UPDATES DELAYED

Soooo sorry I haven't updating guys. I really would love to, but there are two reasons. One, I'm strictly banned from the computer but i've been able to slip on a few times, and the fact that my friend wants to kill herself and its distressing for me.

Yes, I'm not supposed to tell anyone but you guys dont know who I am anyways...and plus, it makes me feel better.

Basicly, my friend has been 'dating' my sort-of ish childhood friend (from 4th grade-8th grade, not really childhood but still) for three-four months.

Yeah, she has big boobs by the way. lol just wanted to say that.

Basically, first of all her mother said to my childhood friend's (lets call him...Alfredo) mom that if there's a baby, she's (alfredo's mom) keeping it. Also, apparently Afredo's mom read his diary (that was left open on his desk) and found out that though he wants to break up with her, she'll kill herself if he does (alfredo's mom told my mom and it got overheard by my brother's friend who made my mom tell me about all this, but Alfredo's mom is not confronting Alfredo because he'd lose all trust in her for looking in his diary).

I learned all of this after I'd gone out with all three of them to a place (with flirting in the car that i beat up Alfredo for. ooops...)

I'm pissed. Mainly because though I like my friend, she acts like a bitch to me and is manipulating "Alfredo". I think she acts like a bitch to me because I'm competition or something (Alfredo had a huge crush on me, maybe even still, though I'm not interested 'cause he's a NERD)! Also, before you say it, she's been prone to being over emotional and drastic. I wouldn't put suicide below her.

I'm caught in the middle of this, because they're both my friends. Meanies.

Also, for reference, shit if either Alfredo or "her" read this, so to make sure my profile will be empty of stuff about me. :)

Well, once the drama's settled with, I hope to update but it really is bugging me BADLY.

Love ya all!

P.S: We're all in eighth grade. :\ This sucks. I don't gots the mentality for this. -.-