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(Ashley's POV)

So, shay had invited me for the sleep over at her place. Usually I won't decline any opportunity that would let me spend time with shay. This time she invited me for a sleep over which would give me the chance to confess my love for her but I wasn't ready. I wasn't ready because if I spend that much time with her alone she would easily figure me out. And I didn't want that to happen. But my love for shay over shaded my fear so I said yes to her.

I have to get ready as my call time is 7 am and its already getting late.

I opened snapchat and posted a snap with the time on it.

Seconds later, I got a facetime request from shan and it made me smile from cheek to cheek.

"GOOD MORNING ASHLEY BENSON" She literally screamed.

"You seriously scared the shit out of me, bitch. How are you so full of energy early in the morning? Oh I forgot, you're a power house" I said, laughing.

"No no, you know I'm not a morning person at all. I'm excited because someone is coming for a sleep over tonight!"

"God why is she so cute" I thought to myself.

"ohh, I bet that someone is way too excited to be there as well" I said winking. Even though I was scared.

She kissed me virtually and said "cya soon benzo, don't be late to the set."

"Bye bye shan, I'll be there in 30 minutes"

I lost my appetite weeks ago, I don't even know what's keeping me alive anymore. I keep skipping my meals. I'm too conscious of my weight. That's the main thing I'm worried about. Because when I'm at shay's place, she would definitely force me to eat something. How can I tell this to her? Just the thought of it made me anxious. I decided to worry about this later so I could concentrate on my driving.

I reached the spot and the officer in the check post let me in.

Romy picked me up and dropped me in the hair and make up trailer.

I went inside. Shay and lucy were in there. They both greeted me as I went in but yeah, my eyes just focused on my angel, Shay. I just stared at her without saying a word. Shay waved her hand before my eyes in attempt to make me come back to my senses and it worked. I greeted them back. I was pretty embarrassed, I mean who wouldn't be?

"Day dreaming already?" Shay teased me.

"Okay, stop it. I'm already embarrassed" I said controlling my laughter.

"ASHLEY GET READY SOON" Lisa practically yelled at me.

"Yeah yeah, right away, Li"

Rest of the day went great. We had lots of fun as it was a group scene and we were snooping around the city to find some clues. I have always loved my work. Mainly because I get to work with shay and I loved the people who I work with. If I'm alive today, its only because of them. If not for them, people would have found my lifeless body in my bathroom ages ago.

I went to Shay's room. She was in there thankfully. She smiled at me and asked me to come sit by her side. She's the only ray of happiness in my life and I'm so lucky to have someone who's so supportive and loving.

We tried out different filters on snapchat. That was so much fun, shay and I had a great laugh. How much I love this girl.

We had a last scene for the day to film so shay and I was preparing for it.

And it was a wrap for us.

"Ash, I didn't ask Sammy to come pick me up since we are going home together"

"Yay that's awesome shan! You know, I was thinking to ask the same"

She smiled at me.

"Get in, shay" I said opening the door.

"haha, thanks babe" She said laughing.

The ride was short and smooth.