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Chapter 3

Sitting in the back of B's rusted red commodore I couldn't help but regret the decision I had made. I mean I was all for making new friends but as I watched Seth and B stare at each other I couldn't help but think I was on my own tonight. Even while he was driving Seth still managed to keep an eye on her. He stared at her like she was the only thing that mattered, that if it ever came down to it he would die trying to make her happy. That look scared me; it was how my dad used to look at my mum before the accident, with pure adoration and love. B explained that a lot of people came to Em's for dinner apparently there was going to be at least ten people over for dinner not including me. I didn't do well in crowds I got nervous, shy and would clam up and say nothing, I was especially nervous around guys, apart from my family I never really had any guy friends, I always found it awkward and never knew what to say or talk about.

"Miki…Miki… MIKI!" I was startles out of my thoughts by B "Jesus no need to yell my ear is like thirty centimetres from your mouth, I think I am deaf in my left ear now." B childishly poked her tongue out at me as I finally took in my surroundings. We were currently parked outside of a cute brick cottage. Getting out of the car Seth lead us up to the front door, just as he was about to knock, he turned around and stared straight at me. "I am just warning you that Em has some umm, scaring that was caused by a bear attack, Sam is quiet sensitive about it so please don't stare or bring it up." I wanted to glare and yell at him for even thinking that I would be insensitive and stupid enough to ask questions about scarring on someone's body and if it's bad enough to warn me, then why in the world would I bring it up? Instead I gritted my teeth and nodded my head to show him I understood. Upon seeing this he turned and swung the door open.

Seth and B walked right in to the small cottage like they lived there, I followed more slowly, and upon entering you couldn't help but feel at home in the cottage. A man larger than Seth walked in with his arm around a petit woman with long flowing black hair and brown skin, one side of her face was scared but it didn't take away from the beauty that obviously surrounded the woman. "Miki, this is Sam and Emily. Em, Sam this is Miki." "Hello Miki, welcome I hope you like lasagne, if you don't I could whip up something else for you." Emily said with such warmth that all I could do was smile and say a shy "Hi it's nice to meet you, thankyou so much for having me."

"It's our pleasure." The door from the other end of the house, which must have been the back door, made a crashing sound, like someone had slammed it. Everyone turned their heads to the direction of the sound. Seconds later a boy walked into the room, he was looking at Sam and radiated an aura that said he was pissed. He had bronzed skin, with short messy black hair, muscles that could make a girl faint at the sight of him. He was taller than Seth but not as tall as Sam. He had a straight noise and plush lips that had me dieing to kiss them. My inspection of this divine creature took less than a second and in that time he noticed my presence and moved his dark chocolate eyes to mine. As I stared into his melting chocolate pools of eyes I felt a connection to him, like I was somehow chained to him.

Suddenly he had disappeared and there was an almighty crash. Looking towards the ground I saw him lying flat on his face, he had tripped over thin air. It took all of my self control to keep myself from going into fits of laughter. He was looking up at me franticly, "Are you ok? I didn't hurt you, did I? I am so sorry!" was all he kept saying over and over again while franticly inspecting my body for damage. That's all it took for me to loose my control, I was in stitches of laughter and could soon hear everyone else's laughter as well. I could hardly breathe I was laughing so hard, tears were streaming down my face. His face suddenly changed from concern to that of someone who looked ready to kill, this sobered me up very quickly. "Sorry, it's just you're the one who fell over and your asking me if I am ok?" He just glared at me, got up and out of the room faster than any normal person could have. When he left the room I suddenly felt empty and unwell.

I turned around to see Seth dancing around singing "Another one bites the dust." B noticed my attention was diverted to Seth and swiftly hit his arm to get his attention. "So Miki that was Paul." I thought I heard Seth also say under his breath "your soul mate." But I must have just been hearing things again.

The rest of the night followed with little excitement, everyone acted like a big happy family, I met Embry, Quil, Claire, Jared, Kim and a whole lot of other guys. The thing that struck me the most was the way the boys looked at the girls, like they were the single most important thing to them in the world, no they looked to them as if they were their world. Everyone was really nice and welcoming, the only strange part of the evening besides from Paul's abrupt entrance and exit, the boys eating habits that resembled that of a pig, was the strange looks I kept getting when they thought I wasn't paying attention. It was like they were trying to figure me out. Maybe I was paranoid or maybe it was just because I was a new shinny toy to discover. I didn't like being stared at and I didn't like how Paul's departure made me feel.

I didn't even know the dude but somehow it felt like I was chained to him. And that scared me, I didn't like being forced to do or feel anything and this guy that I didn't even know was making me feel trapped and if it was one thing I didn't do well was trapped.

I tried to ignore it for as long as possible but when everyone sat down after dinner and started playing the Wii, the feelings that Paul imposed on me started to encompass me, along with all those memories I tried to bury. The memories crashed over me wave after wave, it was flashes that was it, seatbelts, screaming, fire and laughter, but not the nice kind, this was the laughter of a man enjoying his work, the laughter of a man who just inflicted the worst kind of torture on someone, and enjoyed it. The burning sensation began in my eyes, I had to escape this house, now.

"I really need to be leaving, my dad wants me home soon, thankyou so much for having me for dinner Emily, it was lovely." My voice sounded flat but I didn't think Emily noticed, she just smiled and nodded her head. "Bye everyone." I called over my shoulder as I began to sprint home. B was too wrapped up in Seth to notice that I would need a ride if I was going home, seeing as I came with her, but I didn't mind the walk it would allow me to breakdown without anyone noticing.

The entire walk home I saw flashes, blood, tears, smiles, laughter. It was all getting to be too much; sprinting home didn't get me there fast enough. Bursting through the door looking a mess, my dad looked up, asked no questions just gave me a comforting hug. That was the night I decided that I couldn't do this anymore.

Ok so thats it for now. I most probably wont update for a couple of weeks I have exams coming up and I need to study, study, study. Ok so tell me what you think I promise that there will be some Paul and Miki action coming up. I dont have a plan at all for this story so if it starts jumping around to much or you have any suggestions for where it should be heading just let me know!

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