i TRULY TRULY TRULY TRULY APOLOGIZE FOR MAKING THE CHAPTERS SO SHORT!! I PROMISE PROMISE PROMISE that in a bit, they will be longer. i swear. I just keep making them short because i feel it would totally ruin the point of the chapter if i answered the cliffie. oops,there's a cliffie? read and find out!

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BPOV:

Chapter 3:

I was having an insanely hard time focusing in Biology. Why did I still take this course? I immediately wanted to jump out of the window. No, I couldn't do that. If only someone were down there, waiting to catch me.. that someone…

No, he doesn't love you.

I knew that time, that that voice was not someone else's. Not the one I'd been trying to figure out. That was mine. That was my thought.

Edward forgot about you. Forget about him, too.

I shook my head, and I couldn't help myself when tears started rolling down my cheeks. Shaking my head vigorously and sobbing was sure to create a scene. Of course. The absolute last thing I wanted.

"Bella, are you okay?" I heard Angela's familiar voice say to me. I hadn't talked to her in weeks, and I still remembered what she sounded like. I could picture her face swiftly in my mind, like I could picture anyone's face. I wished I didn't have a photographic memory, but immediately took that back, for I wouldn't be able to see Edward, even if just a thought.

There's no point in thinking about him now, Bella. Edward's gone. He doesn't want you back.

Of course. Then the thoughts started to click together in my mind. Edward Cullen does not want me back. Edward Cullen left, simply because he didn't love me anymore. He didn't want to be around me, he just used my safety as an excuse!

You're absolutely right.

"Shut up!" I practically yelled.

Realizing what I had just done, I leapt up from my seat, carrying all my books in front of my face, and sped out of the room, as fast as my clumsy legs could take me. Of course, that wasn't such a good idea. I tripped halfway out of the door, and of course, Mr. Banner and all my classmates gathered around me.

"She doesn't look so good…"

"I can't believe what that Cullen kid did to her…"

"Never deserved him anyway…"

"Someone call 911!"

Those were all the snippets of the sentences I could catch before I fell into a disturbed pool of black.

"Bella?" Someone said my name. I knew that voice. I would recognize that anywhere, for the rest of my life. "Bella, honey. Please talk, won't you?"

Suddenly, everything flashed around me. Edward was standing about fifteen feet away from me, looking me straight in the eyes. His eyes didn't smolder me anymore. I could look right at him without disintegrating into a blubbering Bella.

"Edward Cullen." I said coldly.

I didn't have any control over myself. I wasn't myself. This was not happening.

"Bella, dear. Don't you love me?" He asked musically.

"Love you!" I spat incredulously. "What would make you think that?"

Edward looked appalled. "I…I…" He stuttered.

I just shook my head and inched closer to him. "Edward Cullen. After what you did to me, you expect me to love you?"

Edward's eyebrows furrowed in confusion, and he took a step back.

"You're not my Bella."

"'Your' Bella!" I sneered. "You talk of me as if I was a pet!"

"I don't understand." The breathtakingly-gorgeous guardian angel stepped back once more, the same look on his face. "I thought you loved me."

"I never loved you."

And with that, it all ended. Everything went black for the second time. I didn't realize where I was, who I was, or what I was?

A vampire? Just like Edward?

That couldn't be possible.. there was no burning.. there was no feeling.. just black. What happened?

oooh, that leave you hanging? im not a big fan of dreams in books, but i felt i needed to to get the point across about what bella was feeling. youll find out whats "wrong" with bella in the next chapter. promised to be longer!

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