Hospitals are so boring! and the wifi here is iffy so I've just been writing.

Believe Me

The last week could only be described as hectic for Hiyori, she was glad she could actually relax without thinking about how crazy everything had become, and she had no one to blame but herself. She sighed and sunk into her bath trying to figure out how she was going to handle everything. It wasn't like everything that changed, was for the worse, it was just that there was too many people in her business at one time.

She didn't care what Shinji had to say, it was his business too, if Lisa wouldn't of found them kissing a few days ago none of this would never happen. As much as Shinji preached on taking it slow, she still thought he was moving a little fast for her taste. She was glad he suggested they wait, because the littlest things already freaked her out. When he suggested they should start dating she was a bit taken back, sure he told her he loved her, and they were planning on getting intimate in the future, but she never thought of making a relationship out of it.

The first thing she noticed was the way he treated her changed, sure they fought as much as usual, but the rest of that time was spent in ways she never would have imagined. At first she was skeptical to the idea of spending at least an hour alone together every night. Though the nights were pretty uneventful, she defiantly noticed when his kisses went from being soft and sweet, to being almost rough and demanding. She always felt dizzy afterwards, and felt embarrassed that she had to take a minute to catch her breath.

It was in the middle of one of those make-out sessions that Lisa walked in, and then they had some explaining to do, and of course every person in the house found out. They were battered with questions and comments about its about time they got together. She was more pissed off to find out they were betting on if they got together or not, were their lives really that dull? Apparently they were because everyone in the house was betting on it, not to mention a couple people who didn't live with them. She reminded herself to punch Kisuke in the face the next time she saw him.

Then there was Lisa, she wouldn't drop the matter no how much she tried to avoid her. First she was pissed that she found out about her and Shinji's new relationship by walking in on them trying to suck each others faces off. She said a true friend would of invited her to watch, or at least told her about it instead of leaving her out in the cold. Lisa was one of her closest friends and she was someone she really trusted, so eventually she told her everything that was going on, and she was even less pleased with not knowing about the situation.

That's when her mind wandered to the last piece of advice Lisa gave her when she was practically scolding her. "You need to learn about your own body, before you let somebody else explore it." That thought made her sink even deeper into the water. She knew exactly what she was implying, but that was honestly a thought that never crossed her mind before. A body was something you washed, something you trained, and something you protected. What else was there to know about it?

Lisa explained how some parts were a lot more sensitive than others, and she was going to have a lot of reactions she's never experienced before. That was something she didn't think about, sure she know her first time was going to be something new, but she always assumed it was one thing rather than multiple things put together. She wasn't prepared for multiple things, wasn't it enough they had to see each other naked, and other embarrassing things. A whole bunch of weird things were gonna happen to her body on top of it.

At first she thought Lisa was trying to scare her out of doing it, but she found out the hard way last night. The first time Shinji kissed her somewhere besides her lips, it sent shivers through her whole body. It was during one of those embarrassing times when he had to stop kissing her so she could catch her breathe. Instead of waiting like he usually did he moved his lips down her collarbone making a sound escape her lips she didn't even know she could make.

She thought about the way he laughed when it happened, as if she wasn't embarrassed enough from it. "Stupid baldy… That's why I punched ya in the teeth." She growled again just thinking about it, she was so clueless when it came to this, and she would have felt dumb asking questions so she was going to try to figure it out herself. Just thinking about it made her blush, she felt like everyone would know what she's doing, was it normal to touch yourself? How else were you supposed to figure your own body out.

She hesitates and decided to start out slow, she brought her hands to her chest and gasped at how sensitive it was, she was always self conscious about the size of her breasts, they weren't huge like Lisa's or Mashiro's and she wasn't a freak of nature like that Orihime girl. She only wore around a C cup, and it made her wonder if girls with bigger ones were more sensitive than hers. After a while she figured out which things felt better and noticed her breathing was getting a bit heavy.

She was still nervous about her hands wandering lower, but if it felt too weird she could always stop. Right? She was stalling, her hands roamed over her stomach and grazed her thighs so she could build up the courage to touch the one place she worried most about. How was she going to be comfortable with Shinji touching her like this if she couldn't do it herself? *It's now or never* she thought finally sinking her hand a bit lower.

A knock at a door almost made her jump out of her skin, "Oi, Hiyori. Ya still mad at me or what?" She sighed and sunk back into the water, so much for that. Who knew when she would ever bring herself to try something like that. She wasn't mad at him earlier, but now she was. She already planned on skipping their time together tonight, one because of her nosy house mates, two because she just wanted some time alone. But of course that was out of the question now.

The way I'm updating I'm going to be done with this story in like a week, shesh. Maybe I should work on the other ones. This chapter made Hiyori seem a little Occ, but any girl would be self conscious about something like this. -Chesxca