Rating: M (Swearing, smut, suggested violence and abuse)
Family isn't always defined by blood and the strongest of ties can come from the most unexpected places. But could you risk losing that family when the love changes? What do you do when you find your soulmate at the age of sixteen? What if that soulmate is only nine? Sometimes all you can do…is take your time. Eric/OC AU No War, No Divergents
A/N: This entire thing was literally written in a fever delirium and on strong cold meds. Apparently my smut levels rise when I am delirious.
Shoutout to DamnYouKylie - thanks for sticking with me during my fever delirium and silliness and then after when I came out of it and read the monster I created. I am still trying not to let my head explode at it.
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*Anything in italicis either a flashback or internal thought/conversation
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Eric
Eric led her to his bedroom. Back in the bar it was a little easier to play into the role and desire. Here where they had spent so much time together before but never like they were about to, it made reality set in.
It should have made him pause or reconsider. He was too far gone in need for her to do any of that.
She walked to stand beside his king size bed while he closed the bedroom door behind them. She was looking around when he flicked the bedside table light on.
She has seen his bedroom a million times before tonight. Had insisted she clean it when she was still doing that to balance out when he was still buying food for them. Later on she had even slept in his bed. When Henley or Deacon had been working and Lacey along with Wade had come over for dinner or stayed late, he always gave her the bed while he and Wade would take the couches.
That seemed like a lifetime ago now. The day Lacey had her choosing and Eric realized his feelings and desire, that had changed. He even went so far as to get into a relationship, hoping it would stop the longing he felt he had no place feeling.
It hadn't worked even though he tried for almost a year. He had ended it when it became apparent he was apathetic to it at best. Ashley was just a filler for his bed to keep temptations of someone else being there out. The idea of her living with him had been a weak and horrible one. He hadn't tried anything with anyone else since.
Lacey stood still as a statue. Not moving an inch. He moved over to her and reached out to cup the side of her face. His eyes crinkled with worry.
"You can stop this at anytime. No judgments, pressure or anger."
She didn't verbally answer. Just gave a little shake of her head then reached out to unclasp the cloak that was secured at her throat, letting the red silk flutter to the ground.
She took a deep breath and looked him in the eyes. "I have only one request, Eric. You can do whatever you want to me in any way you want to. But the mask stays on and this will only be a one night thing, no questions asked."
At first Eric couldn't reply. Logically he knew that was the only way this was going to work. To keep the appearance he didn't know who she is, so that in the morning they can go back to how things have always been. He hated it though and was seconds from saying fuck it, then telling her he wanted her to take all the ridiculous shit off. But that would end things right here.
He had been quiet for so long and his jaw clenched so hard, he could tell she was thinking about walking away altogether. So he let out a slow breath and nodded.
"Ok, Red. I can take that deal. We will just make the most of our time then. And trust me baby, I plan to take full advantage of your offer." Eric growled out.
She let out a relieved breath and smiled shyly. He could tell she was searching her mind for what to do or say next so he took over.
Eric pulled her to him by her waist then ran a hand up her side until he barely skimmed over the edge of her breast. He continued on as her eyes fluttered close and her mouth parted slightly. His fingers lightly skimmed along the exposed flesh of her neckline then gently up the side of her neck. When he reached where her skull meets the sloping neck he gripped her and tugged her forward.
He gave no warning as he crashed his mouth to hers, swallowing the surprised moan she started to let loose. His moan joined hers from the second her lips touched his.
She tasted of the spiced apples from the brew they had both been drinking. She also had a deeper more intoxicating taste that Eric knew no one could or would ever live up to now. He slid his tongue along her lips, testing and teasing them open. She willingly accepted him in and moved her tongue against his. For minutes he stayed like that. Just kissing her slowly and savoring their first kiss.
Then the passion started to rage while her hands moved over his chest, pushing his vest away and trying to get his shirt off too. He growled and grabbed her hands, taking them behind her back and holding them there tightly. His kiss changed and he began to claim it like he was about to claim the rest of her body. Deeply and devouring her hungrily.
Lacey was writhing in his grasp as she tried to get closer to him. Rubbing her chest against his in a wanton fashion. He could feel the hard nubs of her nipples through all the fabric separating them. All while her moans and whimpers were nothing but sweet innocence.
His cock was straining so hard against the fabric of his jeans he thought the material might pop free. He needed more but wasn't ready to get to the main part just yet. He hadn't been lying about making the most of the time they had together.
He broke away from the kiss, slightly dazed and almost drunk on her and desire. He was the first to be able to open his eyes and saw hers still fluttering. Like she was having trouble just getting her body to respond to the simplest of commands.
It filled him with pride that he could elicit that from her. Her body responded to his every touch as he teased her with his lips along her neck and the tops of the swells of her breasts. He lost control though when the tops of her fleshy mounds came against his tongue. With a growl he let go of the hands he still had gripped behind her back and reached forward to cup her through the fabric a little more roughly than he should have.
Her head dropped back and she let out a throaty moan though.
Eric hummed with approval as he kneaded them. "Fuck, I need you undressed now." He said more to himself than meaning to speak out loud.
He didn't really talk during sex. Other than to say things like 'Yeah, suck it' or 'take it.' He usually did most of the talking in his head. Mainly because over the last four years the real shit occurred there. All staring Lace and his fantasies of her. The last two years he hadn't even tried to be with someone physically for those fantasies. He just handled it all on his own. Sometimes several times in a row or a day. It still was never enough and it made him wonder if that was how tonight was going to be. Something told him it would and that when the morning came it would just make not having her even worse.
Instead of contemplating that thought any more and what this might do to them both after, he went to getting her out of her clothes. He dropped down to a crouch as he let his hands run down her body. Kissing the exposed areas on the way down.
He let his hands run over her the backs of her legs until he got to her ankles. With gentle positioning and directing he was able to work her boots off. He also couldn't resist rolling those black thigh highs off her while kissing, licking and sucking along the way.
He knew the first thing he was going to do when he finally got her undressed. It had been one of his favorite fantasies and was something he wanted the memory of for after they parted.
Her body was trembling and he was avoiding the areas he knew she was craving he touch the most. He chuckled when she mewled after he once against teased by kissing along the inner thighs before he stood up again.
"Patience baby. Your body is mine to do whatever I want with it, remember?" He cooed to her as he reached down to undo the zipper of the skirt.
"Eric." She whispered out in a plea but he ignored it and continued on. He wouldn't be rushed, not with her on this.
The thought that this had a time limit...a finality to it...was already starting to make his heart ache and they hadn't even started yet.
"Mine" He rumbled lowly as he shoved her skirt down before jerking her closer to him. His eyes blazing with the absolute need for her to understand and know that he meant it. "Understand?"
Her gasp tried to mask the small sob she had, her eyes glazed but he saw the start of her tears that she blinked back quickly. She nodded with her eyes closed. "Yes Eric."
"Yes Eric what?" He demanded of her, his nails digging into the flesh just at the edge of her panties he hadn't bothered to look at just yet.
"Yes Eric, I am yours." She husked out with her chest heaving.
"Good girl." He replied just before he crushed his mouth to hers while moving his hands to the back and expertly flicking apart the little clasps that held her corset together. He didn't break the kiss as he moved the top away from her body and let it drop. He kept mouth fucking her as he moved his hands to search for a bra that wasn't there. With a groan he pulled away and finally moved to step back and take her all in.
He started with her legs, one of his favorite features, and worked his way up. His guttural groan turned to a straight out growl when he finally got to her breasts.
"Are you fucking kidding me with that shit, Red?" He hungrily growled out in surprise.
It was all at once a cock hardening surprise but also almost enraging one. Seeing a side to herself she kept hidden was amazing. Knowing to get what she had done meant someone else touching her had him plotting to kill the bastard he knew was the only one able to do it.
Lacey had pierced nipples. Her perfect just over a handful of round, pert breasts with the pink pearl sized nipples; had perfect little barbell piercings running through them.
She blushed such a beautiful shade of red, all the way down to the start of her red thong underwear but smiled coyly as well. She bit her lip and let her hands skim up to cup her breasts and then with just a small hesitation she moved to tweak her nipples. "Do you like?"
He tone was brazen and uncertain all at once. He would be blind to not have noticed how innocent it showed she really is. If he didn't already know that is.
Eric shook his head, his eyes wide with desire pouring out and his body visibly vibrating. "Oh, little red. I don't just like…" He stepped forward and moved her hands out of the way while he kept her eyes locked with his. He took over what she was doing but was much more experienced in the way he tweaked them. "I fucking love."
And not just the piercings. Maybe that came through for her. Maybe she was already so far on the precipice. Because with that small gesture she gave out a gasp, threw her head back and keened out an orgasm. Her body shaking and trembling so much she clutched to him just as he reached for her to hold her up.
He watched her face in wonder as he saw for the first time her coming undone for him. It was like watching the beauty of a storm. Violent but awe inspiring. Then came her smile that was like the rainbow at the end of it all.
She opened her eyes and looked back to him. Her bottom lip sucked in between her teeth as she looked at him shyly.
Eric smiled wickedly at her thinking that this was just the start but also to mask the emotions he was sure he was showing. "That is just the beginning, baby." He whispered seductively.
She shivered and moaned a little. He walked them backwards until her ass hit the back of the bed. "I want you to take that thong off for me, nice and slow." He commanded her and stepped back a few paces.
She didn't hesitate to follow his order and started to roll the thong down. She even looked at him with a glint in her eyes before turning and presenting her ass to him while rolling it past her almost bubble like butt. It was perfectly formed and toned but was still just made to be a good handful.
"Fuck yeah baby." He groaned out. "You wanna be a dirty girl for me? Spread your legs and bend over as you take them off the rest of the way."
Eric knew he was being a filthy motherfucker with her. Part of him was shouting at him that he needed to be sweeter. But like he said in the bar, that just wasn't him. Especially with her in this respect. She unlocked something deep and primal within him. Something that needed him to protect, claim and possess her in all of the ways possible. Even the most base ones.
She turned pink as she looked over her shoulder at him but she did as he asked. Even going so far as to wiggle her ass a little bit. "Like that, Eric?" She asked as she had stepped out of the thong but kept bent over and grabbing her ankles.
Her question was just that. An innocent question, sincerely wanting to know if she was doing the right thing.
"Oh yeah, baby." Eric drawled silkily out as he eyed her hungrily. "Stay just like that." He changed his tone to a command as he kicked off his shoes then began to strip.
The position was perfect for so many things but he still had the plan in mind. So he squeezed his dick to relieve some of the pressure that was building up. He wanted so badly to go run his hands over the globes of her ass and his fingers through the wetness he saw building up there. But he couldn't just yet or the little control he had would snap.
"Turn around and sit on the bed, baby." He demanded of her in a pure gravel voice. Roughened by the raging lust in him.
She turned to comply and as she sat she got her first glimpse of him. He was stark naked with his cock in his hand. It was already fairly large but seemed to have swelled angrily when it was awakened tonight. Like it sensed the target and object of Eric's only desire was finally in range. It was twitching without even any effort from him. Letting Eric know it wanted to be in charge and what it wanted.
The fucker could wait though. Eric planned on loading up on all kinds of sensory and images for the cold nights alone he knew were ahead of him.
Her breathing was ragged and eyes wide while she licked her lips. Her eyes glued to the motions of his hand as he ran his thumb over the tip to spread the weeping already occurring. He gave her a bit of a show as he pumped himself slowly a few times and chuckled when she groaned a little. It came out soft and whimpered.
"Do you like what you see?" Eric asked with a cocked eyebrow and a cocky tone.
Lacey was so hypnotized she didn't even look away as she nodded numbly. "Yes." She whispered out finally.
"Good. Because we are going to put on a little show for each other. I want you to touch yourself, baby. I want to watch as you pet and stroke yourself until you come for me."
Now her eyes did move from his hand working himself over up to his eyes. She had a slight frown and confusion in her eyes. "Touch myself?"
He knew she was innocent and there was no way of getting around that he knew it. Not like her being a virgin was something that could be ignored. So better to get this out of the way now.
"I know you aren't experienced but you have touched yourself before, right?" He asked, pausing his ministrations to himself.
Lacey blushed and sucked her lower lip in before she blew out a slight huff and nodded. "Yeah, I have done plenty of that." She muttered in a loaded tone.
He wondered if that was because of him. If she touched herself as much as he did, with him on her mind like she was always on his.
"Are you thinking about someone when you touch yourself?" He asked before he could stop himself.
She turned even more red as she stilled and looked him in the eyes. He could tell she was debating answering at all. Finally she let out a slow breath. "Yes."
He was about to demand who but he couldn't go there. The thought of there being anyone else on her mind put the next words in his mouth. "Well, you are going to touch yourself for me, show yourself to me and from now on you will only think of me when you touch yourself." He demanded roughly.
Her eyes flared with something, desire and amusement but her words were purred out. "Only you, Eric." She agreed.
Like a goddamn peacock preening and he was some fifteen year old boy; his chest puffed out and he smiled at her smugly. "Spread your legs and show me what's mine, Red."
She complied but slowly. Running her hands over her legs starting from her knees up to the apex of her thighs. She wasn't bare like most women are and he loved it. He loved that she had a neatly trimmed patch of hair just over her slit. It let him know she was a woman. That along with the glistening slickness that he saw when she ever so slowly and shyly ran a finger through her folds.
His hand moved back to his cock and slowly moved along it, the tip weeping even more.
"That's all for me, isn't it?" Eric growls out but already knows the answer. Like he would accept any other reply than 'yes, all for you.'
Which is exactly what she gives him with a moan. "Show me what you do to yourself when you think of me."
And she does. Lacey loses herself in her past fantasies while taking in the sight of him putting on a show for her. They alternate between going slow and frantic in their motions. Neither wanting to really have it come to an end. Maybe she has the same goal in mind that he had when he started this. Something to take away and use in the time to come when all they have is what pleasure they can give themselves.
When they can't hold out from their climaxes any longer she locks eyes with him. Her body is already gathering a slicking of sweat and trembling from the effort of holding it in. "Eric please." She begs him in a pained whimper and it fuels his lust even more.
The sound of her begging him does it. "Come now." He barks out harshly.
She responds instantly and with a few taps of her finger on her dime sized engorged clit, she completely unravels him. Her mouth drops into a perfect 'o' just before she tosses her head back and cries out. "Of fuck, Eric!"
"That's right...come for me baby." Eric husks out and watches her raptly. This one even more beautiful to him and even more violent. She practically gushed for him.
He holds off his own until he knows she is looking back at him. Her eyes hooded but a still hungry gleam in them. "Come for me, Eric." She purrs out breathlessly after she licks her lips.
Eric needs no other invitation as he throws his head back and roars out the release so long denied. He doesn't even care about the mess he is sending to the floor as he does so.
Her moan makes him come even harder and longer. His body hunched over and gritting his teeth as he convulses with the force of his release.
"Holy shit." He gets out finally in a pant when he finishes. He gives a huffed chuckle and looks back to her. "That was fuckin hot."
It exceeded anything he could have ever imagined himself. Lacey followed every single one of his commands as if she had been doing just that for years. She opened herself completely to him showing vulnerability and sensuality in ways he never knew existed. She had even given him a few commands of her own or asked him if he would like her to do certain things. Like taking her nipple in her own mouth. Her breasts were just big enough that she could do that.
Even with all of that she smiled at him with the shyness and blush. "Yeah it was." She agreed then looked at the mess he had made. She laughed a little. "Oops. Kind of made a big mess there."
Eric shrugged and smirked at her. "I don't fucking care, baby. In fact I am sure we are going to make an even bigger mess of each other real soon."
Her eyes flashed confusion and he chuckled deeply. "Oh you'll see and I am going to love showing you."
She bit her lip and nodded. "I ummm….Eric...I brought something." She said and pointed to the floor where her corset top lay in a careless heap. Beside it was a foil wrapped item.
Eric looked down to it then bent to scoop it. He held it up and smiled widely. "Well you came sort of prepared. It's sweet that you think this would be enough though."
Her eyes widened and she tilted her head. "It isn't."
Eric scoffed and shook his head. "Fuck no. One is bullshit for little boys. Don't worry, I got us covered."
He didn't know if it was something he said but a shadow crossed over her eyes at his words. "Yeah, I guess you would." There was a tint of insecurity there but also jealousy which she tried to shake away.
Eric moved over to her and stood at the edge of the bed. It was a king size bed that was raised slightly higher than normal. He took her chin in his hand and lifted her head to look at him. "What did you mean by that, baby?"
She tried to shrug off the question. "Just that you are more experienced, right?"
Eric took a breath and nodded. "I'm not going to lie and say that I haven't had a few women in my time. Would you understand what I mean when I say that I am not one of those guys that is in it for the quantity? That saying quality over quantity."
She gives a small sigh and nods. "Yeah, I get it."
Eric shakes his head looking at her seriously. "No baby, I don't think you do. If you did then you would know that real quality doesn't come from being with just anyone. And I don't go around just fucking anyone." He paused and debated revealing the next part. He wanted her to know that while he might not be the most romantic or sweet of men...this and them, her first time...was special. "In fact I haven't been with anyone in almost two years."
He says in a slight rush. She gives a slight start and her eyes narrow, searching his for the truth. She must see the absolute honesty in his intense blue stare because her eyes soften and she leans into the hand that moved to cup the side of her face. Her eyes flutter closed with a sigh.
Lacey opened her eyes and reached out to bring her hands to gently rest against his chest. He let his hand fall as he also let her start her exploring. He closed his eyes at the sensation of her hands on him finally.
He had imagined this for so long. Her hands always one of his focuses of his erotic thoughts. They were long to match her height but delicate in shape. Slender fingers and a small wrist that made him think one squeeze and he could snap it. He also knew that it was deceptive in how delicate they looked. He knew she trained in fighting and had strength in even her fingers to be able to keep up with the levels he demanded.
She was an assistant to the leaders but because he always seemed to be able to work it out, she was almost always working with him. He even had a desk put in his office just so he could keep her close. He spent hours looking at her across the room, her hands flying across the keyboard, and imagining them moving over him in just the way they began to now.
When she started to explore lower, his semi-hard dick flared to full staff and groaned as he grabbed her hands. "Not yet but we will get there."
Her eyes flashed with impatience and he knew she was seconds from giving him the lip that Lacey was famous for. It was pretty much a given that she was the only one he tolerated it from. She must have realized what she was about to do and what it would give away, because she bit her bottom lip to stop herself.
He smirked at that and reached out to stroke her cheek with a finger. "Good girl." He teased her in a husky purr. "Now, let's see how good my girl can be and get up on the bed. Right in the middle and lay back."
Once again she followed his commands with no resistance. She was even eager about it. She lay back against his black bedding, making her skin glow even more. She was still wearing the wig and mask and once again he wished he could just rip it all away.
Rip all the fucking walls and barriers they had between them.
If only it were that simple.
He reached into the bedside table and took out a handful of condoms, a small bottle of lube and then moved to his dresser where he reached in and grabbed two of his black belts. Her eyes got wide and there was a tiny bit of fear in them. He set everything up and then crawled on the bed next to her. He laid out beside her and placed a hand on her stomach.
"Do you trust me?" He asked seriously and softly.
"Yes." She said without hesitation and with such certainty that it flooded his heart with the love he already felt. "I just….I'm not sure what to do…" She trailed off and the insecurity was back in her voice.
"Just follow my lead but anything you feel uncomfortable with or don't want to do, you tell me. Tell me to stop or no and I will listen. There is no pleasure in this for me if you aren't enjoying it. Do you understand?"
"Ok." She said in a small voice.
"I'm sorry, what?" Eric didn't quite bark it out. It was exactly something he would say as the leader he is and someone didn't do or say something exactly as he wanted. With her it was more of a purred command for her to try again.
"Yes Eric, I understand." She said with lowered lashes and her tone more confident.
It was the confidence he had really been looking for. He didn't want her to be afraid or insecure. He also wouldn't lie and say her compliance and submission didn't turn him on to no fucking end.
He seriously worried and wondered at times, with her and especially now, if a penis was capable of just exploding from over inflating and getting so hard. Not something he wanted to test out but it seemed like he might be headed there.
"I want you to put your hands above your head and clasp them together." He gave the soft command as he trailed his fingers lazily around her breasts, working around the outside. Her back arched up and her legs pressed together. She moaned and gripped the sheets.
Her breasts were a big erogenous zone for her apparently. When she didn't comply with him he stopped what he was doing and withdrew his hands completely.
She whined and turned her head to look at him where he was patiently waiting for her to look. His eyebrow was raised in anticipation of her question. It clearly answered it for her. Working together and knowing each other for so long she could tell what he was going to ask or what he needed before he even said something. It only took a look from him.
She picked up on that now and smiled sheepishly as she moved her hands to the place he had ordered her to. He smiled at her in pleasure at her following his command and she flushed in pleasure. There were feeding off each other completely.
His pleasure was hers and hers was his.
Eric reached over to grab the belts and gave her a patient reassuring look as his tone took on the one he has always had when giving her instructions. "I am going to secure your hands to the headboard. If this makes it too uncomfortable for you, tell me right away."
He already knew she didn't have a fear of being restrained but this would still be something new for her.
"Yes Eric." She responded automatically even when her voice trembled a little.
First he looped one belt around her hands and secured them. Then he looped a belt through a slat on his headboard on one end and the other to her secured hands. It wasn't to tight or restrictive but accomplished what he wanted. "Are you ok?" He asked softly as he was kneeling beside her and looking down.
She paused as she tested the bonds and her reaction to them. Her nipples were hard and her skin was covered in goosebumps but she nodded. "I'm good."
Eric never imagined it would be so maddening to not be able to say a woman's name during sex. It was usually the opposite for him. A relief when he could get away with saying doll or darling or better yet, not a fucking thing at all.
It was driving him crazy not to be able to say her name and there was no way he was saying the fake one she gave him. It felt like a betrayal and he wouldn't do that. He kissed along her body, paying attention to her nipples and those piercings. His tugs and teeth grazing had her screaming out a release once again without any other stimulation.
Satisfied, he moved lower. Lazily kissing along her stomach and with a wicked smile he placed marks in areas he knew she could hide. But she would have them for at least a week from now and the thought made him feel better.
Eric moved lower still until he was kneeling between her legs with her spread before him. He could have dived right in with how tempting and wet she looked. The nub of her swollen clit was peeking out and he knew that her next climax wouldn't take much from him. That made it even sweeter when he went nowhere near that area at first. To hear her moans and whimpers was part of the enjoyment. He could hear the frustration and building of her edge even more.
He could smell her arousal and it was a heady smell. It built for him to...his own arousal. He was leaving spots and trails of pre-cum as it dripped from his tip regularly.
He started out by taking one leg and lifting it until her ankle was raised level with his mouth. He nuzzled and kissed along from that starting point. When he got to mid thigh he left a souvenir of his having been there, leaving her gasping, before he moved on.
"Goddammit." She growled out and bucked her hips, causing him to chuckle and clucked his tongue at her.
"That isn't how my good girl should behave. You want your reward, then you need to do as you're told." His tone was all playful reprimanding.
She lifted her head and glared at him. He knew that under those contacts he loathed, her eyes were a brighter caramel and the greens on the outer and inner rings were inching wider. He tilted his head and raised an eyebrow in challenge.
Lacey flopped back onto the bed and dropped her head with a huff. She took two shuddering breaths before she responded. "Yes Eric."
He grinned widely and felt her rolling her eyes at him without even needing to see it. It made him enjoy the next round of torture even more.
There is a difference between subservience and submission to Eric. He would never be attracted to or want someone that was some meek subservient woman. But Lacey was strong while still being soft. She was independent but was willing to accept help from those she loved and respected. She was fierce without being overly hard. She was intelligent without being a know-it-all and she had never hesitated to go to Eric for help or with a question because she trusted him.
That was the key and probably the biggest part of the foundation of his love for her. So when she submitted to him it was her willingly placing herself in his hands. Knowing he would never break that trust. He wasn't into causing pain and never would be.
Well, not much pain and never with her.
For damn sure he would never want to cause her pain.
So the play he submitted her to was all about simple submission and a little bit of building anticipation for the final act.
When he felt he had teased her enough he moved to both their prizes. This was his reward just as much as it was hers. He forced himself to not dive in. She was so wound up and sensitive that it would take just one touch.
He softly parted her folds as he settled himself on the bed. His erection was pressing into the mattress beneath him. The pressure gave him some relief and would hopefully keep him from shooting his load off like a kid.
"Oh yes, please Eric." Lacey sighed in bliss just from feeling him poised at her center finally.
"You are doing so good for me baby." He cooed softly as he blew on her gently. "So fucking perfect." He rumbled out when she trembled for him.
"Please….can I come...please...Eric." She begged softly.
Eric smiled against her skin as he nuzzled her just briefly with his nose, inhaling her sweet scent and memorizing it. "Yes baby." He replied just as he lowered his mouth and placed a firm kiss over her clit.
Just like he knew would happen, she shattered with a single touch to the bundle of nerves. But Eric wasn't done at all and while she was still in her orgasm he began to work her towards another. Then another. Then another.
Each one he probed and added a different technique.
He was trying to help ease her first time while wringing every ounce of pleasure he could from her. Who knows how long he stayed there between her legs, his paradise. By the time he came up for air the bed underneath them was almost drenched from when he discovered that his girl could gush if he touched her in just the right way. Her body was slicked with sweat and flushed all over.
Eric moved up to the head of the bed and carefully undid the bindings. He took her in his arms and rubbed her wrists checking them over. All while kissing her deeply.
"Do you like the taste of yourself on my lips, baby?" He asked after she had moaned and licked around his lips before sucking his bottom lip into her mouth.
"Yes." She whispered against his lips bashfully.
"Never be embarrassed about any of what we do." He took her chin between his thumb and finger as he ordered her.
"I'm not, not really, Eric." She replied honestly and with a shrug.
With a nod he grinned at her. "Good girl. Now you are going to get me ready for the next part. Reach over to the table and grab a condom and the bottle."
Lacey swallowed but did as she was told. She put the bottle down as Eric laid flat so that she could get the protection rolled on. Eric was thankful that schools had always at least taught this part of safe sex.
He honestly wanted to skip putting one on altogether. The thought occurred to him and he figured it wouldn't hurt to ask. "Are you on anything?"
She didn't respond at first, not until she got it rolled on completely. Then she looked at him and clasped her hands in her lap. She shook her head. "I...didn't have a need for it. Eric, I'm not just inexperienced; I'm a virgin." She took a breath. "If you don't want to…"
Eric frowned and grabbed her...rolling her so that she was in position under him as he leaned down to claim her mouth. He pulled back and looked at her fiercely. "Mine." Was all he growled out in reply at first. He took a breath and reigned himself back. "I only asked because...fuck if I don't want to be inside you raw, baby. You have no clue how much I need to be inside you and feel nothing between us."
Lacey lets out a relieved breath and nods as she links her arms around his neck. "Me too."
Eric brushes his nose against hers and takes a steadying breath as he closes his eyes.
Ruining her for other men and ruining her life are completely different things. He knows himself too well and knows that if he went without protection he would be hard pressed to stop himself from releasing inside of her. Just the thought calls to every cell in his body. A primal call that has him gritting his teeth.
He needs it too fucking bad. To take her deeply and hard until he sends his seed into her. Marking her forever as his. Making her swell with his child. A perfect blend of them. The thought that it will never happen but how badly he wants it has his head dropping to her shoulder and him clenching his eyes shut tight.
Lacey must sense his distress because she starts to run her hands through his hair and over his shoulders. She doesn't speak and neither does he, not for a minute. When he has himself under control he leans back after kissing her shoulder. He reaches for the lube and takes her hand. "Sit up, baby."
He instructs her as he squirts some in her hand. She sits up with a question in her eyes. "You are already wet but this will help even more. It is going to hurt but the more lubrication we have, it might lessen the initial pain."
She nods in understanding then reaches out tentatively at first for his hardened cock. Even with the rubber on her hands wrapping around him has him groaning. He lets her explore and squeeze him a few times as she spreads the liquid along his shaft before he stops her with a huff.
He can already tell that this first time is going to be ridiculously quick.
At least by his standards.
Eric wastes no time in pushing her back while he takes her mouth in a kiss. He positions himself at her entrance but adds to the lubrication by stroking him along her folds. They both moan at the contact as the heat from her pussy adds to the heat from his cock.
They are an inferno. Long lazy slides of himself as he moved his hips against her while kissing her slowly. He would take his time where he could because he knew once he was inside of her those primal urges would take him over.
She moved against and with him in perfect sync. Rolling her hips already and in a way that let him know she was ready. There would be no slow inching in here and with one slow, smooth thrust, he slid inside of her.
His heart clenched along with her strangled gasp of pain when he breached her barrier. He stilled then but reached between them to rub and roll her clit with one hand. "Play with your nipples, baby. I am going to make you come for me before I take you more." He commanded her hoarsely.
She was so goddamn tight that it was actually causing him pain too. Of course it was nowhere near the pain and discomfort she was having at being ripped open and invaded by something so large. Even having been prepared before now by his fingers.
She did as he asked and worked her nipples. They held each other's eyes as she cooed her pleasure to him and bit her lip as she neared another release. Her body arching and moving against him while he kept still inside of her, buried to the hilt.
Eric hummed in pleasure when he felt the walls of her closing around him in a controlled rhythm, letting him know that was all her doing. "Fuck baby, keep doing it just like that." He rumbled out. "Going to come for me beautiful?"
"Uhh huh.." She gasped out as he tapped her clit a few times and she pulled on her nipples.
"You know better than that, Red. Answer me properly." He gave a little spank to her mound along with the reprimand.
"Oh shit." She gasped and the first spasm started. "Yes Eric." She screamed.
Eric grinned a little strained. "Good girl. Now fucking come for me."
"Oh god...oh god." She whimpered as she neared the edge.
"Wrong name." He growled but kept with his attentions.
"Eric!" She screamed out as her body spasmed around him, clenching him even tighter.
"Fuck. Fuck. Fuck." He said with gritted teeth and gripped the base of his cock to keep from blowing his load already.
Once her body stopped strangling him he began to move. His strokes were softer at first, still letting her adjust.
"More" She whimpered and bucked against him.
It was all he needed and he began to snap his hips against hers. He pushed one of her legs out further so he could deepen his angle. With the arm not supporting his weight he reached under to pull her closer to him.
"Do you like that, baby? Do you like me fucking you deep like this?" Eric asked after he nuzzled her neck and took her earlobe in his mouth and grazed it with his teeth.
"Oh yes, Eric. Please don't stop. Please take me." She begged as her nails dug in his back. One leg had wrapped around his waist and the heel was digging into his ass trying to get more of him in.
"You feel so goddamn good. Never get enough."
They both lost the ability to use words after that. The only sounds were that of moans, the slap of skin against skin and guttural growls that Eric let loose. He got harder in his taking of her but he felt her holding herself back from the climax he needed before he would let himself go.
"Don't you hold back on me. That is my fucking pleasure and you will give it to me." He commanded her as he slammed against her. Knowing his hips would graze against her clit with the angle he was using.
Lacey screamed and bit his shoulder hard. Causing him to grunt while she exploded around him. He hit that special spot on her and it caused her to gush around him.
"Fuck yes baby. Give it all to me." He barked and let her release pull his own from him finally. He gave three more powerful thrusts before he bottomed out in her and roared his release. He clutched her tight while she did the same to him.
Their bodies were covered in sweet sweat and the air was heavy with the scent sex, honeysuckle and citrus.
He collapsed on the bed beside her after pulling out carefully and removing the condom. He quickly dropped into a wastebasket beside the bed and pulled her to him.
She was panting still with that smile she always had just after a release. He realized he had one to match hers.
"That was...that was amazing." She said with a light laugh.
Eric smirked lazily. "Hell yeah it was. You were amazing."
She blushed and smiled even more. "Thank you. You weren't so bad yourself." She teased.
Eric quirked an eyebrow at her, causing her to laugh even more. "Ok, you were beyond amazing. Does that soothe your ego?"
"Nope. I think I am going to need a lot more soothing than that." Eric teased back with a waggle of his eyebrows.
Lacey rolled her eyes with the smile still in place. Then she looked at him with that look he was coming to realize was her being sexually brazen. She ran her fingers along the hairs on his chest. "And just what can I do to soothe you?"
Eric pretended to think but he already knew. "Hmm...well you can get your delicious ass up in the air for me. I think tasting you while you are all on fours would be a good starting point."
He loved that she didn't hesitate when he gave her directions. She might look at him shyly or blush, but she also showed her arousal and willingness. She moved into position and Eric moved off the bed. "Stay just like that."
He went to the bathroom and got a washcloth, wetting it with warm water, before he moved back to the bed and her.
She looked over her shoulder at him but smiled softly at him when he carefully went to clean her. He made soothing motions over her tender places and along her thighs with the soft cloth. Once he was finished he tossed it to the floor.
Now that he was able to he let his hands run over her ass, hips and finally over her folds before he let his mouth follow once again.
"Fuck, do you know how beautiful you are? How addicting you are?" He asked after he had wrung another orgasm from her.
Lacey had her head laying on the bed and was gripping the sheets tightly. "I don't know how much more I can take, Eric. I don't think I have anymore to give you."
He pulled back and looked at her while he took his hand and landed on swatt to one side of her ass. She snapped up in shock and screeched. There was no pain, he wouldn't do that. But there was surprise and a bit of a sting.
"What did you say?" He demanded with a raised eyebrow.
"I don't know if I can, Eric." She whispered shakily.
"You can and will, Red. You're mine until I say otherwise." Eric's tone softened as he ran his hand soothingly over her ass cheek. He placed a kiss to it causing her eyes to widen and he smiled against her skin.
It was tempting to go there. To take that most intimate and taboo of places. But as base as he was and as much as he wanted to have every part of her, he couldn't do that to her.
So he placed a kiss to the other one before he moved over to the bedside table and grabbed another condom. He rolled it on, lubed up then laid down on his back.
"This time you ride me, beautiful." He said as he guided her to the right position.
Her eyes were wide and eager.
The rest of their time proceeded in that way. He held off from another release until he had taken her in at least two more positions. He was dead set on fulfilling as many fantasies as he could with her.
They were both covered in sweat, the sheets were drenched and rumpled, her body was nearing the end of what he could bring out in her. They were laying on their side while he moved in her, gripping her face to turn towards him so he could see her when she came undone for him for the final time.
There was a sadness building in them both. He could see it. He could feel it stinging behind his eyes as his motions were frantic and desperate. She gripped his arm tightly as she bit her lip.
"Eric.." She pleaded with him.
"Not yet." He gasped out the denial. "Not fucking yet, baby. Can't end…." He trailed off gruffly.
But he knew it had to. He was right there and so was she. "Together please." She asked with everything she felt in her voice and eyes.
Eric closed his eyes and nodded. "Together baby." He rasped out as he pulled her to him for a kiss.
And they exploded. Their cries into each others mouths combined with the rushing of blood in his ears. Stars exploded behind his eyes. His heart felt like it might do the same in joy, love and pain.
He knew that in that moment, he had lied. He said no regrets but he would always regret one thing. That he wasn't brave enough to not let her walk out that door.