never again

dont own anything again. changed the song for chapter 2 didn't think disturbia matched

BPOV

I had fell asleep on the train. The old man across the aile from me woke me up when we hit Cillingham Alaska. That was as far as that train would go. I had to switch trains to get to Bethel Alaska. I was looking through my bag for money to pay for the new train ticket. When my hand hit something I pulled it out and realized it was Jake's cellphone. I didn't remember taking it so I just through it back in my bag and payed.

I hope the ring you gave to her turns her finger green. I hope when your in bed with her you think of me. I would never wish bad things but I don't wish you well could you tell by the flames the burned your words. I never read your letter becouse I new what it said give me that Sunday school answer try to make it all okay

Once I got on the train again I took the phone out there was a piece of paper folded and stuck in the flip phone. On the front It read Bells. I opened the note confused and read.

Bells

I'm sorry it had to end, but I couldn't pretend anymore. Two months is enough.You and the baby don't decerve this kind of life. I hate that I'm going to lose you and never see my daughter but I Love you bells. I hope that one day we can be friends again...

That was as far as I got before I ripped the note up. He was such a liar if I hadn't seen the pity look he gave me at the the line I might have believed this bullspit letter. I took the phone and got the sim card out of the back and stepped on it a few times. Then I chucked the phone under my seat. I looked around to see if anyone saw. No one seemed to be looking. Suddenly the anger in me disappeared and was replaced with saddness and I broke down crying.

Does it hurt to know I'll never be there Bet it sucks tosee my face everywhere It ws you who chose to end it like you did. I was the last to know you knew exactly what you would do don't say you simply lost your way. She may believe you but I never will. Never again

I cryed till I got Bethel Alaska. I cleaned my face off in the train station bathroom. When I looked at my new town when I got out I really realized how small it was. I walked to the nearest store which happened to be a general store. I looked around and bought some candy and a cheap paper back book. I finally got to the counter and got direction from a nice red headed women. I was walking down the street reading the directions the red head had given me. When I ran into something rock hard dropping all my stuff. "OO I'm sorry" I mumbled. Trying to pick my stuff up. "No It's my fault"said the stranger ,helping me pick my things up that all seemed to fall out when my bag fell. Thats when I saw the hands helping me, snow white. No, I told myself and looked up to see a pair of golden eyes looking at me. I gasped "Bella" they said in a shocked tone. That was the last I heard before everything went black.

If she really knows the truth she deserves You A trophy wife oh how cute Igvorance is bliss but when your day comes and he's through with you and he'll be through with you. You'll die together but alone. You wrote me in a letter you couldn't say it right to my face well , give that sunday school answer repend yourself away...