Harry sighed and ran fingers through his hair and hoped that Hermione stuck to the story of Snape being dead. It was what the man wanted anyway. No one knew he was alive except for him and Hermione. The door to his wardrobe jerked open and he stared up at said man.

"Having another bad day, Harry?" Severus asked, caressing Harry's cheek. Harry closed his eyes and leaned into the touch. He nodded. " Come out of there you need to eat." He knew Harry would come because he knew he was the only one who could get Harry to eat. Harry came out of the wardrobe and right into the man's arms with a content sigh. Severus smirked to himself. Harry had nursed him back to health from the bite. Severus had had anti-venom on him that night because the Lovegood girl had told him to and Harry and his friends all swore by her. He was thankful. It had allowed him to live long enough for Harry's house elf to bring him to this house and start healing him. Winky and Kreacher had tended to him for three days before Harry and Hermione had come and tended to him. He'd even gone to America with them. He was now Evan Prince a well known Potions Master. He'd been living a triple life for years. He'd lived a double life that only Lily had known about back in school when he graduated everything piled up on him. He had began taking care of Harry's Potions when he was well enough to brew. He had also taught Harry Occlamancy the proper way which was how he had discovered that Harry loved him. He'd confessed that he loved Harry too and now they were lovers that was when Harry was well enough. "I'll adjust the Potion again."

"It's not that." Harry mumbled in to his shoulder. "I got the Malfoy's out last night. I set them up just the way I told you I was going to...but I went to my aunts house across the street. I found out that Bill is dating Dudley and Vernon is dead. That Dudley and Petunia are going to help the Malfoy's and that I had to do some quick spell work to make them forget that they talked to you at all. I had Hermione take care of George last night. She's supposed to tell them you are dead today. "

Severus tilted Harry's head back and kissed him. As always Harry responded with sheer desperation. They kissed until Harry's phone vibrated breaking them apart. Harry fished it out of his pocket trying and failing to be irritated. Stupid mood stabilizers. That was one potion he was on after having at least two mental breakdowns and trying to kill himself. Needless to say that that hadn't gone over to well with Hermione and Severus either time. Severus had started him on the Mood Stabilizer potion after the second attempt when it was clear he needed more than just his anti depressant Potion.

"Hermione says that Draco is in seeing Blaise right now." Harry sighed, "Lucius is getting his check up."

Severus nodded and lead Harry , by the hand, down to the kitchen. He sat him down and set a plate of sandwiches in front of him along with some juice.

"eat." he ordered. Harry obediently began eating slowly taking little nibbles and sips. "Harry, love, if you don't start eating some of the Potions you are on will begin hurting you. They are very powerful."

"I know." Harry said looking at the Potions in front of him. He grabbed one and sniffed it." Vitamin Supplement." he said and downed it. "Cuze it smells like Oranges. " he grabbed the next one that looked the same. "This one is the Calcium Supplement. " he downed it. "Cuz it smells and tastes like milky chalk. " Severus scoffed and chuckled, Harry took the next one. " Mood Stabilizer ." he drank it and grabbed the last one. "Anti-Depressant. *" he drank it. "I'm sorry I'm not getting better, Sev. " he was nibbling again. " I do go out every Friday."

"Only because you don't want Hermione to curse you." Severus laughed and ran fingers through Harry's hair. Kissing his temple. "Even I go out, Harry."


Harry moaned and cried out. He was laying on his back in his bed with Severus on top of him inside him. One of his legs was over his lover's shoulder as the man thrust into him slowly. He wiggled around and tried to make his lover speed up he knew that Severus was once again trying to show him the joys of making love but Harry enjoyed hard fast fucking. This did nothing for him but drive him insane because he couldn't really feel it. He didn't know why he couldn't but he couldn't so he enjoyed the fucking because that he could feel and nothing felt better than being pounded into the mattress by his lover.

"Sev, please!" Harry cried desperately. "Sev, stop I need you! Please! I need you!"

Sev growled and slammed into his little love making him cry out in joy . They slammed their bodies together over and over as hard and as fast as they could. Severus didn't understand why this was the only way they could be together like this. He liked a good hard fuck as much as the next guy but sometimes he wanted to make love and take his time . Sometimes he wanted to listen to the delicious noises Harry made during it and listen to him beg for release. But this was the only way. He had his suspicions about it. He'd seen a lot of what happened during Occlemancy lessons but he'd never seen if Harry's uncle had ever raped him he was beginning to think he had and that's why he could only be with his love like this.

They both came crying for each other. Sev cast a few cleaning charms as he moved off of Harry who slid into sleep. This was the only time they could get Harry to sleep on a bed. Severus kissed Harry's lips and cast a few diagnostic charms to tell him if Harry had indeed been raped the results made his blood boil and made him want to go out and kill the damn man. Then he remembered that Harry had said he was dead.

Severus growled but settled down with Harry he knew that with a potion and few healing spells he could fix Harry's problem and swore to do so when his love woke up.


Okay, so I also suffer from Agoraphobia. I am on Vitamin supplements because I don't go outside I am also on mood stabilizers and anti-depressants so I thought Harry would be on them as well. The Calcium is because I figure after his abuse his bones would be weaker. You'll probably ask then why isn't he on Nutrition Potions as well that's simple he's supposed to be I just forgot to add it and don't feel like going back and putting in this late in the day. Because yes this is day for me.