Peter was in hell, he loved Ursula dearly, but in her present state of mind, he didn't know what to do. He didn't want to take do something they would both regret latter on.

How is this even happen? I have fought Neuroi, flown alongside witches and almost died once, and this is what scares me? The idea of flesh on flesh contact with my most beloved. Maybe i'm a coward...a fool, someone who can't fathom doing the deed.

What am I to do? Sitting in my jeep I pounder what to do, love Ursula but how would she react if she found I did the deed well she was like this? Not in the right state of mind.

Taking a deep clear breath I stand up, I must face this like a man. I dust my uniform for dirt, make sure my tie is straight and compose myself. Walking inside I take one last breath of "Free air" as the shut the door behind me.

...

I told myself I would tell her we couldn't do such things, that it would be wrong, that is what I was going to do, walking inside, she was sitting in the bedroom, the bedsheets spread out. She looked beyond beautiful, her eyes shining and her hair like silk, I can feel me knuckels tighten trying to hold my instinct back.

I had to hold myself inside, dirty unclean thoughts entered my mind as I gazed at her.

"Peter" she said softly placing a hand on my collar and pulling me down with her. I found myself next to her, her Green eyes meeting mine with a look of...must I say lust?

"Ursula...we can't, this is the greatest man in Karlslands bed, it would be like doing it in front of him"! I cried. she was unfazed.

"Kinky, I like it"

My mind went fuzzy, maybe from someone saying such words or maybe from the hand I felt attempt to get my pants off. My words fade for a moment as my hand slaps her own from my nethers.

"Don't say you didn't like it, I could see your "U-boat" Surfacing" she said with a playful but dangerous smile. I felt the sweat on my head flow down into my mouth, it tasted off fear and hot feelings. In the back of my ind I could feel a voice, saying something I didn't want but at the same time did.

"Let her".

And then the world turned to a white fog and I was out like a light.

WWW

I awake, sweat covering my chest...when did I remove my shirt ? Looking around I hear a soft breathing noise and find Ursula's head resting on my shoulder.

Oh fuck what did I do"? I said trying to bring back some memory, I got one to come around.

We "Ruffled the sheets" as they say.

I must have lost control, gone on what my body wanted rather then my mind and heart.

The fog I saw was my mind drifting, I can recall what happened next, a bit of what some would call four play before are hips and lips melted together in a dance of what I have heard called loves embrace. A humid mess of...insued.

"Letting my head fall down onto the pillow, I look at the ceiling.

Today has been "One of those" days

Yes this isn't as good as it could have been, I could likely write a better version, but i'm not ready to write two charaters having sex, anyway, hope you enjoyed it anyway.