Just the Two of Us.
Olivia and Alex spend their Sunday relaxing and discussing their relationship, their decision to come out to their superiors and their future plans. A continuation of Saturday Morning Intruder.
I need some advice from those of you who are following my story, this story is not showing up at all on the Law & Order SVU regular page under the "M" rated section, where are you seeing it and reading it ? I had no problems with my previous stories so if you can help me out on this issue I'll be thankful for your advice as I'd like this story to be accessible to all SVU readers.
Chapter 3.
It was early Sunday afternoon, Alex Cabot and Olivia Benson were draped across each other in bed after having ordered in lunch from a favorite Japanese restaurant of theirs. They'd shared a bottle of white wine with their food and had topped their lunch off with some Sake that Alex had remembered having bought some months before.
They weren't drunk, just feeling happily drowsy and a little giddy as they lay in bed, Alex with her eyes half-closed as Olivia played with strands of her long blonde hair.
Alex breathed a long contented sigh: "This is pure bliss, even if World War 3 were to be declared right now I wouldn't move from this bed, I feel so good and so damned happy sweetheart, it's been a perfect weekend baby, sex, sleep, more sex, more sleep…and then some more sex again…and this day is still not over, maybe we'll both need a pillow to sit on tomorrow at work due to sore and overworked muscles." Alex started to giggle at her own words.
Olivia started to giggle as well: "Actually I'm not sore at all, maybe it's because we've been training real hard for months in this particular category, I've never had such fun or pleasure during physical activity in all my life. And I agree with you baby, it's been a beautiful and perfect weekend…well…except for Elliot's idiot phone call yesterday morning…but obviously he got your message loud and clear as he hasn't dared call me again or send any messages, thank you babe for putting him in his place."
"He made me so mad with his dumbass remarks Liv, are you worried about meeting up with him at work tomorrow ? I'd hate for him to take it out on you because I told him to fuck off and leave us alone. If he does I won't be able to stay neutral, I will not allow him to hurt you in any way, if he does I won't be responsible for my actions, I will not allow anybody to hurt you baby, you've had enough hurt in your life already and you won't hurt anymore as long as I have one breath left in my body, I'll make damn sure of that" stated Alex, her voice expressing determination and her eyes concern as she looked deep into her lover's eyes.
"Don't worry sweetheart, Elliot doesn't scare me and if he starts being an asshole about us tomorrow I can handle it, I won't give him the satisfaction of getting to me because that's what he would want, you know how he loves to get people all riled up when he's in an aggressive and pissy mood. We may be work partners and friends of many years but if he insists on interfering in our private lives and wants to make trouble for us I will draw a very distinct line and tell him that I'll ask for another partner. I'm at a point where I won't let anybody mess with our happiness, we've fought hard to get here and we've been through more crap than most couples never have to face in a lifetime together. You and I…us…come before anything else, of that you can be sure always, my beautiful Alex" exclaimed Olivia as she leaned into Alex, drawing her into a deep and passionate kiss.
When their lips finally broke apart Alex once again looked deep into Olivia's eyes: "That's my girl, that's my Liv, always straightforward and courageous, you know, if I were to write down all the reasons why I'm head over heels in love with you it would be a never-ending story, never in my wildest dreams did I ever think that I would be able to feel all this love, you unlocked my heart and I will be grateful to you for that for the rest of my life. Oh Liv, I love you so much…please kiss me again…I forget the rest of the world when you kiss me."
The two women spent minutes just kissing and caressing each other in a sweet and sensual play, simply relishing in each other without any hurry, just bonding and feeling their hearts beat in unison.
As Alex ran her fingers softly over Olivia's breasts, enjoying the softness and warmth of those generous breasts that she adored, she observed: "I love this contrast between my very pale skin and this beautiful dark hue of yours, just as I love the warm chocolate colored and shiny velvet of your eyes, day and night, dark and light, I think we make a great color combination as well as being a perfect combination of every other aspect imaginable, I think we make a very cute couple don't you think ?"
Olivia burst out laughing: "Yes Miss Vanity, I'd even dare to claim that we make a beautiful couple, I'm not going to be modest, we might not be in the prime of our youth anymore but I'm quite aware of the fact that both of us still turn a lot of heads…of both sexes I may add. Let's enjoy it while it lasts, kind of flattering to the old ego", she added: "You're the delicious vanilla that tops my hot chocolate, a perfect combo."
"That works both ways hot stuff, you're the hot chocolate that tops my delicious vanilla…let me correct that…the hot chocolates that pours all over this vanilla…and this vanilla is very happy to be engulfed by her hot chocolate" replied Alex while wiggling her eyebrows. They both broke out in giggles once again, feeling blissfully happy with their silly bantering.
A few moments later Alex looked at Olivia thoughtfully: "Can I ask you something Liv…and I want you to be totally truthful in your reply."
"You can ask me anything baby and I swear to tell the truth, the whole truth and nothing but the truth…I don't have any secrets that I keep from you…so shoot" replied Olivia.
"Promise me that you won't laugh at me Liv…this may sound weird…but do you think I'm too vanilla…I'm not talking about my coloring…I'm talking about our sex life…" said Alex hesitantly.
"WHAT…where is this coming from…Alex, baby…are you kidding me ?" replied Olivia with surprised eyes.
"No, I'm not kidding, it's just that…well…we both know that your sex life before me was definitely more active than my almost non-existent one…well…I did self-service quite a bit…but the rest is pretty sad. I'll tell you what I've realized since we've been together, in the few relationships that I had in my younger days I never made love with anybody, I realize now that I just tolerated sex, my body was somehow detached from the rest of me, from my heart and mind, so there wasn't much pleasure in what I was doing. I remember always having this terrible feeling of emptiness when it was over, a total void, of thinking if that was all and if there was something wrong with me. I just wanted to get away from the other person as quickly as possible and preferably not see them again, is this making any sense to you ?" asked Alex softly, her eyes shiny with veiled tears.
Olivia stroked Alex's cheek softly and eased a strand of her blonde hair behind one ear: "It's making a lot of sense, keep talking my darling and get it all out, I'm here for you and I'm listening very carefully to each word your saying." She kissed Alex's forehead with great tenderness.
Alex continued: "I pushed this sense of emotional emptiness aside and just threw myself into my work and my ambitions but you have no idea how many times I cried myself to sleep because I was yearning so much for something I couldn't find, for someone I couldn't find…I wanted to be in love…but I never was…and it hurt…it hurt like hell sometimes Liv". Alex's voice broke and some tears spilled out of her incredibly bright blue eyes and trickled down her cheeks.
Olivia felt overwhelmed, it was as though each and every one of those tears were spilling over into her very soul and leaving their tracks in her heart which was melting with the emotion of the moment.
"Oh baby, come here and just let me hold you close, as close I can. I'll be holding you forever Alex and the past is past. You'll never have to feel that way again, you're my very life sweetheart, we're together now and we complete each other. I have a few things to tell you as well, things that may surprise you so just stay warm and safe in my arms and listen." She kissed away the tears running down her lover's beautiful face as if they quenched her thirst, she held Alex close and gazed into her eyes. In Olivia's eyes Alex saw all the love, the adoration, the care and concern that she had searched for all her life, she felt a great calm and a strong warmth embracing her, her tears ceased and she breathed easier.
"Listen Alex, sure I had some flings before you but if you think that I some fantastic and hot sex life, well, that's not the case. I've told you already that sometimes I got a little drunk and had some one-night stands, it was just for sex and to get rid of some of the stress from work. But I'll tell you what, there's nothing worse than drunken sex, it's sloppy and messy, there's no love or affection involved, just a stranger's body warming yours for a brief moment and rarely if ever satisfying on a physical level. You can't imagine how I usually felt like shit the day after I had these forgettable experiences. I'd look at myself in the mirror the morning after and get this sinking, sick feeling in the pit of my stomach. I'd have a hangover, I'd feel soiled somehow, cheap, pissed off at myself and just like you I'd think if that was all that there was. And just like you I threw myself into my work and word was out that I was bad-ass Benson, an unattainable bitch, so I stopped walking that dead-end path." Olivia was beginning to feel emotional by what she was telling her lover. Alex caressed her neck and her tousled dark hair, she realized that her beloved Olivia somehow had gone through the very same pain as she had although their experiences had been different.
Olivia took a deep breath and continued: "I wasn't getting any younger and I had become cynical as far as love and feelings were concerned, it just wasn't a priority anymore, work became my priority. But just like in a fairy tale one fine day all that changed and my whole world changed, that was the day that you walked into the 1-6 in your million dollar suit, all class and professionalism…and two incredible legs that seemed to go on forever. And when you shook my hand and those gorgeous baby blues of yours looked into my eyes and you gave me that dazzling smile…well…I was lost…hook, line and sinker…in that very moment."
Alex was smiling brightly by now, she was loving every word coming out of the beautiful mouth that she had kissed a million times: "Tell me the rest…tell me what you were thinking in that moment baby."
Olivia grinned and kept talking: "I was thinking, fuck, what's happening, you're crazy Olivia Benson, this magnificent beautiful woman will never be yours. She's younger than you, she's the ADA, she oozes old money and important family, not the filth, the street grime and dirt that you live and breathe every day, she couldn't be further from your reality. But in spite of all of these thoughts I had the strangest feeling that something important was happening, maybe it was the way your eyes lingered with mine, the way you seemed to hold onto my hand a little longer than you did with everybody else who was present that day. And that my beautiful girl was the beginning of Alex and Liv and as they say…the rest is history…and here we are…happy, happy, happy and together and I'm the luckiest woman in the world !" She clapped her hands with delight, her eyes wide, full of love and laughter and shining like two beacons on a dark night.
Alex let out a happy sigh: "Love at first sight, that's what happened…well…maybe some lust was involved as well…I remember thinking that you were the hottest woman I'd ever laid my eyes on, I felt all hot and bothered and it's true, I did not want to let go of your hand until I realized that I'd be making a fool of myself by hanging on to your hand for minutes. But damn, it was the best feeling ever although I was sure that I didn't stand a chance with you, I was pretty sure that hot stuff like you probably had a line of lovers stretching around the block and…well…there was no way I knew if you were into women…although your eyes seemed to transmit silent signals the rational side of me tried to convince me that I was imagining things. And we know the rest…lucky, lucky us !" Alex climbed on top of Olivia and started showering her with kisses and tickling her ribs as Olivia writhed and squealed with laughter, after their emotional talk the mood had turned happy and playful again.
Alex held Olivia's arms pinned to the bed: "But you still haven't answered my question, you sneaky girl, do you think I'm too vanilla in bed, is there anything that we haven't done that you would want us to do, any secret fantasy that you haven't confessed ? Tell me truth hot stuff…you're not leaving this bed until you do…". Alex licked Olivia's neck before running her warm tongue inside the shell of her ear while breathing heavily, a split second later she bit down and sucked hard on her pulse point, she wanted to mark her lover and she felt pleased and aroused when Olivia gave out a yelp followed by a long moan of pleasure.
"Okay baby…I surrender…no Alex, you are not too vanilla when it comes to our sex life. You're super- hot in bed…and out of bed… and you've surprised me quite a few times, you were a little shy the first week after we became lovers but that was our test driving period, but then you became an avalanche of passion, of burning hot sex, hell Alex, when I think of everything we've tried out in this last year I'm pretty sure that we could add a whole new chapter to the Kama Sutra, what else could I want, I've got the most fantastic, imaginative and vocal lover ever, not to mention the most beautiful…and the sexiest…and…just everything…how's that for an answer baby…are you satisfied with my reply ?" Olivia asked, watching the beautiful face and the inviting lips hovering over hers.
"Hmmm…tell me…tell me some of the things we've done…I want to hear you tell me and turn me on even more…tell me babe and make me even wetter than I'm beginning to feel…go into details…I'm in the mood for some of that…I want to end this fantastic weekend with a big bang…and I mean that in the sexy sense of the word" breathed Alex while lifting her body up and straddling Olivia. She licked her lips provocatively and started running her long fingers over her already hardened nipples, she looked at her lover with anticipation and Olivia's eyes widened as she watched Alex start to rub and stimulate her own nipples while moaning softly.
Alex gave Olivia a seductive smile as she kept caressing her own breasts: "Nice to meet you Detective Benson, I'm Alex Cabot…do you like what you see…or are you speechless…I'm waiting for details…talk…"
Olivia smiled hearing Alex repeat the very first words she had said to her some years before the first time they met: "Well…you always leave me speechless…you want details…I'll give you some details baby. The first time I saw you naked in front of me I really was not just without words but for a moment I thought I would pass out as well…you were breathtaking…I'd never seen such beauty before…and the look in your eyes in that very moment set me on fire…it told me how much you wanted me…nobody ever had looked at me that way…and…". Olivia pulled Alex down towards her just enough to latch her mouth onto a nipple hard as a rock that was just waiting to be enveloped by her lips and to be loved by her eager tongue.
After thoroughly teasing, sucking and kissing Alex's left nipple while gently playing with her right one she kept talking: "And when my fingers felt how wet you were for me when they finally touched your soft velvet I felt like I was going out of my mind, I was stone cold sober but I was drunk with you…and Alex…when I let my mouth travel down your body and you started moaning heavily…I lost it…I became undone…I could smell your arousal…I saw your arousal…and when my mouth tasted your warm and wet pussy for the first time it was pure heaven…and you telling me not to stop made me go wild…and when you came in my mouth I climaxed as well from the pure excitement of what we were doing…it was so hot baby…Alex…you were so hot and everything was so perfect…remember baby…remember how good it felt…it's always so hot with you…"
Alex was writhing against Olivia, her breathing hard: "Oh baby…I remember it so well…touch me Liv…I want your fingers inside me right now…I'm not going to last very long…I'm so close…"
Olivia thrust three fingers into Alex's soaking wet opening, as she started to slowly finger-fuck Alex she used her thumb to caress her lover's clit, she knew exactly what Alex needed in that precise moment, she knew how to read her body in any given moment.
Alex was moaning loudly: "Yes Liv…just like that…oh…I can't resist…". Alex gave out a half stifled scream along with a deep grunt as she climaxed, releasing repeated gushes of hot liquid that spilled all over Olivia's fingers and palm as Alex's pussy clenched with strong spasms for what seemed forever.
Alex collapsed on top of Olivia and went limp for some moments, as she got her breath back she raised her head and smiled: "Oooh baby…that was some joyride…I do love riding your fingers…sorry I didn't last…I really wanted to hear you tell me some more of the things we've done…promise me that you'll do that some evening…it just turns me on so much when you do…uhmm…that felt so good."
"Oh sweetheart, I've got lot's more to tell you about all the things we've done together…but I want you to do the same thing…I love it when you get all naughty and mess with my mind…you can be awfully wicked sometimes Alex…and I just love it when you surprise me…and I just love all of you…come here my gorgeous seductress…you're a dangerous woman…you" said Olivia as she gathered Alex in once again for a prolonged and deep kiss.
"Says the most seductive, dark and dangerous woman on earth…and who just happens to be all mine" replied Alex laughing.
The two women laid happily in each other's arms for a few minutes, all of a sudden Alex's stomach gave a resounding growl and they both started laughing. "Okay, it's feeding time again, we can't exist on sex alone, let's go heat up the leftovers from lunch today" said Olivia as she slapped Alex's ass playfully.
"Sound's good but before going to sleep later on I want one last round…and I get to pick what I want…and I pick you" replied Alex as she got out of the bed, at the same time pulling Olivia up with one arm. They both put on bathrobes and went into the kitchen. As Olivia pulled the containers with the leftovers from their lunch out of the refrigerator and put them into the microwave Alex prepared the table. They opted for sparkling water with dinner, they knew they had to get up early the next morning and get prepared to go to work.
Just as they had finished their dinner and had put the dishes away and were planning to take a shower together Alex's cell phone rang. "Oh fuck, reality intrudes, let's see who's calling me" sighed Alex. As she saw the number on the display she said: "Liv, it's Donnelly calling me", she pressed the answer button: "Good evening Liz, what's up ?". Olivia watched and listened to her lover conversing about something that was pretty clearly work related. Alex ended her conversation with her boss by saying: "Listen, Liz, I need to talk to you outside of work next week, can we meet for dinner Thursday or Friday night… Okay… Friday's fine, I'll let you know when I see you where we're going for dinner…no, it's a personal thing…no, no…nothing serious…just a delicate issue…okay…thank you…see you at work…goodbye."
Olivia stepped up to Alex and put her arms around her neck as she softly smiled: "We're really doing this…", her voice choked from emotion as Alex held her close. Alex looked straight into Olivia's eyes, her blue eyes aflame: "Oh yes we are, as of next week you and I don't have to play hide and seek anymore, it's going to be us and the people that accept us for what we are, otherwise, it's going to be you and me against the world. Either way…I really don't care… as long as I have you I can face anything…you're my world Olivia Benson."
"And I love you Alex Cabot, I'm not going to call you Alexandra because you hate that…and you're my everything…and you'll always be my everything. Seeing that you've already taken the first step I'll take the second one tomorrow as soon as I get to work. I'll ask Captain Cragen to meet me for dinner on Friday and I'll tell him that it is for an urgent personal issue" replied Olivia as she kissed the tip of Alex's nose. "Now let's go to bed and get some sleep, it's been a pretty hectic weekend…carnally speaking…" added Olivia while wiggling her eyebrows.
"That reminds me…I owe you…and I want my dessert…which is you…so move that sweet ass of yours" said Alex as she switched the kitchen lights off and started to push Olivia off towards the hallway leading to their bedroom, both of them laughing.
It was still fairly early in the evening when the two lovers both fell sound asleep in the middle of a conversation, happily wrapped around each other as usual. They'd spent a fantastic weekend making up for a long week without seeing much of each other. They were taking new steps towards their future, both firmly convinced of their decision and unafraid of whatever and whoever they'd have to face, they were the living proof that love conquers all.
So Alex and Olivia have had a dream weekend…and now they have to go back to work…and it's going to be quite a stormy Monday…a very heavy verbal confrontation between Olivia and Elliot which will leave Elliot even more pissed off…and…dun-dun…towards the end of the day between Alex and Elliot…but of course Olivia shows up to defend her only true love…stay tuned…all reviews very welcomed as always !