I was sitting in the 'The Palace' with both Blair and Serena at the bar. Blair was drinking a Martina and was making me really want on too. "So, how's your mom doing... with the divorce and everything?" Serena asks us.

"Great. So my dad left her for another man." Blair tells her.

"She's lost 15 pounds, got an eye-lift. It's been good for her." I finish.

"I'm really sorry."

"Yeah, we could tell since you didn't call or write the entire time it was happening." I say to her.

"No, I know... I was just... boarding school... it's like..." She starts to say to say but Blair cuts her off.

"We don't even know why you went to boarding school to begin with. Do you know how it felt, calling your house when you didn't show up at school and having your mom say: Serena didn't tell you that she moved to Connecticut?"

"I just... I had to go. I needed to get away from everything. Please just trust me." She tells us.

"How can we trust you?" I ask. "when we feel like we don't even know you."

"Let's fix that. I saw you at school with Katy and Is and I get it. I don't want to take any of that away from you. I just..."

"Because it's just yours to take if you want it?" I say. No it's Blair's now, away I was the once who gave it to Serena then Blair because she deserved it.

"No, that's not what I mean. I... I miss you guys. I just want things to go back to the way they used to be. You know, walking to school together, dancing on tables at Bungalow, the nights when we were at your mom's country house. You were like my sisters... and with our families... we need each other."

Well I guess I do miss her to and I know Blair does. "Well, you missed some classic Eleanor Waldorf melt-downs. If it wasn't such a tragedy it would have been funny. Actually kinda was." I tell her letting out a wink at the end which her and Blair laughed at making me do the same.

"Well, I wish I could have been there."

"You are now. I have to meet Nate. I kind of have something special and..." Blair says.

"Well, I don't want to keep you but.." They both stand up and give each other a hug.

"I love you, B." Serena says to her still hugging.

"I love you too, S." Blair leaves and Serena sits back down. "Looks like it's just you and me" I wink at her playfully making her laugh and order that Martina I've been wishing for.

After a while me and Serena was still at the bar catching up when Chuck come's up to us. He sits down next to Serena and says "I love this town." He says while looking at me, I give him a teasing smile before over my class. He winks then looks at Serena. "I'm going to have to tell my parents the hotel they just bought is serving minors."

"And if you get a drink they are also serving pigs." She replies looking at him. I laugh and click my glass with hers.

"I love it when you talk dirty."

"You just love when a girl talks to you." I cut in smirking at him.

"Actually, I prefer them when they're not talking." He hints at me also smirking staring into my eyes.

"Oh, I've missed your witty banter." Serena says breaking our eye contact.

"Let's catch up." He pauses looking at me "Take our clothes off, stare at each other."

"What about we just get a bit to eat. I've been drinking on an empty stomach and I'm sure I'm not the only one." I finish pointing at Serena.

"I heard you didn't do that anymore." He said towards Serena.

"Special occasion." She Sid dryly.

"Well, what about a grilled cheese with truffel oil? You do love truffels." He said to me.

I turn to look at him "Enough to know it's not on the menu."

He smirks " But then I'm connected."

I sigh and grab my bag, he walk to me while I stand falling into him a bit. "Ohh."

He grabs onto me but I push him off. "Only because I'm hungry." I turn to walk but stop to look at Serena "You coming S ?"

She sighs and says "Yeah, I could do with some food." She gets up and walks in front of me and Chuck. I start to walk and feel Chucks arms go around my waist.

We were in the Kitchen of the hotel and Chuck puts a bundle of Dolla bills into the jacket of the chef, Alfonso and his staff leave. "Alfonso, you're stud. Now have good night, we're closing the kitchen early."

Me and Selena was sitting on the counter when Chuck walks over and stands in front of me. "Oh my god, this is so good." I say loving the food.

"Well, if you're looking for a way to thank me I've got a couple ideas." I give him a look not really minding the idea but didn't show it.

"It's a sandwich, Chuck." Serena tells him but Chuck doesn't pay any attention to her and puts his hand on my thigh and leans in to me.

"This is... this is not happening right now." Serena says moving his hand from me making him turn to her pissed.

"You're worried I'll tell her about Nate?" He says to her making me confused.

"What?" Serena asks.

"Last year... the Shepperd wedding... think I don't know why you left town?" What the hell happened? I look at Serena and then give a look to Chuck as to say 'Tell me!' "Best friend and the boyfriend. That's pretty classy, S. I think you're more like me than you admit." I looked towards pissed.

"No, no, that... that was then. I'm trying to change." she says turning to me then Chuck.

"I liked you better before." Serena looks at me but I just glare at her. she quickly walks out the room leaving me and Chuck alone.

"I am going to end her" I say turning to look at Chuck to see him looking at me too. I slap his arm and he looks shocked. He was about to say something but I beat him too it. " Why didn't you tell me sooner?"

He sighs and says "I didn't think."

I give him a look "Obviously." I shake my head and jump down from the counter. I start to walk away when I call back. "Lets get a drink in your room." I didn't need to turn around to know that he was smirking an he walked faster to me picking me up making me laugh.

was just making my way out of 'The Palace Hotel" When I ran into Dan. "Dan, hey. What are you doing here?" I asked smiling at him.

He smiled back and said "Umm, I ran into Serena yesterday and she dropped her phone. So I thought I'd bring it back."

I nodded my head "Well it was nice to see you but I got to go. You know lots to do and all." I give him a hug which he looked shocked about but still returned and said "Bye." I had just gotten home when Blair told me all about last night and how she was just about to go and talk to Nate now. I don't know why she is, I would have made him beg for forgiveness but she loves him. Sighing i made my way to my room and start getting ready for tonight.

We were all in the limo, me next to Isabel and Katy while Nate, Blair and Chuck all sat with each other at the top of the limo. We were all drinking champagne and laughing also some of us smoking. Half way through the drive Chuck moves to sit next to me and puts his arm over my shoulder and pulled me closer to him both of us laughing. When we got to the party Chuck pulls be out behind him leading us, he went to the bar with Isabel and Katy while I went with Nate and Blair.

"What is she doing here? She wasn't invited." I look over to see what she is talking about and see Serena...and Dan?. She turned up great and here's me hoping she didn't at least I didn't mind Dan being here. Blair and me start to make our way over to her when Nate grabs our arms.

"Blair, Megan come on, are you really gonna kick her out?"

"Did you invite her?" Both Blair and I ask.

"What? No! God! I told you."

"Do not talk to her." Blair tells him.

Nate gives her an annoyed look, "I was going for a walk." When Nate walks past her with out looking, Serena looks towards me and Blair and stares. I see Dan and Serena going up stairs making me follow. Just as I got up there I see Dan punch Chuck in the face "DAN!" I shout out shocked making every one turn to me. I see Jenny and knew what was happening. I sigh once again knowing I've done it way to mush today.

"Let's go. come on." Serena speaks towards Dan pulling him away. The she pushes Chuck and tells him. "Chuck, don't you ever touch her again!" Walking out the door I ask Jenny if she's okay she nods at me and I give her a small smile and too Dan.

I didn't look at Serena and Chuck yells out to her "Hey, you're life is over, slut! Don't forget: I know everything!" Making her slam the door behind her.

"What the hell Chuck." I ask him walking over to him grabbing his scarf and held it to his nose. He sighs and hold my hand to his nose looking into my eyes.

"I'm Sorry" He squeezes my hand with a sad look in his eyes.

"It's not me you need to be saying sorry to."

"Not about that. I'm sorry that you saw me with her."

I look to him and let out a breath. "We're not together Chuck. We're just friends with benefits remember, you did come up with it. We can be with who ever we want, no feelings included." I tell him sadly. Chuck looks at me for a while before giving me a short nod.

"Yep. No feeling included." He walks away angrily. Shaking my head knowing that it was to late for both of us, but also knowing that it could never work. He is Chuck Bass.

I make my way down stairs to see him with Blair watching Dan, Serena and Jenny Leave. "She better not show her face again." Blair tells us.

"I'm actually hoping she will." Chuck said back pissed wiping his nose. Making us look at him then he looked at me almost sadly before walking to his limo. Blair looks at me about to question me when I shake my head.

"Not Now." She nods giving me a small smile, grabbing my hand for us to go home.

Gossip Girl
Spotted: Serena... making an heroic exit from B's and M's party. Too bad for her there's school on Monday. So, until next time. You know you love me... Gossip Girl.