Snowcap Peak
Summary: They were young when the three of them were separated and it was her fault. One night they find him and her new life is turned upside down. She has to face the errors of her past and learn to forgive herself if she ever has hope of one day healing him as well. But with their third pack mate dead, can they move on? (Omegaverse, WolfKanda x FemWolfAllen) (#9 of "Book of Resurrection" Series)
Author's Note: I AM OFF OF HIATUS! This is a colab type fanfic (originally an rp i'm doing with a friend that I am editing into a fanfic lol). I am also going to be working on updating my other fics to. It's a slow process but it will get done now that I have internet again WOOT! Also when you see (~) symbol then that means the POV has jumped, I'm going to try to eliminate little by little until its vanished from the chapters. Editing an RP into Fanfic format isn't very easy lol so please bear with me.
Fanfic Theme: The One That Got Away Cover by Brielle Von Hugel
Chapter Three:
"We can stop off at the donation room to see if we can find anything that fits, it's on the way to the cafeteria. We'll have to wait for the next day Tiedoll plans to go into town to buy you new ones." Her smile was plastered back onto her face, though this time her cheeks were dusted pink. Hesitantly, Kallen took hold of Kanda's hand and began leading him to the donation room. Besides there and the cafeteria, the only other place she knew how to get to was her room.
"If you ever get lost there are maps posted at the end of every hallway. I get lost myself. Usually a search party is sent to find me once a month still." She giggled, trying her hardest to make conversation. She wanted to avoid any talk of the past. Not that she wasn't curious, but because she wouldn't be able to tell Kanda anything. She could still feel her fear of rejection, but she pushed it down by placing that smile on her face.
"Anyways, you're going to love Jerry, he can cook anything you want! And it's so delicious you'll never want to eat food from anyone else." And now she was rambling, unable to stop herself. She was happy when they reached the donation room, soon she'd be able to show him the cafeteria.
"Pick out what you want, the changing rooms are in the back. I'll wait for you here."
Kanda watched her and studied her expression as he could tell she was quite nervous, hell he could smell it oozing from her but he calmed at the sound of her voice. Kanda started to follow her as they made their way out into the hall and he scanned everything with his keen eyes, taking in also scents he stored to memory for later.
"I doubt I'll get lost it looks pretty basic." He informed her as he shifted his gaze seeing her try to hide her feelings from him and his eyes fell on her bracelet examining it as he quickly leaned over giving her a good sniff.
"Hmph I guess that thing does work." Getting to the place where he could get some clothes he walked in and went to the racks going through a few before he came up with some black pants and a white shirt. That was when he left her to go in and change as he tried the clothes on and miraculously they fit perfectly. As he came out after hearing her rambling some before they got there he gave her a light relaxing smile.
Kanda walked out after changing into a pair of dark pants loosely fitting, a black t-shirt that was snugly gripping his form along with a pair of boots he'd found that were flat for now so he didn't drown her out with his height. His hair was still down draping around his shoulders but he wasn't worried about it he'd find something soon to tie it back with, but it had been a while since that had happened.
"You know I'm not going to pry into what happened. I'm just glad you're alive." His words paused for a moment as he then mumbled slightly.
"Alma always believed you were and she made me promise to find you." He gave a light huff before lifting his head again shaking off those inner feelings bringing his attention back to her
"Okay take me to this Jerry who makes good food."
When Kanda had gone to change Kallen had popped up onto a empty table to sit. She was still a bit short than most, but here she was just waiting swinging her legs back and forth. When Kanda came out and began speaking she felt her cheeks heat up.
"Sorry, that obvious huh? I was just nervous, because if you had any questions...I don't think I'd have the knowledge to answer them. I'm just happy we were able to find you." She responded with a small smile before reaching out and gently taking his hand again. Walking over as she slide off the table he raised a brow slightly when she started lightly rambling but he could smell her nervousness so he just kept quite slightly rolling his eyes as she took his hand and he followed her.
"You're gonna love his food, I think he knows how to make Soba. Just be prepared, the cafeteria is pretty loud and everyone is probably going to stare. Not because your new, because we always have new people, but because I'm the one showing you around. Usually it's Lenalee who leads everyone around, but I'm glad I get to show you around the place even though I do get lost. " She giggled again and began to lead Kanda to the cafeteria, and it was definitely buzzing with life when they got there, it was in the middle of the normal lunch rush. And as she lead Kanda to Jerry's window she did hear a small buzz of whispers begin up, but she didn't let it bother her. She never did before and she wouldn't now. As she spoke about the dining hall he felt the urge to beat anyone to a pulp who disrespected her but that was just his over protection creeping up but still he felt the hair on the back of his neck stand as they entered the room.
"Jerry~ we have a new person here to try your amazing food!" She called into the window in a sing song voice looking up to Kanda giving him a playful wink. She would be fine so long as no one called her broken to her face in front of Kanda, it would be hard for sure to explain it to him now. As the new man came over and started to speak Kanda raised a brow to his flamboyant nature as he called him 'sweetie' and the asian growled softly under his breath before shifting his gaze glancing around the room. He wasn't really sure why but he got a sense of not danger but uneasiness bringing his attention back to Kallen after a few seconds giving her a nod noticing her little wink it caused his heart to flutter as he tried to keep his composure. Kallen giggled, her eyes closing as she did.
"I'll order first kay?" She asked before turning her attention back to Jerry. She had already forgotten that her hand was still holding onto Kandas. She couldn't explain it but holding his hand made her feel all warm inside again. For now her order was small, not only because she was with Kanda but she had another examination with Komui. Supposedly he had an idea on how to help her phase. She dreaded it, last time she was stuck in between each form for a few days. She vowed never again but here she was.
"You can go ahead and order now Kanda." She smiled up to him after she had finished. Jerry stood waiting, stars in his eyes since he was able to cook for another new person now. Kallen was slighly humming to herself when the hairs on the back of her neck stood straight up. She knew immediately who was approaching them long before she smelt them behind Kanda and her. With a heavy sigh she turned around to face the nuisance, her hand still held onto Kanda's, hoping the action would give her the strength. She just hoped the idiot wouldn't do anything stupid.
"Hey Chaoji, isn't it Lenalees job to show the newbies around?" She swore, she hated his friends just as much, she rolled her eyes.
"I knew him in my past which is why I was chosen. So what." She just needed to put up a calm front for a little bit, then they'd be gone. She could already sense Kanda's demeanor changing dangerously.
"Even if you do know him, you're little Ms. Broken you're only good out in the field." Kallen was going to snap back but Chaoji was already flicking her in the forehead, stunning her a bit. But she knew it was gonna be over soon, if not from her, but by Kanda.
"Shut up...im not...broken." She barely got out, she hated being called that so much. She could already feel tears from her anger welling up.
Kanda watched her order taking in her small frame wondering why he hadn't got her growth spurt yet most wolves did around her age, it was slightly boggling his mind knowing she was an Omega and should have been more filled out by now.
He chalked it up to maybe it being all that happened to her and shrugged it ff when she turned smiling at him. A smile which literally melted his heart right then and there as he nodded stepping forward seeing Jerry there all excited he opened his mouth to speak when he felt this overwhelming shift in the atmosphere slowly glancing over his shoulder.
He could hear Chaoji's words which at that point totally pissed him off how he was being towards Kallen. But as he turned around and saw him flicking her in the forehead his temper just took over as he snarled under his breath.
"Take you're fucking finger away from her head." He gave a verbal warning as Chaoji just glanced dismissively at him smirking
"Whatcha gonna do about it tough guy?" He was a sassy little shit Kanda had to give him credit for that but he had no idea just who he was fucking with and the asian was about to show him. He watched him just continue flicking her in the forehead and slowly Kanda's fangs appeared as his eyes shifted to red and he growled under his breath again.
"I fucking warned you." His arm shot out as he grabbed the other around the neck lifting him off the ground dangling him in front of him. Choaji's eyes widened as he stared into the eyes of one pissed off half human/ half wolf but he didn't get long to study those narrowed dark eyes before Kanda reared his other hand back and let it fly hitting the male in the face sending him flying across the room where his head went into the wall. Everyone stopped in the dining hall and stared at them both as Kanda took a deep breath before speaking
"NO ONE! I MEAN NO ONE AS LONG AS I AM HERE FUCKS WITH HER NOW OR YOU FUCK WITH ME!" He warned in a very threatening tone before shifting back and his demeanor changed again turning towards Jerry he spoke softly.
"Can you make Soba?" He asked as the cook just nodded wide eyed and Kanda smirked softly. "Good. I'll have that."
When Kanda had lifted Chaoji off the ground and punched him, she wasn't expecting to see the guy go flying across the room. She could only just stand there and blink. Granted the douche bag deserved it with how many people he messes with.
"I forgot how incredibly strong you are. " She finally spoke a small giggle coming from her hearing Jerry state that he'd have their food made and out to them soon.
"Let's find a table someone from the kitchen will bring it to us." She explained taking Kanda's hand again and found a vacant table towards the back.
"Sorry about what happened. That's just a normal thing that goes on with Chaoji. He thinks he's hot shit around here." And here she was back to apologizing and her mask going back up. Being called broken playing over around in her head.
"Oh yeah he is shit alright." He did notice the brown spot plastered all over the back of the males pants since he was probably the cause of him literally shitting himself. People in the dinning hall were already trying to pull his head from the wall but also snickering at his embarrassing predicament. Following Kallen over to the table Kanda sighed some
"Finally we found you two!" Visibly jumping Kallen noticed Lenalee and Lavi had walked up.
"Dude what the hell happened to Chaoji?! Did he already get under Yu's skin?" Lavi asked smirking and pointing his thumb towards Kanda. Kallen's eyes widened and smacked herself in the forehead. Even she knew Kanda only let those close to him call him by his given name.
"Lavi please don't..." She began to warn him, but knew Lavi would only do it more.
"And yes Lavi, Chaoji got under his skin for flicking me in the forehead." She said, purposely leaving out the broken part. Kanda could only huff hearing Kallens words about chaoji as he glanced over to his ass sticking out of the wall.
"That's not going to happen while I'm here that's for damn sure." he stated before hearing Lavi come up and at the mention of his given name he quickly turned shooting the Bookman Jr a glare.
"You wanna join shit boy in the wall? Call me that one more time and I'll tear you limb from limb." He growled as the red heads eyes widened shaking his head
"I already got tranquilized and getting my ass handed to me isn't on my list right now Y...Kanda." Lavi stuttered out changing the last word to save himself before sighing heavily glancing to Lenalee.
"He's scary when angry." He mumbled softly under his breath while Kanda rolled his eyes taking a seat next to Kallen.
"Lavi why don't you go order our food." Lenalee suggested while taking a seat across from the other two. Kallen raised her eyebrows at the other female wandering what she was planning. Kallen never got along well with other girls. Well besides Alma, but the two of them had been raised together along with Kanda.
"So Kanda, how long have you and Kalllen known each other?" And there it was, the first of many prying questions. Kallen couldn't help the warning growl to the other girl. She, herself hated prying questions, she knew Kanda probably did to. But of course Lenalee sat there smiling away like she didn't hear the warning. This is what made the other female so scary, her inability to become scared.
"Are we really doing this?" She tried a different approach.
"Of course, because I know you'll either walk away or change the subject. And since you're all closed up I wanna see what your friend will say?" Lenalee said all to sweetly.
Oh Kanda could see through that annoying girl as soon as she sat down and seeing that smile perched across her lips while glancing to Kallen the way she did all smugly just internally pissed him off more. Hearing Kallens low growl he smirked to himself picking up a piece of bread from the basket on the table bringing it to his lips pausing a moment.
"Why don't you just mind your own damn business!" He stated as his eyes flashed that shimmering shade of red as a warning before taking a bite, chewing it and swallowing it. Kanda growled low in his chest giving the female fair warning before he glared at her.
"I don't like people prying into my past or Kallen's it's not exactly something happy we like to think about. If you get pleasure from torturing her with it then you are deranged." He flat out stated as he saw Jerry waving to them and he shifted his gaze to Kallen taking her hand softly giving it a reassuring squeeze
"Why don't you go get our food and I'll sit here and keep the nosy one company."
Nodding her head hesitantly Kallen got up slowly and headed to where their food was not taking her eyes off Lenalee till she was past her. Lenalee only waited until the young girl was out of ear shot.
"Look, I know I'm nosey, but this is more to help my brother out since the girl doesn't really have friends here. Understand?" Lenalee asked, keeping her voice low. She had to act quickly it wouldn't be long until Kallen would be back.
"She's different, I know even you have seen it since coming here and we wanna know if it happened before or after the Noahs took you guys. So maybe I asked the wrong question but around her, it's pretty taboo." Lenalee had no plans in giving up as she starred at Kanda with a look that spoke she wasn't going to drop it. Kallen reached where the food was and side glanced to Lavi.
"What are you two planning? Why is Lenalee so interested with how long Kanda and I have known one another?" She asked
The asian watched her as his eyes narrowed some at them wanting to know more about her. What was it about her that changed he was slightly stumped but he did sense something when around her but he wasn't about to talk about their past. He closed his hand around the bread crumbling it into a million tiny pieces as he looked her straight in the eye
"Now You listen to me. I won't tell you shit and from now on she is my responsibility and no one elses." Leaning closer his warm breath dancing across her face he growled a threatening growl under his breath.
"If I see you fucking with her again." He brought his hand over letting the crumbs fall from his hand onto the table in front of her.
"I'll leave you this way in a million pieces." It was then Kanda stood up making his way over to Kallen as he picked his tray up and looked at Lavi.
"You're girlfriend better know her place with me." He gave fair warning before taking Kallens arm.
"Let's find somewhere else to eat. The air in here smells bad to me."
Kallen had no clue what went on but she didn't care and carried her own tray following after her alpha.
"We can go to my room, it's pretty secluded." She suggested leading Kanda up a set of stairs, a few flights until they reached the 4th floor. From there it was a short walk down to the end of the first hallway. Kanda followed her but not before throwing a glare back to Lenalee as his gaze then shifted to Lavi. A low feral growl from his chest rose up before flowing from his lips. Leaving the many people in the dining hall to try to pull Chaoji's head from the wall it was so prominently stuck in. Carrying his tray he watched the way they went storing it to memory on how to get to her room in case he had to find her quickly.
"Komui will probably put you next door. He keeps those who know each other close to one another. It'd be fun to finally have a neighbor." She said happily, balancing her tray in one hand so she could get her door open. She used her hips to push the door open.
"Make yourself at home. Bathroom is through that door if you need it." She explained motioning to a door as she set her tray on a side table then opened up the curtains, the sun was finally peeking through the clouds. He stopped behind her and was about to reach for her tray to hold it when she opened the door and stepped in and he followed. Kanda glanced around taking in the room before he walked over sitting his tray in the small table with a chair next to it.
"So...did Lenalee's prying get annoying?" She asked plopping onto the bed nibbling on one of her dangos. She had no clue what Komui's sister could possibly want to know. He quickly turned hearing her question as he crossed his arms over his chest huffing slightly.
"They are prying about something that happened back when we were together." He raised a slight brow before broaching the question he wanted to ask
"Why do they refer to you as 'broken'?"
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