DISCLAIMER: I DO NOT OWN ANYTHING RESCUE RELATED OR THE CHARACTERS, THEY ARE OWNED BY CHANNEL 9 AUSTRALIA

I need a rescue special ops beta reader, any help is appreciated I'm not very good at writing rescue special ops ones, can't really get the rescues down packed.

This is just a short chapter, wouldn't be able to get one out tonight or tomorrow, so though I'd give another one.. stay tuned

A/N: Italics are the persons thoughts.

Rescue Special Ops

CHAPTER THREE:

Jordan came running through the hospital, he finally saw Heidi lying in the floor, and he quickly dashed over to Heidi and bent down in front of her. He gently pulled her up and pulled her into his chest.

"Heidi?" Jordan softly spoke into her ear; she softly lifted her head up and met with his eyes, he gently stroked her hair out of face

"Can you take me home please" Heidi cried as she sat in Jordan's lap, Jordan gently lifted her up and placed her steadily on her feet "I want to be alone tonight"

"I'm not leaving you alone, especially after today" Jordan spoke as they walked to his car, he placed his arm around her back and pulled her in close to his face, he wiped away her tears. "Heidi, this is not your fault. Dean's just worried; he doesn't mean what his saying, his just concerned and feels helpless"

"No…No. His right, it is all my fault" Heidi spoke angered as she pulled away from Jordan, he sighed an unlocked his car. Heidi walked around to the passenger side. While he was driving, Heidi closed her eyes, she was back in the car again. She could see herself driving, she could see Chase watching her, trying to say he was sorry, Why didn't I accept his apology, I was too busy being selfish. The next moment she could hear screams, loud screams, then suddenly the road in front of her. Jordan shook her gently

"Heidi, it was just a bad flashback, it's okay" Jordan spoke as he bent down beside her, she saw her apartments in front of her. She carefully got out of the car "Come on, I'll take you inside, I'll make you something for dinner"

"I don't need you to protect me, I want to be alone. Please just leave" Heidi spoke viciously. Jordan gave her a kiss on her forehead, much to her disapproving. She slowly walked into her units, and slumped into her couch. I hate my life at the moment. I wish I never got in the car. It's my fault, everything's my fault. Heidi began to close her eyes, and within a few minutes she was asleep.

Dean was sitting on the chair in Chase's room "I'm supposed to be the older brother; I'm supposed to be protecting you and I can't do anything" As spoke his thoughts out loud, Lara walked into the room.

"Dean, you have protected Chase. There's nothing more you can do here, it's up to Chase now, and he'll wake when he feels safe" Lara spoke gently as she sat beside Dean and rubbed his back. "You should try and get some sleep, you haven't slept in a while, come back to mine" Lara smiled

"Alright, I won't be very good company though" Dean spoke getting up and giving his brother a quick rub and told him he'd be back tomorrow morning. Lara gently ushered him out, and to her car. She hoped into the driver's seat while Dean sat in the passenger seat.

"Heidi has taken this really bad, maybe you should tell her that you're sorry" Lara spoke carefully as she pulled out of the hospital

Dean glared at Lara "She should take it bad, she's the one who's injured Chase, do you guys even care about Chase? His in a coma, Heidi is fine, there's nothing wrong with her". Lara looked at Dean in disbelief; she drove to her house in silence. They pulled up at Lara's drive way and made their way into her house.

"Want some dinner?" Lara asked as Dean sat down on the couch

"No, think I might just get some sleep" Dean said as he lied down on the couch

"Take the spare bedroom" Lara smiled pointing in the direction of the room "You know where it is" She smirked

3 DAYS LATER

Jordan walked up the rescue stairs, as he tried to call Heidi for the 50th time, he had been calling her all night and hadn't been able to contact her, she hadn't shown up for work 2 days in a row. Jordan was worried sick about her.

Michelle walked out of her office with Vince and walked over to Jordan who was sitting at his desk with his head resting on the table. Vince gently tapped Jordan's back. "Jordan?"

Jordan sat up "Sorry, Vince. I've been up all night, trying to contact Heidi, I can't find her, I went to her apartment, and everything was dark, I couldn't see if she was home, knocked a few times. Then I tried the hospital, Dean was there.

Vince sighed and shook his head. They heard someone walk through the doors, jumping up to the stairs, Jordan saw Heidi start to walk up the stairs. "Heidi!" He shouted starting to walk down the stairs. Heidi looked up at Jordan; he could see dark circles under her eyes they were still filled with tears. Jordan waited for her as she slowly walked the last final steps up the top. Jordan grabbed Heidi and wrapped his arms around his waist; he slowly pulled her up to his waist, holding her tightly. Her head rested on his shoulder, as he walked her through the station Vince and Michelle watched as he led her to the change rooms.

"Hey, you look like you haven't slept. How many hours did you sleep last night?" Jordan asked as he brushed his fingers through her fiery red hair and sat down with Heidi sitting on his lap

"Only a few hours. I haven't been able to sleep since the crash" Heidi sobbed as she couldn't look into Jordan's eyes. He turned her face to face him and stared into her eyes. She got up and stood in front of Jordan, Dean walked in and headed straight for his locker, when his locker wouldn't open he continued to smash it open, slamming onto the locker, finally opening Dean got out his uniform and slammed his locker shut again. Dean getting frustrated further and further, he began to punch his locker, Jordan walk over to Dean and pulled him back as Vince and Michelle came rushing in to see what the problem was. Jordan was holding Dean back and he was having a go at the locker, he turned to Heidi who was standing beside Vince, "You shouldn't even be here; you don't deserve to be here" Dean scowled

"That's enough Dean. The accident was not Heidi's fault so stop blam-"Vince was saying before being cut off by Dean

"Who was driving the car when it crashed?" Dean asked viciously starring at Heidi

"Dean" Michelle budded in

"No, I've had enough of this crap. Chase was going to apologize to Heidi, and she gets him into a fatal accident. Everyone's stressing over Heidi, she's fine, and Chase is in a coma. I got told Heidi ran through the intersection, pulled up then accelerated" Dean glared as he pointed his finger around Heidi's face. Heidi broke down again and ran into the toilets, Jordan followed closely and Heidi slammed the door in his face

"Open up Heidi… come on Heidi" Jordan bashed on the door, shouting for her. Heidi sat against the wall and buried her head in her knees, as the tears rolled down her cheek. Minutes later she got up and walked out of the toilets and to her locker, pulled out the bottle of tablets and threw half into her mouth, she placed the bottle in her pocket before walking out to the computers, her computer was behind Dean's, he didn't even look at her this time. Heidi pulled up her seat and began to type on her computer.

A few hours later

Dean called up the hospital to make sure how Chase was doing, the nurse told him that Chase was getting better and that he should hopefully wake up within the next few days with that he was relieved. Jordan and Lara had gone out to get lunch, making Heidi be alone with Dean, although Vince and Michelle were there too; it felt like they were alone. Heidi felt like she had just been kicked in the stomach, her head was killing her. She started to get up; Dean quickly glared up and returned his focus to his computer screen. Everything started to become blurry, Heidi fell forward smashing her head on the table as she went down. Dean looked up to see Heidi on the ground "Heidi?" He asked shouting as he got up from his chair. "Vince!" Dean shouted, startling Vince who came running out of Michelle's office, Dean bent down beside Heidi. "Heidi, can you hear me? Open your eyes Heidi" Dean gently shook Heidi's shoulders, when she began to shake violently. Vince came to Heidi's side and helped Dean roll her, the bottle of tablets rolled out of Heidi's pocket. Dean quickly picked them up and studied the label

"What are they Dean?" Vince asked concerned as Michelle came running over

"The ambulance is on its way" Michelle said as she bent down to the ground, and started to rub Heidi's head

"There anti-depressants, they were issued a few days ago. She's overdosed…" Dean said as he looked up to Vince and Michelle….

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