartache and pain she caused me during the last days coming back at her.
I read her email. She really wanted me back? She was on the right track., At least she sees that she did something wrong, something very wrong.
Should I write her back?, Tell her that I liked seeing her cry. That she broke my heart and now it was her turn. That She was a strong woman but that this time I was stronger. She started to sob., This time nobody was near her to hold her, to give her a shoulder to cry on, or to talk to.
I thought that she might bring Max with her to the class reunion, but she didn't. I was stunned that she'd booked a single room. But on the other hand he was a new love interest, so maybe …
'Don't think Mulder, just answer the damn mail and go to bed.'
From:
Mr.Spooky@hotmail.comTo:
Madame_Spooky@yahoo.comDD: You don't need me anymore
Dana Scully,
You are old enough to live your own life. You don't need somebody like me who causes you only pain to be part of your life anymore. Go back to Max and forget me. I know it wasn't a good idea to give you that scarf. And it was not good to give you back all your things. By the way, the rest of your things are at your mum's. She was stunned but I didn't care. She'll give you back all your clothes, files and books when you get home. I have also left you my home PC with all our reports on it. You'll need them.
Mulder
I went to bed. It was sad in a way that I had to hurt her to feel better but she had to let me go. She has to leave me, like I left her: cold.
I got into my boxers and went to bed. I was nervous about her next step but what could she do?
I pulled the sheets up to my chest. Slowly, without thinking, my hand started to glide down to my boxers. I pushed my boxers down to my knees and closed my eyes. I envisioned her in front of me that gorgeous little tongue of hers licking her lips. Her eyes were like flames standing there at the edge of my bed. Slowly she crawled up to me on her hands and knees. Her tongue licked up my chin over my lips and to my nose. Then she reversed and when back to my lips. She start to suck my bottom lip hard. I wanted to kiss her but she didn't let me. She positioned her hip above mine, letting her pelvis sink down onto mine. I groaned. I knew she was wet and aroused; I could smell her. She began to make small circles against my groin with her pelvis . If she wanted to turn me on she was succeeding. She was diving me crazy! But I wanted to touch her too; to feel her rock hard nipples between my thumb and my index finger. I wanted to watch her come and then wanted nothing better but to scream her name as I came.
Her circles got faster and she sank deeper into me. She had to feel my erection against her wet center. My erection was harder than I ever remembered it being before. It was all because of her.
Without my knowledge my boxers were gone. Her nipples were in my face now and as fast as possible I got one into my mouth and started to suck on it like a baby.
She moaned passionately which only turned me on more,, I began not only sucking but also biting a bit. I suddenly realized that my fingers were now pressing against her clit. I wanted to see her come and nothing else. Her hips started to rock against my hand. I bite a bit harder, and she moaned louder, not only in passion, but I think also in pain One finger was now pushing inside her wet walls. God! she was tiny. She was so slick and tight.
"You've got mail." Interrupted my dream. I was a bit angry to be pulled away from my wonderful fantasy. It seemed so real and it was just getting good! I noticed years ago seeing her tongue play with pencils, that she would be good. I wanted to see how good! Damn!
I put my boxers back on again and headed to my laptop which was sitting on the table underneath the window, next to my binoculars. From this window I was able to watch Scully in her room and in her bed.
From:
Madame_Spooky@yahoo.comTo:
Mr.Spooky@hotmail.comDD: I really need you
Mulder,
I really need you. I always felt strong safe when you were with me. Now I feel small and helpless. I am feeling for the first time in a very long time.
I do not know how you found out about Max but I will not be going back to him. Mulder I would never leave you, not as a partner and not as a friend. You are my best friend Mulder, the only friend I have. Stay?, make me feel safe and comfortable again. I never thought that there has even a possibility that Max would come between us. It was just about sex. I needed it and he was willing to give it to me., He wanted more and I couldn't give it to him. It was impossible.
I want to feel you next to me when I wake up Mulder, not Max. I want to feel your breath against my back, your arms around me – and if you can only give me your hand on the small of my back so be it .
I want you making fun of my fucking high heels and that I sit to near the stirring wheel in the car. I want you to sit on my couch on Friday nights and watch a movie with me, drinking beer and chatting. I want you to sleep on my couch if you don't want to sleep with me in my bed. I want to have brunch in bed with you, to feel your lips on mine and your body pressing me into the mattress. I want to feel your tongue on me. I want you to tease me like you always do when you are around me.
I want you to invade my privacy, to have your tee shirts in my underwear drawer and your boxers in my bathroom. I want to make you dinner at night, drink wine in candle light.
I want you back Mulder, not somebody else, just you!
Always loving you, Dana
I was shocked. I was sure that Scully just wanted to turn me on so that I would change my mind. I had to admit it had an effect on me. My cock was rock hard and it ached. I was hot and I wanted to trust into her hard, to make her scream but it wasn't the right time. I knew now that that time would never come., I told myself this as I gave myself a hand job, rubbing my dick fast and furious until I came.
From:
Mr.Mulder@hotmail.comTo:
Madame_Mulder@yahoo.comDD: The game is over
Don't try to turn me on Scully. The game is over.
Before going into the bathroom to take a shower and get the mess off me, I closed the curtains so I could not see her anymore. I glanced at my watch., It was nearly 5am. Time to go.
I took a quick cold shower, got dressed and went to a shop nearby. I wanted to make her a little present before I leave, a gift she would never forget. But I hadn't a clue what it should be.
I went in and out of several shops but I was not finding what I was looking for. It was now nearly 8 now and I didn't want her to see me. Will she leave today? Maybe. 'Well, don't care Mulder' I told myself. 'She's none of your business anymore. She's just another bitch who crossed your life, like Diana!'
There was a sex shop in town. Grand Rapids wasn't as small as I had thought. I went in. It was a small shop but everything I could think of was there.
I got a pair of handcuffs with pink flush around it, a big vibrator, gliding gel, a video about women with big boobs, a white lace corset and a pregnancy test. Yes they were selling pregnancy tests here too. I asked the shop keeper to wrap them all up as a gift ., He put them in a big red box. I asked him to deliver it directly to Scully's room. I paid and hurried back to my room.
I wanted to see her face when the man knocked on her door and handed her this perverted gift. I was anxious to see how she was going to react.
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Grand Rapids
Mulder's room
9.30 am
I was sitting next to my window, waiting. I saw her heading to the door. 'That must be him', I told myself. And it was.
She was wearing one of her silk robes, this time pale pink, like the scarf. I could see she was wearing the scarf too. I noticed it around her neck. Scully wasn't looking good. She wasn't wearing any make up, her hair was messy and it seemed like she hasn't had a lot of sleep lately. All in all, she was looking terrible. She answered the door, accepted the box nad than closed and locked her door. She looked puzzled as she slowly walked to the bed and sat down placing the unopened box down next to her.
She was sitting there staring out the window lost in thought. She almost seemed like she was looking at me but I knew that was impossible. She didn't know I was here. She then looked down at the big red box. What was going on in her head now?
Shit! Typical! At a moment like this I have to pee. 'Don't open the box now Dana', I implored, 'wait a minute.'
When I came back I noticed that I had mail. I opened the mailbox.
From:
Madame_Spooky@yahoo.comTo:
Mr.Spooky@hotmail.comDD: don't do this to me
Mulder,
Don't do this to me!. What do you want me to do?. Open this shit box only to find more of my things in there? I told you more than once that you can have all those things. The only thing I want back is and will ever want is you.
I love you, Dana
She said she loved me, HUH! I could see that this was affecting her but I couldn't let this game slide out of my hands, not now. 'She's teasing me, like she always does. Not this time! Not this time Dana!'
From:
Mr.Spooky@hotmail.comTo:
Madame_Spooky@yahoo.comDD: I do it
Open the box, Scully. Every piece stands for something you need or don't need anymore.
Mulder
I wanted her to think about these little gifts and what they stood for. I saw her opening the box. The first item she saw was the handcuffs. She had a look on her face that expressed nothing. She slowly pulled out all the things and laid them on the bed, one after the other. She looked at them.
From:
Madame_Spooky@yahoo.comTo:
Mr.Spooky@hotmail.comDD: Tell me
What do you want to tell me with these things. Feel free to tell me. I haven't a clue at the moment.
ILY – Dana
Was she unnerved? Indeed she was and, in a way, angry. The pregnancy test would cause her most of the pain. It had been hard for both of us to find out that she'd not be able to have a baby naturally. And then ti find Emily, that lovely little girl who died too soon was the last straw. Scully was broken.
From:
Mr.Spooky@hotmail.comTo:
Madame_Spooky@yahoo.comDD: I will
It's easy Scully and you put them so nicely in a row on your bed.
The handcuffs … I always wanted to see you handcuffed in my bedroom, To be the one who pushed you over the edge, to feel you body spasm around me in ecstasy. But they also stand for the cage you've been in with me. Now you are free. The keys are also in the box. You are free to do whatever you want now.
I wanted to tease her and prolong the agony by just sending the description of the first item. I also wanted to let her know that I was watching her. She went to her window and looked out. She wasn't able to see me. She headed back to the bed.
From:
Madame_Spooky@yahoo.comTo:
Mr.Spooky@hotmail.comDD: n/c
I never felt like in a cage when you were around me Mulder. I felt like a woman. I always wanted to be cuffed to your bed, feeling your tongue lick my body and for you to make love to me until I wasn't able to think anymore.
Is it fun for you to watch me? I don't think it's fair but I won't do anything to stop you from doing it.
What's the big vibrator for? Does it stand for your erect cock Mulder?
It was turning me on seeing her using words like this. I looked out of the window again to watch what she would do next. She opened her rope slowly and let it glide down her shoulders and pool around her feet. Now she was only wearing silk pajamas. Now that she knew I was watching she seemed to come alive. Sensuously she slowly opened one botton and then another until the jacket was open and slipped softly down to the floor to rest on top of her robe. She was standing there just in silky trousers. Shit this turned me on, badly. My rock was alive again. This was better than any fantasy I had ever had.
From:
Mr.Spooky@hotmail.comTo:
Madame_Spooky@yahoo.comDD: Y …
Yes it does. But you'll never see it in person. You missed your chance unfortunately.
Live with it!It was a stupid reply and while I was writing it she took off her pajama bottoms and grabbed the corset. It fit her perfectly. It pushed her breasts out, lifted them higher and made them look bigger. God! She look fantastic! Better than could have ever imagined!
Her fingers were rubbing her nipples making them rock hard. I could see she was enjoying herself. My binoculars were becoming slippery as my hand started to sweat And it was becoming hard to hold them steady so that I could watch her My cock was rock hard She was driving me crazy. I wanted to cry out her name out loud.
From:
Madame_Spooky@yahoo.comTo:
Mr.Spooky@hotmail.comDD: No
I didn't miss yours. I have this big one here and together with the gel they will make me come hard like you would. I am small and tight inside so I know it would only take you two or three trusts to make me come.
The corset fits my breasts. But what does it stand for? Is it from one of your dreams? Mulder you could be honest with me but "De gustibus non est disputandem" [you can argue about tastes]. Mulder!
I think I should get this big vibrating thing into my wet pussy now Mulder, and I will close my eyes and think that it is you, fucking the brains out of me.
She laid down on the bed, like she said, and put some gel over the vibrator but not turning it on yet. Slowly she let it glide down to her wet center. In the beginning just the tip was allowed to get in contact with her hot and wet flesh. But slowly she let it glide into her, inch by inch. I saw it in her face, that it was really big for her and that not only passion was written on her face. One third of it was in her, when she turned it on. I could see her lower body softly shaking. She tried to take every trust. Her eyes were closed and she was breathing hard. I noticed that. I was a voyeur now. Bad Mulder, bad.
Slowly the vibrator, moved in and out, just this magical one third of it. Was she not able to take more or didn't she want to put it in all the way? She would be tight and tiny, I imagined that, but that tight?
And than she came, with one magical wave. She spasmed! I could see it clearly. I really would have done anything to be the vibrator, to be inside her. I wanted to hold her tight afterwards, to kiss her and cuddle till morning. But I could not let her win this game.
From:
Mr.Spooky@hotmail.comTo:
Madame_Spooky@yahoo.comDD: n/a
Did you come satisfactory? It looked like that to me. You came hard Dana. I liked it. So you liked this present didn't you?
From:
Madame_Spooky@yahoo.comTo:
Mr.Spooky@hotmail.comDD: No
NO! I didn't like it. I hate using a vibrator. Why haven't you told me that you want me? That I attract you? Using a vibrator is boring especially if it's the only climax you get for years on end. This was the reason I went out with Max. I was out with him just once, slept with him just once. I've waited for you for years and I just couldn't stand it any more. I needed release and Max was there. You weren't! But I couldn't do more to him, not even give him a blow job. I had saved all those things for you Fox, just for you.
I don't want to watch the video or know what you want to tell me with this pregnancy test.
My penis was now only semi-erect and I could stand, watching her like this for ages but my heart was broken and she knew that.
From:
Mr.Spooky@hotmail.comTo:
Madame_Spooky@yahoo.comDD: n/a
Just leave me alone.
From:
Madame_Spooky@yahoo.comTo:
Mr.Spooky@hotmail.comDD: Re: n/a
I will leave you as soon as my things are packed. Leave you forever. I will not look back.
"Nullum est iam dictum, quod non sit dictum prius"
[There is no word which hasn't been said before]
Dana
She closed the curtains and shut down her laptop.
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