Author notes: First of all I need to address something. I know I'm not even anywhere near to a good writer and my English writing sucks big time, but just so you know that English isn't my first language, so there are many mistakes in it. I started to write this fic mainly for my friends, as they encouraged me to put my thoughts about this fabulous couple (ambrollins), whom we all like into writing and honestly I'm doing it just for fun. But in case any of you get offended by my writing skills than I'm extremely sorry for that. My intentions are just to enjoy and not to hurt you by any means. I'm trying to improve as much as I can. Moreover, for a long time, I thought about not continuing it or deleting this fic, but my persistent friends didn't allow me to. So please enjoy for their sake or just ignore this fic while you can.
"The anger is always concerned with individuals whereas hatred is directed also against classes .Moreover anger can be cured by time but hatred cannot. The one aims at giving pain to its object, the other at doing them harm. The angry man wants his victim to feel, the hater does not mind whether they feel or not."
Aristotle (Hate/Anger)
Seth was worried and impatient at the same time. After the mishap at basket ball court yesterday morning, it seemed like dean was invisible as he was nowhere to be found. After he had collected Daniel Bryan and bought him to his place, he had called dean a dozen times but dean had not yet responded.
Seth was getting the feeling that he might have pushed dean too far this time, as for at least over a month now, he was sometimes unavailable to dean. Whether it was in WWE locker rooms or even back at home there were other friends now, the ones who didn't even bother about him down in FCW or NXT, but as he made to the roster they all came out of their hidden closet or something.
This enraged Seth as Dean was and is to this date the same way to him and not like others. Dean cared and supported him throughout the entire time. He started to assume that maybe Dean had started to hate him now, just because these days he was much more around Bryan. This all had started since they were involved in this TLC angle with him and also there was Roman as well now, who was all the time around with them, as a result they were never alone.
However, the truth was some what bitter, as Bryan had been friends with Seth since his ROH days and was only trying to support him in his early WWE career. It was creating a huge amount of separation between them. As a matter of fact if this friendship with Bryan meant losing Dean, then Seth was not in for it, at all. He would choose Dean over entire fucking world and that was saying something. Even Seth knew, in the bottom of his heart that he had more feelings for dean than just being friends.
Bryan got up to see Seth sitting on the hammock sling in his garden. He was immensely looking over the gate of his neighbor's house; it seemed as if he was waiting for someone's arrival. 'Hey! You got up so early? It's just over six in the morning now.' Bryan asked with a questioning look on his face. 'Yeah, I couldn't sleep all night. I mean Dean hasn't called me yet, and it has started to make me sick now.' Seth replied with concern in his voice.
Bryan was no fool, he could see Seth was very worried and it some what pained him to realize that he might be causing trouble inadvertently to their friendship. 'Hey, can I suggest something? Look dean and you have been friends now for a long time. If he doesn't like you talking to me then I'm fine with it. Just tell me. Ok.' Bryan said with comforting voice.
Seth thought about it for a minute and replied 'That's just stupid, if Kane asked you not to talk to me anymore, would you stop it? Tell me, as now he is your best friend.' Bryan quickly replied 'Yes! I will because he is important you know and as you bought the topic already, so let me tell you something that now he is not only my best friend but my boyfriend too. So I guess I'll do anything to make him happy.'
Hearing this confession Seth jumped off the swing and walked over to where Bryan was sitting on the doorstep and placed his arm around him while sitting next to him. 'I'm really happy for you. I know for months you had feelings for him. I could just tell, but I never imagined that you would be among our next hot WWE gay couple. Although I have to admit after Punk and Jericho, I'll say anything is possible.' Seth said with quite amusement.
'Yes! It was tough to make him understand my feelings before, but I knew that behind his monstrous features and glorious mask lays my sweet cuddly teddy bear, who keeps hugging me after every chance he gets. And I just love him for that.' In that moment Seth just hugged Bryan. 'I get it now, so I guess I have to stop being close to you now as dean doesn't like me with you '.
'Yeah I think so too, after all Dean is more of a monster than Kane is!' said Bryan with smile on his face. Hearing this Seth pulled out of hug and playfully slapped his back while bursting out in laughter. Speak of the devil and devil appears. Dean had just pulled his car over to his house and saw them the entire time, hugging and laughing.
This infuriated Dean was to say the least. Seth heard the voice of car being pulled over and realized it was Dean, so he just left Bryan there and ran over to his car. 'Where have you been?' Seth questioned but Dean didn't even look at him and went past him to his house. Seth followed him in the house, and Dean started to make his way up to his bed room and took his carry bag for WWE, and was already making his way out of the house. 'What you aren't even going to talk to me now?' Seth asked with concern.
However, Dean didn't even reply to him and pulled him outside his house to lock the front door. He made his way to the car quietly, but Seth still followed him. Just when Dean entered his car, then Seth took hold of his car's window and asked nervously 'what the hell happened? Are you still mad at me? Please dean, I called you so many times yesterday, but you didn't even reply to me at all. I care about you, so please say something. Please.'
Dean had a mocking smile on his face and while biting his teeth he replied in a harsh tone. 'Oh! You care about me. Really! Please don't act now, I can see that you were having a great time with your buddy there so please go on and continue. Don't let me stop you. Ok. And in case you didn't realize it, before we went for playing basketball yesterday I had left my phone in my house right in front of you, but I guess you wouldn't remember any of that anymore. You were just too busy with your good buddy there, so go ahead and enjoy. Moreover, I'm just done with you.'
Dean left him standing there while he drove away, recklessly fast and got off the situation. Seth had tears rolling down his eyes and was now sobbing softly. Recollecting the words dean said to him stabbed his heart like thousand knives. It pained him, broke him and tore him apart. They are done! That's it. No more friendship, no more supporting each other and definitely nothing special would ever happen between them. Bryan had seen the entire thing between them. He immediately rushed towards Seth to hold him in his arms, as it looked like he was about to fall over.
Dean drove fast to the hotel were most superstars were staying and knocked on the door of the only person he trusted after Seth and that being the WWE champion himself Cm Punk. He became close to punk during his FCW days. Punk had helped him with FCW staff's behavior towards him. As always the staff gave the verdict of him to be too dangerous and unorthodox to work with.
Therefore, nobody wanted to work with a screw up like him and then; it was Punk who vouched to work with him. They had an amazing match with each other that showed the entire FCW, as to how much incredible Dean really was. From that point on they became friends with each other. Moreover, Punk always had a soft spot for dean since he had gone through a lot of trouble to be where he was just like him.
There was a banging noise on the door of Punk's hotel room. He practically rushed towards the door, as to see who was disturbing him. He was quite stunned to see Dean there, who looked as if he was about to bash someone. 'What happened to you baby boo? 'Punk asked quickly with concern in his voice. Punk usually used many cheesy nick names for Dean, to just lighten his high intense mood which was needless to say pissed him off sometimes but punk ever the sarcastic goon never really did stop.
Hence even in such troubled situation he couldn't keep his mouth shut. 'Will you speak something? I'm getting a little tensed over here sweetie. Please…' Punk spoke while pulling him by his shoulder to get him into his room.
'Seth and I... I mean us…' Dean tried to speak but failed miserably, so he just sat there on the couch with a sad expression.
'Oh! Dear jeebus. You two broke up or something? Oh I'm sorry that can't be because you too are not together as far as I remember. So please tell me, what happened? Please don't tell me that you lost your mind and locked Seth inside your house and now you can't remember where the hell you've kept your keys.' Punk said with a mocking smirk on his face.
What? Just shut up! You're irritating me. Ok.' Dean said with annoyance.
'Then let me know, I'm no Einstein here to find it out myself.' Punk said directly.
'We fought ok. I mean I just don't like him ignoring me over Bryan, that lovely friend of yours. Ok. That's it.' Dean answered.
Punk chuckled a little and sat beside dean while he softly ran his hand over his back. 'I understand it completely. Look when I wanted Jericho and knew I was in love with him but didn't admit it to him, I was jealous whenever I used to see him and edge together. Even though edge and I are friends but it's the insecure nature of ours which puts us in such positions. Ok.'
'I'm not in love or something with Sethie. Neither I'm jealous of anyone. It's just that I want him to give me more importance than that Bryan. Get it.' Dean said looking serious.
'Oh! I see it, but these feelings which you're having now, tells me something else. Anyways it's none of my business but I'll give you a suggestion. You never know when you fall in love and believe me, even if you knew it, you can't a do damn thing to stop it.' Punk pointed out to dean and then announced that they should go for lunch so that they can have a quick nap before the Smack down tapings in evening.
Dean however kept wondering over punk's words and if it actually meant something or not. He knew that even with all the anger inside him, he couldn't hate on Seth. Moreover he still cared for him and still had feelings for him which he didn't completely understand.
Smack down tapings were going on while Seth was waiting for the arrival of his dear friend the entire time. 'Where the hell is dean? Is he coming or not? Roman asked. 'Man I don't know. I haven't seen him since morning. Moreover, he didn't talk to me at all' said Seth with sadness in his voice. 'Oh! I see. Is everything ok? Roman asked quickly.
Just before Seth could answer it, they heard the squeaking voice of the door knob and Dean entered in their locker room. Seth almost immediately made his way towards dean. He directly asked looking concerned 'Are you okay Deany? I was… I mean we were, waiting for you.' Dean didn't answer him nor did he bother to even look at him rather he just went past him and sat in the far corner of the room.
Unlike last time, Seth didn't follow him because he knew that they had a show to shoot and he didn't want to spoil their mood by having an argument. As this was the only thing, for which they had worked their entire lives. As soon as they finished their part on smack down, Seth was feeling awfully sad and wanted to let Dean know that he was and will always be the most important person to him, more than anybody. But Dean was nowhere to be found.
Seth was very disappointed while he was walking alone in the hallway. It was then that he felt as if a shadow was following him. He turned back to look around but nobody seemed to be there. Yet when he turned his back, he suddenly met face to face with the monstrous Ryback, who looked as if he was about to feast on him.
'You think it's funny, that you people get to attack me all the time. Huh? I heard you, laughing last night while you were making your way out of the arena' Ryback questioned him with fuming eyes, as he came so close to Seth's face that they were only each other's nose apart.
'Oh! Hell yeah. It's very funny; after all you are just a mindless neambrathal.' Seth said while looking deep into his eyes.
Ryback got angry real fast, as he pulled on Seth's hair and yanked his head back. He tightened his grip on his hair, while folding his palm into a fist, it looked as if he was about to go for a hit. It was then and there, that Seth realized he could get into real trouble for this and not to mention the injury he would have to endure after it. He cursed through his teeth, as he had to be practical here since this hallway was no wrestling ground. Ryback was stronger and bulkier than him.
Moreover, even if he badly got hit, he still wouldn't be able to complain about the assault to the higher officials because like it or not, Ryback was there current favorite. He would be pushing his luck too hard with WWE by filling a complaint against such an important superstar to the company. Seth was tensed to say the least and was even scared to some extent. He never was much of a brawler, yet on the other side he was much disciplined wrestler. Ryback's fist was then launched in the air but as it was just inches away from Seth's face, it came to a thunderous halt.
'Hey! Sethie. Are you there? Dean asked while waking down the hallway. He was no more in his ring gear now, as he had already changed into his street clothes. He wore a ripped denim jeans with tight white tee and a black leather jacket to go with it, while his hair was no more slicked back, and it was unruly and falling all over his eyes and face. Just when Ryback saw dean approaching to the scene, he quickly withdrew his hand from Seth.
It had to happen, as there was no one who would like to pick up a fight with Dean Ambrose. If Seth was no brawler than dean had lived his entire life brawling, ripping, biting and hurting people to get what he wanted, with no remorse whatsoever. There was not anyone, who didn't know about his eccentric and chaotic lifestyle, whether it was in WWE or any organization for whom he had worked before. He may have been a hound of justice in WWE but outside the ring, he was a street fighter. He didn't care nor did he give a shit about getting hurt as far as he was able to hurt someone else. He was indeed, the most dangerous man in WWE.
Ryback stood still as if he had seen a ghost. 'What's going on? Is everything ok here? Dean questioned while stepping in his face. Seth thanked his lucky stars that Dean had not seen the entire thing, otherwise WWE officials would be carrying Ryback in a hospital and they would be having the TLC match in their dreams.
'Why were you touching him?' dean looked straight in Ryback's eyes with a furious look.
'Nothing man. Just having some pep talk about our match, while letting him know that there are some lines he or his friends shouldn't cross.' Ryback said glaring back at dean.
'Oh! I see, pep talk and all, huh! Listen even if you are just talking, you are not supposed to touch him or it might not fare that well for you.'
Even though Ryback was a big guy and he wasn't scared of anyone, yet still he didn't want to pick up a fight with someone as screwed as a cannibal. 'I am not scared of you Ambrose, but I will let it pass by this time. But you should know this that the word fear is not in my dictionary' Ryback said with an intense look on his face.
'Oh! Yeah. It may not be in your dictionary, but it's definitely in your eyes.' Dean said staring back at him.
But Ryback didn't answer him back; he just stood there like a robot. Dean placed his arm around Seth's neck, while placing a soft kiss over the side of his head and guiding him out of the hallway. They walked together into their locker room but as soon as they got inside, Dean took his hands off Seth.
He made his way back to his belongings and motioned to leave the room. Watching this, Seth went over to him and spoke in a soft tone 'Dean. I...' but he was cut off in the middle.
'Please. Don't.'Dean said nonchalantly.
'Why? Please… Dean. I want to say that…' Seth was trying to complete it, but he was again interrupted.
'I said, don't even try. I'm not in the mood. I'm scared that I may take out all the frustrations of Ryback on you. I mean; how dare he touch you, that stupid son of bitch. I just want to go and kick his ass right now.' Dean said while shaking with anger.
'No. Please. Let's talk first' Seth said with pleading tone.
'I don't want to talk to you. We're done. I'm leaving now.' Dean said directly, looking into his eyes.
Seth felt so helpless at that time, watching him just walk away for the third time in two days. It suddenly infuriated him to no extent. Later, whatever happened was just in simple words, unexplainable.
Seth grabbed dean's arm and swung him with full force while pushing him on to the locker room doors. It was like as if he had stopped thinking. His brain was now filled only with voices which were unclear.
He looked dean in the eye for a brief moment and held his head in both of his hands before he crashed his lips so hard to his that the entire world went blank for him, and the only thing remained were dean's lips.
As for Dean himself, he was in a shock at the beginning but automatically reacted to the kiss by kissing him back with full force. The kiss was forceful, hungry, lustful and passionate. Dean's hands were now tightly folded around Seth's neck.
They kept kissing each other hungrily; nothing came in their minds at that point of time but the need to feel and comfort each other. It looked like; Seth was just melting into the kiss along with Dean's burning desires. They were so perfectly latched on to each other's lips, as if they had been waiting for this moment forever.
He let all of his pent up passion out in this kiss on the other hand dean just let his anger and whatever he felt for Seth in it. They were completely immersed in this kiss and only separated when both of them needed air to breath, yet their eyes were still closed and they just stood there holding on to each other close in the same position, while inhaling and exhaling the very same air.
When Seth slowly opened his eyes, he realized exactly what he had done already. He took his eyes off Dean, while he pulled himself away from his hold. He couldn't even look back at dean and just mumbled looking down on the floor 'I'm sorry. I didn't mean to...' but he couldn't even finish his sentence off. He rushed towards the door and left.
Dean couldn't believe that this just happened. He then slowly slides away from his standing position to the ground, to now just sitting there in total awe and confusion.
The whole situation was messed up, but as the violent flames of the fire finally crashed onto icy frozen blocks. It was clear that feelings of love are stronger than any emotion whether it is anger or let alone hate. Love conquers all and now it had over powered them. Now only if they would let go of all the worries and just let it happen. Nonetheless, one way or the other they would.
Hope you guys enjoyed it as much as I did, while writing it. Even though I've mentioned everything in my author notes before but I still feel like I should stop writing this fic. Any suggestions if I should continue or not, as you guys are important too; who have to sit through my horrible writing.
