So I honestly didn't think that anyone paid attention to what I write here, but apparently some of you do. Jessie asked me for some of my songs and well, I didn't really understand what that meant, but I'm just going to put names of songs I like from time to time [Jessie, please let me know if that's what you mean]...Right now I'm listening to 'Arctic Monkeys', there's this song they have 'Choo Choo'... I know, the name sounds stupid, but I like that song so much, the beginning is just so cool! The bass sounds just great in that song, I love trying to hear the different rhythms of the instruments.

Enjoy and review.

THANKS SO MUCH FOR READING!

Ceci: if you are reading, please review so at least I know you are reading the story. No problem if you don't like it, seriously, I'll just make another story for you ;)

I felt I would faint but for some reason I didn't. I thought I would die of fear in that very same moment and wondered if death actually worked that way of if I as already dead. I wanted to ask her but I could said nothing at all, my throat and mouth were dry and my lungs seemed to have no air left. I unconsciously leaned against the wall and put a hand over my chest, as if I could protect my heart, as if I could stay alive just by doing that. I looked around me, praying that someone would finally notice me, but nobody did.

"You'll be alright after I explain what's happening" she said.

"I'm dead!" I almost chocked.

"No, you are not dead. You are in a coma"

"So I'm dying?"

"Everybody's dying, even the smallest baby"

"Are you here to take me to... Heaven or whatever?"

"I'm here to show you the future based on the power of your hate and anger"

First I had no idea what she was talking about, then I remembered all about Cecilia and Harry, and anger replaced the fear I was feeling. I thought I would burst out into tears... Again. I've always shown everyone that I don't care that much about love or that I wasn't romantic at all, though Cecilia had been my girlfriend for over two years, but the truth was that I was deeply in love with her and I cared a lot about our relationship, even if sometimes I behaved a bit stupid. I'd always treated her properly, I called her when I said I would and took her out to dinner every week... And she paid me by screwing with my bestfriend. I gave a damn if the two f them had been drunk, it wasn't an excuse. I would never forgive him or her, I hated them, I didn't want to see or listen to them ever again. In my mind, they were dead.

"So I'm not dead?" I said.

"Not yet"

I felt something weird in my chest and knew I was afraid. I was feeling really miserable but did I want to die? I certainly didn't want to talk to either Harry or Cecilia, and part of that meant no more McFLY; if Harry didn't leave the band, I would. If neither of us did it, things would get awkward anyway, I would ignore him or fight with him and the band would turn into crap little by little.

"I'll show you wht happens to the people you love" she said and started walking towards the room in which I'd woken up. I followed her nervously, not knowing what to expect.

"What if I don't want to see the future?"

She turned to me with a bored face as she kept walking "I'll kill you. Now"

"Alright, no need to be such a bitch. Can you tell me if Bolton wins anything in anytime soon?"

"No"

"What's your name?"

"I don't have a name, I'm a Grim Reaper"

"Can I call you Grimmy?"

"No"

"If Brad Pitt was Joe Black, can I call you Joanna? Joanna Black, it sounds cool"

"No"

"I'm going to call you like that anyway... Do Grim Reapers have sense of humour?"

"We are all diferent"

"So it's just you, huh? I got the boring one, great"

"Here we are" she stopped in front of my room and turned to me "Welcome to your future"

I took a step inside to take a better view to whatever was going on inside. A second me was laying in the same hospital bed in which I'd woken up, he was very pale and seemed very miserable. Did I look like that right now? Tom was next to me with a tired face and a coffee in his hands. I'd found out Tom had known about Harry and Cecilia's night together and he hadn't said a word about it to me, and I was so mad at him for that, but then I just figured out it wasn't his responsability to tell me, I thought I really shouldn't get angry at him, it wasn't his fault. My good friend Tom would always be by my side.

"Your mother is on her way to the hospital" he said, but Danny, the second Danny, didn't answer, I just kept staring out the window "The doctors say you can leave in a couple of days and our manager has already rearranged our interviews, but you don't have to go if you don't want to, though the fans are quite worried about you, they will like to see you"

Tom waited but Danny didn't even look at him.

"Say something" I said impatiently.

"Danny, say something, please" Tom said and ran his fingers through his hair impatiently "You haven't talked since you woke up, I'm worried, dude"

"McFLY's over" Danny said with a deep, emotionless voice. Tom stood still for a moment and opened his mouth several times to talk but manages to said nothing at all "I don't ever want to see Harry again"

"Do you see that expression in Tom's face?" Joanna said, which made me jumped, I'd forgotten about her "That's guilt. He feels guilty because he didn't tell you about Harry and your girlfriend. Guilt is a very powerful and destructive feeling"

"Danny don't do this, please. Things will get better-"

"It's over!" he shouted, causing Tom and me to jump, surprised. Tom's coffee fell over his lap and he stood up fastly. He looked at Danny and hesitated.

"I'll be back in a minute" he said.

Tom left and Danny turned towards the window again. I got a bit closer to myself, looking at my scars.

"Look what she's done to us" I whispered.

"Danny?" a soft voice said from behind me. The two of us turned immediately, recognizing that voice. Cecilia was looking extremely exhausted, big violet marks under her eyes, which were red for crying. I hated to see her cry but I was too angry to feel pitty.

"Whar are you doing here?" I said angrily, forgetting that no one could hear me.

"How even dare you showing your face here?" the other me said.

"I came to see how you were doing" she said softly.

"First of all, I wouldn't be here if it wasn't for you, this is your fault. And secondly, I don't want to ee you... Never again"

"Danny, please, just let me explain what happened"

"You slept with my bestfriend, you cheated on me from the very start of our relationship, what else do you have to say?"

"It was a mistake, Danny! I love you!"

"Oh, please, don't say that! Baby, we'll get through this"

"There's no we, you are on your own now. Leave, Cecilia, you are no one to me anymore"

She turned and ran away. I watched her running down the hallway until she bumped into Tom. He hugged her tightly and caressed her hair.

"He hates me, Tom, and he will forever" she said as she cried in his arms.

"Oh, Ceci... He's just angry"

"No, we are over, I know it! Oh, Tom, I love him, what am I going to do?"

I turned around and almost bumped into Joanna. Her face was still emotionless while mine was miserable. Her deep dark eyes seemed to be hypnotizing but they had no effect on my troubled mind.

"Take me away from here" I said "I don't want to see this anymore"