Authors Note: Okay, so at the risk of being threatened again here is the final installment. Just in time for Christmas! I'm not sure I like this. Idk. I've never written smut in first person, and I've never shared my smut with anyone...So, it was a little nerve wracking knowing I wasn't just trying to please myself here...Whoa that sounded a little too sexual...I DIDN'T MEAN IT IN A SEXUAL WAY. o.o; Anyway.../coughawkward. Go easy on me. x.x And now back to your schedualed programming. (Meaning its time to get back to writing, "Hear me". I hope you enjoyed this, Pride! c:
Disclaimer: I own nothing! D:
My heart is ramming against my chest and it feels like it could break through my rib cage at any minute as Maura's fingers slowly dance up my sides, leaving a trail of fire behind them. I can feel my body reacting to her touch, arousal going from a lighted match at the pit of my stomach to spreading like wild fire through out my body, leaving me wanting more.
My brain suddenly clicks on and I'm not sure if I'm annoyed or relieved as I force Maura back gently. We're both panting as my hands grip her shoulders. "M-Maura," It comes out breathily as I try to calm my heart as well as my body, down. "W-what are you-we, doing?" I ask, my hands sliding down her arms to gently grasp her wrists and remove them from my shirt, regrettably I might add...
I am relieved when her eyes lighten a bit, her expression less...predatory. "I thought that was quite obvious..." She replies smoothly, her hands dropping to her sides.
Rolling my eyes, I fight the urge to groan at her literalness. "No, Maur...I meant, we-we're best friends, and-" She cuts me off with a wave of her hand.
"I knew what you meant, Jane." She starts, now looking a little nervous as her eyes drop to the ground a moment before meeting mine again. "I know that we're friends... I just-I'm tired of pretending..." She says, softly.
I struggle to swallow the lump in my throat as I fidget nervously. "Pretending? What-what do you mean?" I ask, though I'm pretty sure I already know...I just thought that the whole 'pretending' was one-sided.
Maura gives me a look as she says, "Jane..." I look down, knowing that, just by her tone, she knows I know what she means. When I look back up, Maura is much closer again, causing my breath to get caught in my throat. As I lock eyes with her, she moves even more closer, as if that's even freakin' possible because she's already so damn close.
It's hard to think, hard to focus on anything other than Maura's warm breath caressing my lips as they ghost over mine. I feel like I should stop her, but I make no move to; to weak, to busy breathing her in. God she smells amazing. My eyes flutter shut and when I think she's going to kiss me again, her lips are still inches from mine. "Jane," She says softly, causing my lips to tingle. "I know you want me." Her voice is like silk and her words cause an involuntary shudder.
My eyes snap open to see that she's pulled back just a little, head titled slightly. I'm lightheaded and realize I've stopped breathing so I take a shaky breath and swallow in an attempt to get rid of the dryness in my throat. My brain is foggy and I'm trying hard to come up with a response, my mouth opening and closing.
Maura gives me a grin and places her hands on either side of my desk, effectively trapping me in between her arms. "Maur," I finally say, my voice thick with arousal.
She grins wider and my heart seems to somersault when she does. "I want you too, Jane." She says in a sultry voice. "I've wanted you for a while. We've been more than best friends for a while now, just...without this," Finally, she kisses me again, nibbling softly on my lower lip.
I can't help the moan that escapes my lips and the noise seems to startle me as I pull my face back. "Maura," I say, suddenly surprised at how composed and steady my voice sounds. "Yeah, you're right. I do want you, but, I can't lose you. You're... You're my best friend. I can't risk what we have." I give her a pleading look, though make no move to get her out of my personal space. I want to relish that while it lasts, even if it does put my sense on overdrive.
"You wont lose me." She says softly, her hands moving to capture mine. My heart tightens in my chest as I feel her fingers trace over the scars on my hands. I stare into her eyes, they're light again, beautiful. She stares back into mine and smiles almost shyly, which throws me off because she's been anything but shy over the past couple of minutes. "You wont lose me, Jane. If we-If we give this a shot, and it doesn't go like I know it will, the only way you'll get rid of me is if you tell me you no longer wish to be my friend." At the last part, she drops her eyes and doesn't look up.
I bite the inside of my cheek and move my hands from hers so I can cup her face and lift her chin up. Her eyes meet mine again and I smile at her. "That would never happen." I sigh and think for a moment before hesitantly pressing my lips to Maura's. I can feel her lips curve up into a smile against mine and I pull back before either one of us can deepen it. "How do you know, Maura? How do you know that-that this, us-" I gesture between us and glance from the ground back to Maura. "will last?" I ask nervously. I feel like I'm about to vomit butterflies.
Maura just smiles at me, her arms snaking around my waist. It's a foreign feeling to have her so close and the action not be platonic. "Because, Jane...I know you, and I know me and you are very much worth the risk." She says with conviction. And then her lips are pressed against mine again, and she's pulling me closer. I feel like I might burst into flames as she suddenly trails her lips down my jaw and toward my ear. "You're the one I want, the one I trust." She whispers in my ear before nibbling it and causing me to shiver against her.
My breath is ragged as I force my lungs to inflate and I gently push her back so I can look at her. She has a pout on her face from being interrupted. "O-Okay, Maura." I take another shuddery breath as she watches me. "I trust you. And I-I want this as bad as you do, maybe more." My voice is quiet, but strong as I stare into her eyes. She's smiling and my heart feels light now; I feel as though I'm floating.
Maura looks contemplative a moment, and I decide she's trying to formulate a good response to that. As she brings her eyes back to mine, they darken considerably and it makes my heart stop. I've come to know that look on her face in the past 10 minutes and it does things to me. "Maur-" Her name dies on my lips as she presses her body against mine and I'm pushed onto my desk.
She forces my legs apart and stands between them, her hands rest against my hips and thrusts her own against mine as she kisses me. My eyes flutter shut and I finally allow my hands to grab on to something. I grip the fabric of her sweater with one hand while the other moves up to her hair.
Maura's hands are moving up my own sweater, her fingers grazing my stomach and abs as she forces her tongue into my mouth. I'm like putty in her hands, aggressive Maura is so damn sexy I can hardly take it. As her lips move down my neck, sucking softly, I suddenly notice we're at the Precinct...I'm sitting on my desk and Maura's hands are up my shirt..."M-Maura, w-we can't-" I struggle to form a sentence as her hands move over my breasts, replacing with what I wanted to say with a moan. "W-What if someone-someone w-walks in?" I finally say, though most of it comes out breathy or in a moan.
I can feel Maura's lips quirk into a grin against my neck as she trails hot wet kisses down toward my collar bone. "Mmm, no one will." Her reply is muffled and her warm breath against my neck makes me shiver and I struggle to think clearly.
But all my thoughts die as she suddenly pulls my sweater up and off of me within seconds, her hands automatically moving to my back to unclasp my bra as she moves to kiss me passionately. My bra is flung somewhere as her tongue runs over mine and her hands run up my sides and to my breasts, cupping them gently and allowing her fingers to run softly over my hardening nipples.
All I can think is how good her hands feel on me, and suddenly I need to feel her against me. I need skin to skin contact. My hands move to grip her sweater and I break our heated kiss so I can pull the sweater up and over her head. The sweater drops to the floor, along with the Santa hat as well as my jaw. My eyes rake over her half naked body and the red lace bra she's wearing. I grin as I remember my thoughts from earlier.
She seems to notice and quirks a brow. "What?" She asks as she places her hands on my thighs.
"Nothing, it's just that... Earlier, when you came out with that Santa hat on, I had this image of you in nothing but a red lacy bra and thong and that Santa hat." I nod my head to the hat on the floor.
Maura grins almost devilishly and bends to set the Santa hat back on her head. "Oh?" Her hands grip the front of her jeans and she slowly unbuttons them, stepping out of her heals briefly to shimmy out of her jeans. "Like this?" She questions, head tilting to the side and a grin adorning her face. She quirks an eyebrow and steps out of her jeans and back into her heals.
My mouth goes dry and my eyes greedily take in every inch of exposed skin. "Jesus, Maur..." I say, my voice thick and raspy. "Yes, l-like that. Now come here." I want nothing more than to kiss, touch and lick every inch of her.
She happily complies to my demand and steps back in between my knees. "We need to make this more even." She says into my mouth before kissing me. I now feel her hands pulling at my jeans and I wiggle to help her get them off, silently thanking myself for actually wearing a matching bra and panties, even though my bra is hanging off of Frost's computer at the moment.
I chuckle against her lips, shivering as her hands rub my inner thighs. "If it's going to be even," I begin to say as I move my lips away from hers to kiss slowly down her neck. "Your bra needs to come off." I bite down on her pulse point, feeling her heart beat against my lips as I kiss the spot I just bit.
Maura's head tilts to grant me more room on her neck, letting out a breathy moan as I suck softly. I move my hands to her back to undo her bra. It slides off and to the ground and I allow my hands to explore her body before cupping her breasts and massaging softly.
I continue my assault on Maura's neck, my thumbs rubbing her nipples softly, relishing every moan and whimper that I make come out of that delectable mouth of hers. Her hands run over my thighs and she suddenly backs away from me. I catch her eyes and they're dark and dilating...It's almost primal and I know she's about to take control.
She pushes me back gently, so that I'm leaning back against my hands and then she kisses me roughly while her hands explore my body until they reach my thighs. She gently wraps her hands around them and lifts and pulls me closer. My legs wrap around her waist and Maura begins to kiss down my jaw and neck, stopping briefly to suck and nip at the skin.
Her arms snake around me and her nails gently graze my back as her lips slowly move down to my chest before taking one of my nipples into her mouth. I gasp and let out a groan as she runs her tongue over it, flicking and nibbling softly. My head drops back and I attempt to grind into her as best I can in my position.
I keep myself propped up with one hand as I move the other to explore every and any bare part of her body that I can reach, paying special attention to her nipples. She moans against my breast and the vibration of her lips make me tremble and thrust my hips. I feel her grin against me as her hands move to the waistband of my panties, tugging slowly.
I force my legs apart and lift so that she can pull down the only item of clothing left on my body. My panties fall to the ground and Maura steps back, allowing her eyes to rake over my body. She licks her lips almost hungrily and moves closer to me once more, her lips pressing to mine as her fingers trail up my thighs. They stop before going to the place I want her most and I groan in frustration against her lips, causing her to grin.
"M-Maura, please." I plead. She chuckles and moves one hand the rest of the way, her finger running over my clit slowly before her tongue invades my mouth and her free hand roams farther up my body to cup one of my breasts.
I moan into her mouth as her finger moves faster against my clit and I tremble against her. I want to touch her, so I move a hand to do so but she catches it and shakes her head with a grin. "Now now, Jane. Later." She says, in a sultry voice as her finger suddenly moves down and dips inside me, causing me to gasp. "I just want to focus on you, and I can't very well do that with your hands distracting me." I only moan in response as she adds another finger and pumps slowly, allowing me to get used to her.
My eyes shut tight and one hand grips the edge of the desk tight as the other just holds me up. I feel her thumb rub my clit as she thrusts her fingers in a little faster, making my body shudder and my head drop back as I let out another moan.
Maura's free hand moves up and cups a breast, kneading it softly while her mouth goes to work on the other, sucking softly on my nipple. By now I'm writhing and I feel the build-up in my groin as I tighten around her fingers. "M-Maura..." I moan, breath ragged. "D-Don't s-stop, please, d-don't stop. S-so close..." My hips start to buck involuntarily into her, and she curves her fingers up and pumps into me faster, her thumb pressing into my clit and sending me over the edge.
"Maura, fuck!" I see stars, rainbows and fucking unicorns as I come. My body goes into spasms and I struggle to hold myself up as I moan Maura's name and ride out my orgasm. I feel Maura slow her fingers, and then once I calm, she slowly moves them out and wraps her arms around me to pull me up and lean against her.
I rest my head on her shoulder as she kisses me sweetly, holding me close as my body calms and I get my breathing in order. "T-that was...Amazing." I mumble into her hair, moving to kiss her neck softly.
"Good." She says softly as her fingers run softly over my back, making me shiver.
My hands rest on her sides and I slowly run them up and back down. "It's your turn." I say, but she shakes her head and I lift mine to look at her in the eye. She's smiling and her eyes are still dark, filled with want and need. "Why?" I ask, because I really want to touch her, make her feel just as good as she did me.
"When we get home, you can ravish my body. The party upstairs is almost over and I don't want to risk it...Besides, I'll want you again afterward." She says grinning at me as she slowly begins to get dressed.
I smirk and nod as I move off of my desk, my body already burning with arousal again at the thought of Maura in my bed. "Alright, but...let's hurry, I don't know if I can wait that long." I say as I grab my bra from Frosts computer and slip it on.
A couple minutes later, I'm grabbing Maura's hand and grinning like an idiot as she intertwines our fingers and we walk out to the elevators. I glance down at my sweater and grin to myself. If it hadn't been for this stupid party, and these stupid sweaters and Korsak and Frost, I wouldn't have Maura or the best sex I've ever had. I make a mental note to buy Frost and Korsak some chocolate Monday and deem this my lucky sweater as we step inside the elevators and they close.
Best Christmas ever.