: ( Home Sweet Hanyou ) :
By: RisuBento
Chapter Three:
Disclaimer: I own nothing but the plot of this story.
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Kagome's P.O.V.
I suppose you're probably wondering how I got into this whole situation well…listen to this little side rant from the author: A/N: Read chapters 1 and 2 if you don't know the story…if you don't…then why the hell are you reading chapter 3 already?
Anyways…my life as person was okay to begin with. I was a junior in high school, I had a nice and loving family, and was top of my class.
That is…until 'that night' as Inuyasha and I have unconsciously dubbed it. It all started back when I was in 8th grade. Kikyou was in 10th grade and had just met Inuyasha. I was completely infatuated with him. He was the prince charming of every girl's happily ever after fairy tale. Well…mine at least.
I kept my secret of liking him ever since I laid eyes on him. I'm not sure I 'loved' him, but I know that I did 'like' very much. I still do in a way…
Anyhoo…Inuyasha says that I ramble a lot and I've just completely proved it. So…I guess this whole fiasco started when I was cramming for my finals at cram school the next day. My older Kikyou was packing in her room because my entire family was going out of town for a few days. I volunteered to stay behind, mainly because of my tests, but also because something told me not to go. I didn't know what it was, it was just something that irked me about spending more time than I already had too with Kikyou.
If you're wondering if Kikyou and I had a loving 'sister-sister' bond, you're wondering stupidly. We were total opposites. She liked clothes, I liked books. She like boys, I liked cross-stitching. Everything was so much better with her.
I guess you could say that I was jealous in a way. Maybe because she was charming, pretty, and completely outgoing. I was shy, meek, and completely a book worm.
But there was 'one' thing that we had in common…and that was that we both liked Inuyasha Kagiyama. I would sometimes secretly think up fantasies of me being rich and glamorous and being Mrs. Inuyasha Kagiyama…yeah.
That was totally and completely Kikyou's goal in life.
Inuyasha never really paid attention to me. Sure he said hi to me in the hallways at school sometimes, but I suspected that was because Kikyou prodded him to. He was everything I wanted in someone. Charming, handsome, athletic----did I mention downright sexy? I cringed at that word. No he wasn't sexy…he was a god.
So on that fateful Friday night, I'd studying and cramming hard for my finals the next day and had finished when Kikyou came into my room and gave me a dosage of sleeping pills. There were about 4 of them and she said that they would help me get a good night's sleep. I didn't bother questioning anything I just took the pills and gulped them down dry.
I'd become drowsy within the next half-hour and was too tired to keep my eyes open. So I stood up, stripped down to my undergarments, not caring that to put on pajamas, flipped the light off and fell onto my bed. I actually think I was asleep before I even flipped the light off…or yeah.
Anyways…looking back on 'that night' I don't remember anything…only me in a half-dazed state, knowing something was massaging my lips. I felt a pain between my legs and then heard grunts and strange mewls that I'm almost afraid to say were coming from me. I knew what was happening…so why didn't I stop them? Why was I so…out of it? I didn't understand…I only wanted to feel.
Pleasure dulled through my abdomen and amber specks closed and I blacked out.
I woke up the next morning with a splitting headache and Kikyou screaming in my doorway. That was when I noticed I was naked and that a VERY naked Inuyasha was sitting next to me staring at both Kikyou and I in utter shock.
What hurt the most, wasn't the fact that I'd lost my virginity to a total creep----something I would later realize upon----was the first thing that came out of Inuyasha's mouth. He looked up at me and sputtered out loudly.
"FUCK! I thought you were Kikyou!"
I felt my entire world fall beneath me at that very moment.
My mother had come upstairs to find out what the commotion was about and gasped when she saw Inuyasha and me on my bed. Her gaze shifted to the blood spot next to me---proving just how innocent I no longer was.
Inuyasha had hurriedly dressed and left the house through my window in a blurred rush. I went into my shower and cried for all I was worth---something that I felt at the time, was completely worthless and rotten.
Kikyou had refused to speak to me for an entire month. I'd tried so many times to explain to her just how out of it was and how I couldn't feel my body. She didn't believe me. She'd call me a lying cheating whore that stole boyfriends so I could just have a good lay.
I was in total in denial when my period skipped a week later. I just told myself that I was only a teenager and that things like that happened sometimes. It was normal…
A normal sign that a woman was pregnant. Without telling my mother, I went to a local drugstore, after cram school one, and bought a pregnancy test. I hurried home and immediately followed directions of the most life changing course I'd ever been through in my entire life.
Sure enough…half an hour later, the little cursed with stick proved it all.
I was pregnant.
I'd curled up into a little ball underneath my covers and cried and cried. I didn't know how long I'd been under there but when I hearda knock at my door, I knew it was my mother coming in to say goodnight.
"Kagome… the room's pitch black! You'll get me killed if you don't have light on!" Mrs. Higurashi laughed flipping the light on. She immediately frowned when she realized that was already in bed.
That wasn't normal. I NEVER went to bed without saying goodnight… EVER.
"Kagome? Sweetie? Are you all right?" She asked, coming over and sitting on the side of my bed. She reached over and brushed my bangs from my eyes and I burrowed deeper within my covers. It must've been a mother's intuition because I felt her stand up and heard her quietly step into my bathroom.
Everything was deathly quiet. I swear a piece of lint would hit the ground and would make the sound of an atomic bomb exploding.
"Oh Kagome…" I heard her whisper. I heard the clatter of the testing stick drop onto the bathroom floor and was suddenly in my mother's arms, crying once again. My mother was crying as well, rocking me with her, back and forth.
I'd fallen asleep in her arms and woke to find her gone and my windows wide open. Sniffling my plugged up nose pathetically, I stood from my bed and slowly made my way over to the window. Just as I was closing it a voice broke out from the tree, startling me.
"It's true isn't it?" Came a deep voice that cracked with emotion.
I leaned out and saw faintly, Inuyasha sitting on the branch next to my window.
"What is?" I asked, choking on my words as tears welled up once again.
"Dammit!" He cursed loudly.
I let out a sob and slammed my window shut, latching it before collapsing onto my bed crying myself to sleep once again.
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There. I know it was a little bit shorter than the others…but I'll have the next one be longer and in Kagome's P.O.V. again. Okay?
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Ta, lovelies!
RisuBento