A/N: Long time no update, I supposed! Thanks for everyone who reviewed, I greatly appreciated it! I was supposed to update like weeks ago, but then you know, I got addicted to downloading things in my hard drive (planning on downloading ALL of the DC episodes), watching City Hunter that my friend told me to watch (I never knew that 1 Korean episode lasts an hour!), getting ready for my trip back to Philippines (for medication purposes, but not me though), and finally getting my report card (apparently, my 4th Quarter average compared to my 3rd Quarter decreased by 0.3, so I pretty much worried too much on it. My average for 4th Quarter is 99.2 ^^;; I know, but I aim high, so yeah. . . .)
Did I already put a disclaimer in this story? I'm too lazy to look back ^^;; But if I didn't,
Disclaimer: I DON'T OWN THEM!
. . . . . . . if I do, I would make Satou and Takagi get married already. Oh Gosho-sama, Why are you doing this to me?!
Enjoy ^^
Dear Matsuda-kun,
It's been a while, hasn't it? Gomen ne*, the crime doesn't sleep as they say right? Anyways, I went to your grave as I promised, but after I went with Takagi-kun to visit Date-san's grave. It's been a month since that case, but I'm glad Takagi-kun is up and about. When we were standing in front of the grave, Takagi-kun told me that Date-san's last words to him probably indicated to give the ring in the notebook to his girlfriend, and you know the rest. But you know, those words "I'm leaving this to your care" can also mean the notebook, and it was ambiguous, so he really didn't specify it as "I'm leaving the notebook/ring to your care".
Speaking of rings, Takagi-kun gave me a ring a while back, you know, after that case that involves a ring. I replaced the ring that Yumi gave me. His ring is simple, yet it holds so much beauty in it. I'm pretty sure you saw it up there, right? I'm not THAT oblivious, you know? Everyone was talking about my ring, but they only thought of it as a charm.
Between you and me, I'll tell you this: I'M. NOT. CLUELESS.
To tell you the truth, I'm just putting up an act. I didn't want Takagi-kun to get into more trouble with the men, and you know them. I already have an idea to what the ring means, so all I have to do is wait for him to tell me. And I can wait, he just needs enough courage. It's not easy to do it.
Not like I know anything about it.
Back to the topic of this letter, I noticed in your grave that someone left flowers. They're blue and small, and they have these little white stem-like things in the middle. But they're really pretty. Simple yet elegant.
So you never told me anything about having a girlfriend, huh? Or maybe it was just one of your family members.
I just came from work, and it was pretty ordinary. Normal office routines, Yumi's gossip, murder cases that were caused by the Mouris and Conan-kun, yeah everything is fine. Takagi-kun had to run a lot of errands the whole day, not to mention that he has a lot of paperwork to catch up on, so I barely saw him the whole day. But you don't come to work just for the coffee and donuts after all.
You know, Matsuda-kun, I really thank you from the bottom of my heart. If it wasn't for you, I would've never learned how to love. Because you know, love can make you feel happy and joyous, but also sad and depressed. At least, if you were given a second chance at love, you would know how to handle it better, more or less. I'm not saying that I'm glad that you died, remember how that event traumatized me. You were only with us, with me, for only a week. I was in deep thought of how I got so attracted to you, and don't get it the wrong way, you said you like me too. How would someone ever fall in love with a reckless, rude, and laid back kind of guy? Not to mention he should take his job seriously? But as they say, looks can be deceiving.
If only I treasured every moment with you from the moment I had feelings for you, then maybe Fate might've change its mind.
But we couldn't change that now, can we?
Now don't laugh up there, you know how much emotion I had when writing these letters to you.
I'll just finish right here for the meantime while I'll try watch this Korean drama that Yumi recommended me to watch. It's called "City Hunter". I don't know what she likes in this show, mainly because this is about revenge and doing justice under the law. It's not right, but since it's my day off tomorrow, might as well. If you're watching me right now, might as well watch it with me.
Yours truly,
Satou Miwako
Satou Miwako looked at the letter one last time before folding it and sealing it in an envelope. She puts in in a box, containing the first two letters that are both addressed to Matsuda. She smiles sadly, suddenly remembers how Matsuda would write e-mails to his late friend Hagiwara. But instead of e-mails, might as well write it in letter forms, right? She was planning on saving all of her letters first before bringing it back to Matsuda's grave, but she preferred to just keep it with her, just to be safe.
Putting back where she had kept the box, Satou looked around her room before standing up from her seat to look out of the window. There sure are a lot of stars tonight she thought, with a sad smile on her face. Looking back once more, she says her silent prayers before going back to her laptop to look for that Korean drama Yumi oh so forced her to watch.
A/N: I don't know about you guys, but don't you think I made Satou a bit too out of character here? Anyways, to overtlycovert, there was actually such person who had done that? Oh well, something to inspire b(^_^)d
Well see yah guys in the relative future ^^